#anyway this was probably a horrible decision and we'll regret all of it and it'll be so bad

[running-in-the-dark]

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#I can't sleep 🙃 #I'm very nervous about tomorrow annnd I forgot to take my medication that makes it so I can sleep 🤦 #I just took it now because I think I won't sleep at all otherwise #I have to get up in 4 hours and it's going to be such a stressful day 😭 #plus I'm getting really anxious about the whole situation with the move and dealing with our old and new landlords and everything 😭 #everything feels very uncertain and chaotic and I'm not dealing with it well 😢 #but. we'll get our cats next weekend. I'm trying not to think that something will go wrong to prevent that from happening... #but if it does happen that's going to be really good. hopefully. unless it's bad and they suddenly hate us. oh my god I hope the meds will #start working soon this is torture lol #anyway this was probably a horrible decision and we'll regret all of it and it'll be so bad #😭😭😭 #(I'm once again wishing I had a nice supportive mother who would make me feel better about something like this instead of worse. I was #honestly kind of okay with it all until she kept bringing up negative things and now I feel like this is the worst decision anyone has #ever made and it'll be a disaster and 😭😭😭) #personal