#at least I have Ripp though 😩

[sirensskai]

Character development is realising it’s probably not normal to feel some sort of judged for almost your every move and for every little thing you do or to feel threatened at the thought of even saying one word to a stranger and that you definitely have anxiety or something lol

#non sims #ramblings #rants #also undiagnosed autism and ADHD #I’m very messed up lol #my irl social life is non existent it’s so bad #I don’t know how to converse like a normal person #Idk how to reply to people so I just like things but you can’t really do that on Tumblr so I feel bad 😭 #which is really stupid lol #I love all your reblogs and comments though 🙏 #also worried about not writing on a consistent schedule which is why it’s not on AO3 yet 🥴 #like I just write when I feel like it which could be months or years apart 😭 #I have very real rejection dysphoria it’s better to convince myself something is already bad than hear someone else say it #then get an abnormal amount of depressed because of it (I’m not joking I’ve thought horrible things before from just feeling like a failure #convinced my writing is trash and the dialogue is cringe lol #also convinced all my interests are cringe and I act cringe and I’m just the cringiest person #I gave myself the cringe trait in sims 4 though lol #I just realised there’s so many things leading to anxiety 💀 #at least I have Ripp though 😩 #no bitches irl but he loves me in the sims #irl stuff