#and the tech kept making faces . idk if that was a 'interacting w annoying software' face or a 'this is concerning' face

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ultrasound rooms are so dark lol

#cancer mention btw for the rest of these tags #i have never had an ultrasound before so idk what's normal!!! #but . it took both longer and shorter than i expected? #and the tech kept making faces . idk if that was a 'interacting w annoying software' face or a 'this is concerning' face #also she felt the lump and she was like hm. this side is squishy and this side is more lumpy... #like WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? #so now im actually like. way more nervous. lol #bc google is telling me lipomas (the thing my mom said it was and thus the reason i didnt get it checked out for ~4 years) are squishy #and liposarcomas (aka . that but cancer) are like. firm. so uhhhhhhh #even if it is benign i would really like it out of my body. bc it literally looks like i have a rib or smthn popping out of my body when i #wear bikinis/tight tops. anyways .... cant believe i have to work rn. when im freaking out abt having literal cancer