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#as of today ive started taking ab1lify. hopefully it helps in the long term but in the short term it triggers my 0cd. which is not fun
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#i was looking through old photos today. they where from wjen i was like 1 and it made me so sad
#bc my mum would have been like only a year or 2 older then i am now and she looked so young
#and now she has an abdomen full of tumors and blistered hands and feet. theyre prob gonna hsve to remove her bladder
#but shes still very pragmatic abt it. but she grew up in a house where no one really cared about her feelings so she made them small
#and now her mother calls and doesn't ask how her grandkids are doing and doesn't ask how her daughter is doing. im cursed with terrible
#grandparents on both sides but i resent my mothers mother worse. though my dad said i probably wouldnt have survived his upbringing
#and hes right. my nana has like zero empathy and cant cook for shit. idk how my parents r so normal but the fact i had a good upbringing is
#probably the only reason im still here. and thats the other thing that made me sad abt the old pics. just looking at this little baby with a
#fucked up head and thinking: in 25 years that kid is gonna b so broken down their not gonns kno what to do or how to fix it. idk whats wrong
#with me. ive always been some stage of miserable but i used to b able to get things done. and now i cant seem to force functionality
#and it sucks. bc im home now and i still feel like im cringing around this open wound in my chest. but whatever
#as of today ive started taking ab1lify. hopefully it helps in the long term but in the short term it triggers my 0cd. which is not fun
#its so frustrating. whatever. i also found out my eyes used to not work together. not enough to have a lazy eye but it was hard for me to
#read and apparently my eyes were tracking at like double the speed of a normal person. wtf is wrong with my brain? also also my mum was like
#yea i never would have guessed bip0lar but we thought it was something. autism i could see 100% but yea didnt see that coming. ao i guess
#i brehave like a bit of an oddball. ans my nana would bother my dad to try to make me participate in church and my dad was like no. she
#clearly don't wanna b here lol. ay. they did the best they could which i appreciate
#unrelated
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