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dat-town · 2 months

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haunting

never seen circus masterpost

Characters: Yunho & female reader

Setting & genre: magical realism au, ghost au

Summary: Yunho was the centre of your universe. He made you so happy and you wished you could do the same but his eyes were always so, so sad.

Warnings: general creepiness of an eerie circus, ambiguous ending, mentions of blood, injuries, car accident, self-conscious MC, implied past death

Words: 1.4k

i guess i will tag you in all of these @restlessmaknae

You remembered the day you had met Yunho and fallen in love with his dimpled smile almost immediately. He was the typical boy next door with his easygoing and kind personality, it was impossible not to love him. But somehow it had been you whose seatmate he had become on the first day of university and then all other days too during your shared Economics lectures.

You and him had been inseparable ever since.

You had spent a meaningful majority of your early twenties with him by your side. Study sessions in the library had turned into café dates and then cuddling on the couch in front of Netflix. Weekend trips to the beach, dissing terrible job interviews, murmuring I love yous into his warm skin under the blazing sun and him kissing every one of your fingers until you couldn’t feel the unforgiving cold of January.

You loved him more than anything.

Especially after the accident. He was the only one who still looked at you the same way.

It had been awful. You remembered the yelling, the honking and a blinding light. Then the pain had come and everything had gone dark. When you had opened your eyes, it had been Yunho you had seen first. His temple had been bloodied, glass shard cuts all across his lovely cheek. He could barely open his eyes and his head had been wrapped in white gauze.

You had cried yourself to sleep because you had known it had been your fault. You had been the one who had insisted on visiting the circus even in the pouring rain. Looking back you couldn’t understand why it had been so important to go on that particular Sunday. There would have been other days and other circuses. There was no other Yunho. No circus was worth that much.

Yunho had recovered but after that you had promised yourself you wouldn’t let him get hurt ever again. But something must have been broken between the two of you after the accident because his eyes had become so, so sad. He still looked at you lovingly, like you were the most precious thing and for those moments you felt seen and beautiful even if other people looked away when they saw you. Nobody else mattered, not when you had Yunho. You just didn’t get why he felt so far even when he was brushing your hair behind your ear.

“Are you happy?” The boy asked, cautious, and you blinked at him in confusion.

“Of course, I am. I have you,” you smiled at him but Yunho looked like he was made of glass, crackling at your words.

When your boyfriend proposed a weekend getaway, you were more than happy being on board with the idea. You hadn’t really been going out since what had happened. You needed it to feel some normalcy again.

“Where are we going?” You asked curiously while you were walking through a forest during the golden hour. You liked surprises and Yunho was always the best with date nights as he was a much better planner than you were but you had always been curious by nature.

“You will see,” he said with a half smile that didn’t reach his eyes. He sounded tired but that must have been because he worked those extra hours over the week.

He didn’t let go of your hand even when you reached the edge of the forest path and you saw a circus right in the middle of the meadow in all its shiny gilded glory.

You flinched at the laugh of clowns and the eerie music, phantom pain throbbing in your skull. Your steps halted and you took a shaky breath.

“Yunho…” You whispered, feeling uneasy.

“It’s okay,” Yunho reassured you in his soft voice, letting you nuzzle closer. “I’m here.”

You tried to find excitement and awe in the wonderful spectacles all around but deep down you had a bad feeling. Maybe it was because of what had happened and your brain subconsciously associated circuses with inevitable tragedies but you could almost feel yourself spiral into panic. You didn’t quite feel okay in your body. It was almost like you were watching yourself from the outside.

You jumped in surprise when a black cat ran across the road right in front of you and heck, you weren’t superstitious but did it mean that you would be unlucky? Maybe you should have left.

But Yunho seemed determined to stay and he was clearly looking for something, so you told yourself to be patient. It must have been the surprise. What could it be, you wondered, a fortune teller or a palm reader?

The tent of a ghost whisperer wasn’t what you expected even though it felt awfully familiar. Have you been there before?

You turned to Yunho, the question burning on the tip of your tongue, but he was looking at the girl behind the candle lit desk, hovering over a bone coloured board with letters scattered over it. You vaguely remembered that tool from horror stories as something used to communicate with the dead. An Ouija board.

The young girl in old fashioned clothes behind the desk looked up at the two of you and hummed knowingly. There was something unnerving about it as she looked at you.

“I knew you would be back. Most people are,” she said, melancholy ringing in her voice and you furrowed your brows in confusion. She wasn’t sure whether she talked to you or your boyfriend.

“She… she is just a shell of herself. I can’t… I can’t do this anymore,” Yunho spoke up hoarsely.

“I told you there was always a price to play,” the girl reminded him but the entire scene had you going a little crazy because you couldn’t understand anything.

“What’s going on, Yunho? Who is she? Why are you talking like you are breaking up with me?”

Yunho turned to you, his usually warm nougat eyes devastatingly sad and then he walked you to the full body mirror on one side of the tent.

“I’m so sorry,” he whispered and there were already tears pricking your eyes because what could have been so terrible about your looks that made him call you a shell?

Then you saw it.

There was Yunho, tall and handsome, perfect if only a little pale and his smile you loved so much was lost on him. And you? You were nowhere. In the mirror there he stood alone, no sign of your reflection. You reached out to touch the furniture with shaky hands and looked down at your skin, half-transparent in this new glow.

“Am I dead?” Your voice hitched, panic coursing through you.

“Your soul is trapped in a limbo between this world and the beyond,” the stranger girl explained patiently. “He’s the one keeping you here.”

So you did die. Now that you thought about it, you couldn’t tell when was the last time you interacted with somebody else other than Yunho. Or when you last spent time alone. Or when you ate or went to the bathroom. All you could remember was being with Yunho, everything else was just a blur. As if he was the reason why you even existed, the Sun of your universe.

You felt like crying but you couldn’t. Ghosts didn’t have tears. You must have imagined every tear and every touch since the accident and it only made the loss cut deeper.

Yunho was crying though, crystal-like tears were running down his cheeks and when you reached up, you could feel the warmth on his skin against your own cold nothingness.

“I love you so much that I brought you back,” the boy whispered and you could feel your heart break for him even if you didn’t have one anymore. You never wanted to see Yunho suffer, not like this, not because of you. “But it’s not the life you deserve. You should move on. Find peace.”

The thought of him saying goodbye, of losing him scared you.

“No. I don’t want that. I’ll be staying with you, Yunho. Please, don’t do this,” you begged because you wanted to stay by his side, you didn’t want to be alone. The two of you were supposed to be together forever.

But it was too late. The boy was already taking off the couple bracelet you both had and the ghost whisperer took it from him, letting it fall into flames, smoke going up dark and quick.

Your scream cut through the night, extinguishing every lit candle and by the time the sun came up, you were once again faded.

But Yunho swore he could catch sight of you in mirrors from time to time.

#series: never seen circus #ateez x reader #yunho x reader #ateez angst #yunho angst #stories

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kitstar1117 · 7 months

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i was following a writer who had a series of ateez called circus but i can't find it anymore? i dont remember the writer @ too TT

I never reblogged which i regret lowkey but i cant find it in my likes anymore :(

#ateez x reader #wooyoung x reader #choi san x reader #hongjoong x y/n #circus #ateez hybrid #san x reader #wooyoung x reader fluff #mingi x reader #jongho #yunho x reader #yeosang

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kiestrokes · 8 months

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Kie! While listening to this, I started wondering something. Who has the more dark ringmaster energy between Hongjoong and Seonghwa?

Oooh 😏 so in my opinion HJ presents as the darker ringmaster. But it's just to throw people off and protect the actual "witch doctor" (sorry I went nola-lore on you) which is Hwa. Because without Hwa the whole circus loses its magic. Much like HJ is the leader, but Hwa is older and has this quiet commanding aura to him. Vs. HJ's chaotic theatric presence.

#their circus is called: paradigm #malucefent #im getting caught up on asks today #they threw a wrench in my work yesterday so i was mia #matz #ateez #park seonghwa #kim hongjoong #witch doctor #ringmaster #nola #paradigm!au #the lucifer to my lokie #idle pitching

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captain-joongz · 3 months

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fanfiction recommendations/my favourite reads in 2023

♤ in pursuit of wedded bliss by @fantasyescapes17

regency au, each members has his own story, but they're interconnected

choi seungcheol

◇ push it down (sooner or later it all comes out) by @dontflailmenow

camboy!seungcheol, ex's best friend!seungcheol, enemies to lovers

♧ down bad (so so bad) by @lovelyhan

idol!seungcheol x pet sitter!reader

☆ always only you by @honeyhotteoks

brother's best friend!seungcheol, friends to lovers

♤ caught in a trap by @cheolism

brother's best friend to lovers au

kim mingyu

☆ a sheep in wolf's clothing by @rubyreduji

virgin!mingyu x experienced reader

♤ creep by @smileysuh

serial killer!ghost!mingyu, touch starved!mingyu, halloween fic

ot8

◇ skz drabble by @leviackermanscleaningbuddy

a/b/o, cnc, primal play

♧ sharing = caring by @cbini

bf!chan sharing you

☆ camcorder by @tasteracha

bf!minho x reader x chan, a little pervy chan

♤ five for five by @bh-archive

chan x hyunjin x hongjoong x san x juyeon x reader

◇ some things are better left unknown by @roseykat

chan x felix x reader, threesome

lee minho

♧ dilf!minho by @cinhomi

dilf!minho x baby sitter!reader, breeding kink, pregnancy talk

bang chan

☆ bad idea by @hyunsvngs

step dad!chan, getting together, infidelity

hwang hyunjin

♤ dressing down by @jl-micasea-fics

best friends to lovers, mutual pining

lee felix

◇ best friend felix by @ddyskz

best friends to lovers, fluffy smut

♧ felix + thigh riding by @straykeedz

☆ cockwarming by @dreaming-medium

coworkers au, secretary!felix, office sex

ot7

♤ shadows we trust by @remedyx

supernatural au, mystical creatures!bts, dark circus au

◇ masked miracles by @remedyx

hybrid!bts, detective!reader

♧ stay alive by @staytinyville

mythical creatures!bts, supernatural au

☆ trouvaille by @spookyserenades

hybrid!bts, witch!reader, supernatural au, some horror themes

♤ eternally theirs by @imnotlauriane

dragon!bts, soulmates au, knights au

◇ the lucky seven by @riphobisbraces

hybrid!bts, princess!human!reader

♤ emerald gem by @sweetlyskz

hybrid!bts, reader has a farm, strangers to lovers

♧ oh, little red by @jincherie

wolf!yoongi x reader x wolf!jimin, red riding hood au

min yoongi

☆ celestial ruin by @remedyx

fallen angel!yoongi x angel!reader, corruption arc

♤ fxck a fxckboy by @yoongifis

fuckboy!yoongi x smartass!reader

kim taehyung

◇ isn't that what brothers do? by @aris-ink

step brother!taehyung, forbidden romance, dub con

♧ black swan by @aris-ink

step dad!taehyung, manipulation, corruption, cheating

☆new flame by @gimmethatagustd

alpha!taehyung x omega!reader, heat sex

jeon jungkook

♤ family secrets by @aris-ink

step brother!jungkook, dry humping

◇ icarus by @aris-ink

step brother!jungkook, risky/sneaky sex

♧ close by @aft3rhrs

step brother!jungkook, forbidden romance

choi soobin

☆ let's play a game by @anyamaris

soobin x reader x yeosang (ateez), friends to lovers, primal play

♤ closed doors by @last-words-ofashootingstar

soobin x reader x hongjoong, idol au, obsessed!soobin

◇ super shy! by @fairyofshampgyu

shy virgin baker!soobin x experienced reader

♧ i <3 nerds by @enha-cafe

nerdy!soobin secretly a sex god au

multiple members

☆ drippin' by @ncteez

'00 line x reader, friends to lovers, birthday orgy

♤ cookie jar by @neopuppy

step brothers!jeno and jaemin x reader, stuck in a dryer au

♧ sos by @neopuppy

a/b/o, sex pollen au, pollen induced heat/rut

lee jeno

☆ shameless by @neopuppy

step son!jeno x step mom!reader, infidelity, very dub con

♤ hand kink by @jaylaxies

roommates au, hand kink

lee mark

◇ i can help by @recklessmark

step dad!mark, corruption, manipulation, infidelity

ATEEZ rec list pt. 1 | pt. 2

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newworldwritings · 2 months

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NewWorldWritings Recs! (ATEEZ)

gif by @graphicstorage

these are some writings that i have read that i would love to share with the rest of atiny/readers. some of these quite literally made me cry, laugh, and relate.

let me know if any of the links don’t work!

more will be added too #newworldwritingsreblogs !

some of these do contain smut, dark themes, & lots more. so please remember to read the warnings that each author put in their works.

❕= SMUT/DARKTHEMES

OT8 x reader

❕player 1117 @peachesyeo

(series -> ongoing) obessive!gamecharacters!ateez x villainess!reader

❕morning mist @mint-yooxgi

(series -> ongoing) Yandere!Dragon!Ateez X Chubby!Reader

❕The Library of Illusion @kwanisms

(series -> completed) ateez ot8 × fem!reader

Want You Back @whimsicalwritingsandmore

(series -> ongoing) werewolf!ot8!ateez x werewolf!reader

❕Circus @lani-heart

(series -> ongoing) ateez ot8 x reader

❕trope @bro-atz

(series -> completed) ateez member/gn!reader or ateez member/afab!reader

❕Black Ocean @bvidzsoo

(ongoing) Ateez members x female readers

❕room for three @honeyhotteoks

(56k series -> completed) nonidol!yunho x nonidol!seonghwa x reader

❕splish splash @atozfic

(20k) nonidol!san x nonidol!seonghwa x nonidol!wooyoung x nonidol!yunho x fem!reader

undying bonds @edenesth

(series -> completed) Hongjoong x fem!reader, Seonghwa x fem!reader

❕whichever way @igbylicious

(series -> ongoing) woosan x fem!reader

Hongjoong

you’re hongjoongs bias @jnginlov

(8.6k) idol!hongjoong x idol!reader

captains favorite @edenesth

(1.1k) captain!Hongjoong x doctor!reader

Black and White @atinystraynstay

(2k) Kim Hongjoong x fem!reader

Seonghwa

❕The Way to His Heart @edenesth

(series -> ongoing) general!Seonghwa x wife!reader

Cold Snap @ennysbookstore

(4 part series -> completed) nonidol!Seonghwa x Reader

❕Dancing With the Devil pt.2 @bro-atz

(2 part series -> completed) assassin!seonghwa x afab!reader

❕the trouble with hating you. @baekhvuns

(33k) badboy!seonghwa x reader.

Bingo @gummygowon

(1.8k) single dad!seonghwa x reader

❕you’re the one that i want @ateezmakemeweep

(series -> completed) bad boy!seonghwa x fem!reader

Yunho

❕Guerrilla @sorryimananti-romantic

(27k) serialkiller!dr.yunho x writer!reader

What Builds a Home @cosmicdumpling

(7.2k) husband!yunho x fem!reader

❕Memoir @baekhvuns

(16k) nonidol!yunho x reader

all i want for christmas is you @starrysvn

(11k) yunho x gn!reader

Yeosang

❕lessons in intimacy @honeyhotteoks

(14.5k) camboy!yeosang/barista!yeosang x fem!reader

Siren. @sorryimananti-romantic

(27.8k) siren!yeosang x sirenhunter!reader

San

❕ceilings pt.2 @yoongiseesawmp3

(2 part series -> completed) pe teacher!san x single mom!reader

❕The Art of Climbing the Corporate Tower @ennysbookstore

(2 part series -> completed) nonidol!san x reader

Love Poem @frenchkisstheabyss

(3.5k) dad!choi san x pregnant!chubby!fem!reader

❕Crafting Christmas @yoonguurt

(15.2k) single dad!San × reader

destiny @tainsan

(25k) idol!San x nonidol!reader

❕ch_i san @atzfilm (this one made me cry my eyes out)

(19k) android!san × reader

Mingi

❕nightmare, daydream @mingigoo

(11.1k) tutor!femreader x popularboy!Mingi

❕Shower Ecstasy @myhimbomingi

(1.6k) song mingi x afab!reader

❕Grease and oil @bvidzsoo

(5.6k) mechanic!mingi x fem!reader

Wooyoung

instagram @roomsofangel

(series -> ongoing) nonidol!wooyoung x fem!reader

❕Home for the Holidays @highvern

(24k) nonidol!Wooyoung x fem!reader

❕Midnight Kisses @mingigoo

(5 part series -> completed) bff!Wooyoung x single parent!femreader

Still You @edenesth

(15k) exbf!Wooyoung x fem!reader

Change of Heart @hotteoki

(5k) suitor!wooyoung x princess!reader

Jongho

to yours, jongho @halaboyz

(1.8k) busker!jongho x gn! reader

when strangers kiss @starlitmark

(5.4k) nonidol!Jongho x fem!reader

Guarding Hearts @edenesth

(15k) bodyguard!Jongho x actress!reader

#ateez au #ateez fic recs #ateez masterlist #ateez fanfic #ateez imagines #ateez x reader #ateez fake texts #ateez texts #ateez fluff #ateez fic #ateez smut #ateez scenarios #ateez drabbles #ateez dragon au #ateez series

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onedumbho3 · 3 months

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ATEEZ RECS

Guide: Not Titled (N/T)

Other rec list: SVT Rec list

Headcanons/Reactions

First Kiss With Ateez by @beenbaanbuun

ateez — ot8（ fingering ）|| nsfw, mdni. by @doomdudoom

Ateez Reaction: you cant fall asleep (MATZ. ver) by @lilhwahwa

Ateez as royals who fall for you (Maknae line) (Hyung line) by @eightmakesonebraincell

Who in Ateez is the Most Gentle in Bed by @yeopans

Arrganed Marriage with Prince Ateez by @nateezfics

Ot8/Poly units

Pretty Flushed Pt.1 & Pt.2 by @holybibly

Wider by @seventhcallisto

(N/T) by @ja3hwa

Drabble #1 by @wooyoungmybelovedhusband

Like a Dream by @cheollipop

Outlaw by @staytinyville

Circus by @lani-heart

Impurities by @seventhcallisto

Hongjoong

hongjooong smut audio || giving hongjoong a hand job in the studio @myloveforyunho

Forbidden Fruit by @nateezfics

Seonghwa

ateez seonghwa - nsfw audio !!! (without music) @hwasdollie

The Way to His Heart by @edenesth

Tattoo by @mingigoo

The Trouble With Roomate by @anyamaris

"Shes a Regular Here..." & Pt.2 by @that-irrelevant-ricecakeaddict

(N/T) by @thetypingpup

Yunho

Right Here by @hyukaslvr

All You Can Eat by @binniesbang

Opposites Attract by @tainsan

Nothing Sweeter by @i-luvsang

Your Hand by @smileysuh

Yeosang

yeosang smut audio || yeosang getting a handjob from you after edging @myloveforyunho

Ripple by @anyamaris

'Best Freinds Sister' & PT.2 by @yo-honolulu-lets-get-it

The Royal Librarian by @edenesth

Quiet by @nebulousbrainsoup

Yeosang as your boyfriend by @mybelovedwoo

N/T by @beenbaanbuun

San

(N/T) by @k-hotchoisan

(N/T) by @sanspuppet

At Your Mercy by @hwallazia

Mingi

Assert Your Dominance by @everyonewooeverywhere

Princess Pt.2 by @choisanboobenthusiast

Slowly, I’m going down by @yutasbellybuttonpiercing

Steamroller by @fallinforgyu

Mind over Matter by @mingisaddctn

Wooyoung

Drabble #3 by @wooyoungmybelovedhusband

Wooyoung Smut Blurb by @myloveforyunho

Deja Vu: “I want you so bad” by @teeskz

Freaks on a Friday by @thisthatpinkvenom

Jongho

N/T by @myloveforyunho

Comatose Pt.1 Pt.2 by @yourfatherlucifer

Almost Natural by @k-hotchoisan

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eightmakesonebraincell · 1 month

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taglist open !!

i know it's a literal circus here because i post a lot of different content but you can now choose to be tagged in clownery of your choice 🤡

if you would like to be tagged in all / certain types of works, please fill out this form if you would like to be tagged in 'ateez as pirates who fall for you (maknae line)' ONLY, please leave a comment below

some fruiteez to make my taglist seem a-peeling haha ha ha

#loren's taglist #ateez fic #ateez fics #ateez x reader #ateez fluff #ateez angst #ateez smut

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9800sblog · 7 months

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wooyoung tarot reading

public persona vs real personality

do I have his energy permission to do and share this reading? queen of wands

in public

hypnotizing is the word to describe what wooyoung goes for; childlike (childish), immature, hard to ignore, messy - fun, entertaining, funny, never a dull moment, makes you wanna re-watch his content multiple times. bad, dangerous - sexy, captivating, impressive, killer moments (literally the 10 of swords), he wants to kill with looks, and skills (dance, modeling, body, literally his eyes, etc). out of all ateez members tho, he seems to be the one to try to look most unavailable (the devil reversed), he acts rude, sassy and sometimes distant, because he is the dangerous dude, the bad boy. but never actually too harmful, he's approachable, more like a best friend you're secretely in love with, that you're so close he doesn't even care what he does around you, he's a menace and if you try hard enough you can actually turn your feelings into reality (lmaaaaao). he tries to look super inner confident, like others’s opinions really don't matter to him, he just doesn't listen and they can never get to him, you can't force wooyoung to be or do anything he doesn't genuinely wants to, he's wooyoung, he's the synonym of self control. if he gets bothered, you'll get sliced, he's dangerous and you guys are close enough that he can just show it when he's uncomfortable. big party, big social life, a man of the night, trendy and cool, in with the kids

in privacy

dude's so chill and casual, familiar, literally giving the vibes of a big family that lives nearby each other. he's like so much more introverted, not only did I get the hermit but the 4 of cups at the same time. you see wooyoung quiet in the back during interviews? that's genuinely how he is casually, just vibing in his own head, in his own world. he doesn't move much, he likes things to stay the same forever and ever, if possible, he likes what he already knows. he's a very polite dude, "excuse me, please and thank you" seem to be natural part of his vocabulary, he treats people fairly like how they treat others, actually. very protective of his kind, would kill for those he loves, big big heart. he's not as flashy with his money or physical appearance, like how his style is mostly casual and comfortable gym clothes or how he spent years with that old ass iPhone 5 just because it still worked 😭😭😭☝️I don't think he keeps a lot to himself, he seems to give away his stuff to family and really really close friends, he doesn't care that much about being socially powerful, he likes genuine connections with those that are similar to him (example, moving from a company with a big name to follow a friend because he's genuinely happy with little things and moments). I think he's pretty quiet and private in general and very traditional for SURE, like "there's a proper way to treat people and exist in civilization". hobbies would include quality time with friends and family, arts like pictures, drawing, paintings, cooking, games. he loves company.

#ateez tarot #kpop tarot #ateez #celebrity tarot reading #wooyoung

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pupphe-additions · 3 months

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✬Evie’s Masterlist✬

Evie's Basics/Introductions

Evie's Dynamics

Stray Kids Twice ATEEZ NMIXX Day6 VCHA Got7 Xdinary Heroes Boy Story Red Velvet EXO Aespa NCT 127/Dream/Wayv Le Sserafim SHINee KARD

Evie's Eras/Fashion

Evie's Imagine/Stories

Reunited At Last It's D-Day Is This, Like, a Date? What Happened?

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lani-heart · 3 months

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|| series masterlist || next // previously ||

genre(s) -> angst, fluff, smut, non-idol, hybrid au, poly au paring(s) -> choi san x reader warning(s) -> soft smut, loosing virginity(s) words -> 2.1K

abstract -> San is struggling with his upcoming heat... especially with never experiencing it before

san's perspective

Two months with her have felt like bliss.

I think I loved her. I’ve never had anyone care for me the way she does. I’ll forever be in her debt… and I’ll always be by her side as long as she’ll let me.

Along the lines of admiration, I’ve gained a weird feeling that I couldn’t explain. It was probably the same feeling that makes Wooyoung the pervert he is.

“Everything is normal, there's nothing to worry about,” the bunny-looking doctor said… She was worried about me. I feel hot and Wooyoung has been getting on my nerves…

“He’s experiencing heat, from what Kun said he’s never truly experienced it. Which probably means he’s always been under heat suppressants” he explained.

Heat? I’ve never been allowed to experience it before…

“So if he doesn't decide to take it, his heat will be pretty intense and may last longer than it usually would. Not to mention he’s an exotic hybrid so there's different mannerisms he may display” he explained as he handed y/n a pamphlet.

We walked out of there and now on our way back home.

“San… Do you want to take suppressants?” she asked me and I shook my head. “Hybrid hotel?” she asked me and I hated the thought of being around hybrids I didn’t know let alone have sex with them.

I shook my head and she sighed seeming to be out of options.

I wanted to suggest so she could help me… but that wouldn’t happen. If we were to spend my heat together, I'd probably consider her my mate after.

I really wanted to just have her to myself that way… but it was probably the heat talking. Making me imagine all the different types of scenarios I could have with her.

How was I supposed to survive this heat?

y/n’s perspective

Doyoung explained how exotic hybrids often show different behaviors than regular domesticated hybrids. Panthers specifically are possessive and are polygamous but won’t allow the female to be mated with another male during heat… he explained that this might be the reason why he was being territorial with Wooyoung.

It was a little different with hybrids though…

This would also be his first real heat… which also meant he never…

“Are you okay?” San asked me and I nodded. “You’re just really red…” he said and I tried to cool my cheeks with my hands. “Are you getting sick?” he asked as we stopped walking and he started feeling my forehead and my neck for heat.

“San, I’m okay,” I said and he nodded.

We continued walking in silence… probably trying to figure the situation out himself.

He really is different from the version of him I met two months ago… no longer stubborn and solitary. He’s also really caring… with me and Wooyoung. He was the sweetest hybrid now…

We made it back to the apartment and we waited for the elevator to ding. San hates the elevator… he isn’t used to bell sounds yet. So he always covers his ears when he enters and leaves the elevator.

Recently he’s started leaning towards me for comfort. I will pet his head trying to distract him. I even heard him purr sometimes… anything to help him.

“You guys are back!!” I heard Wooyoung yell as me and San finally were home. “Did you find out why he’s been so mean?” he asked and I sighed. “Heat,” I said and his ears went up in realization.

“Ohhhh… So what are you gonna do?” he asked him and he shook his head. “San can’t go to a hybrid hotel, and he doesn’t want to do heat suppressants,” I said and he nodded. “I’m not helping him,” Wooyoung said jokingly, causing San to click his tongue and go straight to his room.

“Does that mean I get to change room then?” Wooyoung asked and I was confused. “Why would you witch room?” I said and he pouted. “He's mean to me!! I also don't want to hear him get off to himself” he said and I felt my face redden again.

“I-It’ll be the same way when you’re in heat, Wooyoung,” I managed to say and he nodded.

“You could always help him?” he asked and I felt my face get even hotter if it was even possible... “It's a suggestion… Heats are painful by yourself,” he said.

Wooyoung went to the kitchen, probably to experiment with another recipe while I went to San’s room… would he even want my help?

His door opened before I could even knock. “I heard your footsteps,” he explained and I nodded. “We need to figure this out, San… it's only gonna get worse if you ignore it,” I said and he sighed. He let me in and I sat on his bed whilst he sat on his desk chair.

“I don’t want to go to a hotel… nor mate with someone I don’t know” he explained and I nodded. “I know… and heat suppressants would be bad for your health since you’ve been on it for too long” I explained and he nodded.

“Do you want my help?” I suggested and he looked at me with widened eyes. “Don’t say things like that…” he said shyly. “Huh? Why? Was it an offense?” I asked now worried and he shook his head.

“If you mate with me, you'll be mine. We’ll be mated… that's the equivalent to marriage to hybrids' ' he said and I understood why he didn’t ask now…

“You’ll be mine forever… that's a lot of commitment that a human might not want” he said and I sighed. I didn’t think of any romantic relationship when I first adopted him… not to mention sexual but now it was different…

“I don’t think I'd mind?” I said and he looked at me with another shocked expression. “You’ll be mine, y/n. In every type of way possible” he said now standing over me. I nodded… “I don’t mind… as long as you don’t either” I said and he chuckled.

“Are you sure?” he asked and I nodded. “Once I start there's no way to go back. Mine y/n… your body, soul, and heart will be mine” he said and I smiled. “Does that mean you’ll be mine?” I asked and I saw him smile softly. “Kitty, I'm already yours,” he said and I was shocked.

“I’ve… I've never mated with anyone before though” he confessed. “I’ve never had sex with anyone before,” I said softly and he groaned. “I wouldn’t want to hurt you,” he said and I shook my head.

“It’s okay… I do feel bad that I feel like I'm taking advantage of you. You're in heat-” “I’m still conscious… I know what's happening. I’m not deep into my heat to feel the need to fuck anything and everything” he explained. I nodded.

“I do wish that I confessed in a different way… but I never expected you to think of me that way,” he said and I shook my head. “I didn’t think I would… but you’ve changed in the two months of being here,” I said and he nodded.

“I promise to be gentle with you”

No one's perspective

He lifted you up briefly to help lay you down on his bed. His face is now touching his nose with yours… The both of you leaning in to kiss each other. It was a gentle peck at first but...

The kiss no longer an innocent first kiss, instead messy and desperate for what's to come… his grip on your waist lowered down to your hips as his bulge found your clothed core

Moaning into your kiss as he pulled away with a string of saliva connecting the two of you. He chuckled… “Your lips look so pretty swollen” he muttered as you felt shy with the amount of praise he was giving.

“My pretty little mate,” he said as he tugged on your sweater… “Let’s take some of this off,” he said as he helped take off your top layer of clothes leaving you in only a bra.

He leaned into your neck to suck and nip on the sensitive skin. You couldn’t help moaning at the feeling.

Knowing that tomorrow the marks would be visible to the world… mainly Wooyoung. He kept kissing downwards to your chest until he met with your bra.

He didn’t even try to figure out how to take it off… instead with his claws out ripped them not even letting you complain and he now stood up and groped them.

“So soft…” he muttered and he chuckled. “Why aren’t you letting yourself go, kitty? Scared the pesky little fox will find out? He already knows… he can hear better than me” he confessed and you only felt embarrassed.

“Don’t be shy… give the pervert fox a little show. He’s had a crush on you for years now” he said and you couldn’t even react “Wh–” getting cut off by your own moans. He was now rubbing your core through your clothes.

“No, going back now. I want you to show the pesky fox you’re mine. My mate… not his” he muttered as he pulled down your pants to reveal your underwear.

He pulled your underwear to the side and started with kitty licks against your clit. Stopping your moans by covering your mouth which San chuckled at. “Give me your hands,” he said sweetly. He stood up slightly to grab your arms and now intertwined my hands with his…

“Please… for me kitty. I wanna hear how I’m doing” he said as this time he flattened out his tongue against you. “Pretty pussy… my mate, mine” he muttered. San is already drunk in pleasure, whilst you slowly forget about everything and only focus on the pleasure he was giving you.

“San!!” you moaned out, everything in this room was now sinful with the messy nature of San, and now you moaned his name without thinking of the fox lurking in the apartment. Your moaning slowly got louder each time San teased your clit signaling how close you were to him.

He finally let go of your hands as he now tested a finger inside your pussy as you were now gripping his hair. “Close, kitty?” he teased and you couldn’t even answer once he found where to unravel you.

Everything felt like too much as you came, “I should’ve done this sooner” he said as he teased your now sensitive clit.

“How much more do you think you can handle?” he muttered. “I want to… help you” you barely made out as you tried coming back from orgasm number one of many.

“You’re gonna help me with my heat? Gonna be my mate… my little toy?” he teased and you whined at his teasing now overstimulating you. You couldn’t even close your legs to try to stop him… not with his tail wrapped around your ankle.

“So messy,” he said as he slapped your clit making your hips jolt up. “Cute… such cute responses you give me~ Do you like everything I'm giving you?” he asked and you nod, not trusting your voice.

“I worried about how I'd handle the heat… but no matter how much you learn, they never tell you how addicted I feel to you right now,” he confessed.

He signaled for you to intertwine your hands again.

“We can't stop here if you need rest?” he asked, now worried about the next step being too much for you. “ It's okay,” you said and he nodded. He took back one of his hands to free his cock out. Now showing himself to you and rubbing himself against your pussy

You could even see the penile spines on his cock giving you friction on your pussy and clit making you moan again. He lined himself up only to look at you worriedly.

“You can back out now… you don’t have to help me” he said and you smiled softly at him. “I want to… don’t you want to make me your mate?” you asked him and he groaned. “So badly, kitty” he muttered as he entered the tip, the both of you now moaning at how each other feels. “You're so tight” he moaned out, “Big” you managed to mutter out, it was painful for a while but San let you adjust a bit while praising you.

“You can do this kitty, come on,” he said as one of your hands stayed intertwined and the other now around your jaw. He slowly sank himself in helping you adjust by staying still and kissing your neck. “Pretty little mate… mine now” he muttered to himself.

Feeling frustrated slightly you moved your hips slightly to feel relief and he started moving, thrusting in and out trying to maturely chase his high.

“Close” he muttered as the two of you virgins came another time. This time San was with you and coating your insides white… he didn’t even pull out of you as he collapsed slightly on top of you catching his breath.

His tail twitching behind him frantically…

“Oh kitty… you’re not going anywhere until I breed you over and over, showing everyone especially the pesky fox your mine”

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ATEEZ(에이티즈) - 'NOT OKAY' Official MV

📷 Screen Captures

🎬Clips

.. The man lets himself fall backwards yet instead of crashing onto him she lands on a couch surrounded by screens, displaying images of canvases covered in black scribbles accompanied by broken paintbrushes, a bird clawing at its cage and gloved hands wrapping around her body, all the while she seems to be fast asleep.

.. She wakes up crying, instantly reaching for the camera supposed to be on the table next to her only to find its broken pieces spelling the words 'Face It'. Looking down she then realizes that her wrists are shackled, trapping her on the couch while several men force her back into a lying position with a hand covering her eyes once more.

.. Seemingly trapped in another nightmare she finds a microphone on its stand in the middle of the glass box inside which she stands and in an attempt to free herself she hurls it at the closest wall, shattering it. That very moment, her eyes open once more to the screens displaying the same words as Hongjoong's phones with soundwaves indicating that they were being played through a speaker, causing the young woman to cover her ears while screaming.

.. In a state of pure panic she throws the remote sitting on the coffee table into the largest monitor which causes a glitch to appear on the surrounding televisions, stopping the figures in their tracks as they ran towards her. Now curled up into a sitting fetal position both hands come to tangle themselves in her hair as teary eyes look into the camera, one more shackle visible around her neck.

📖Diary Film

.. In the segment 'Himari's Chains' we find out that in order to escape the grief of losing her parents amongst other negative emotions that followed, she turned to the pursuit of art, creating something beautiful any time happiness vanished even for a moment. With these distractions her focus was on fixing the sketch's crooked lines, her voice's false note, the flaw in her body's movements in contrast to the rhythm, drowning out the ever growing darkness inside of her own mind.

.. These 'shadows' eventually grew so dark that they locked her in a never ending cycle of nightmares, tears and despair, closing herself off to everyone without even knowing why, helplessly watching her own self. These created chains that were now forcing her to face every piece of darkness that had spent years being ignored, engulfing her with every passing moment.

💭Interpretations

.. Music serves as a way for Himari to free herself from the shadows, which is why the item used to break through her nightmare was a microphone. In real life the music industry brought its dark aspects into her already fragile headspace, so it could have been incorporated into the lore, which would be why she hears and sees those words the moment she 'wakes up'. - Nyangnyangari (TikTok)

.. With the shadows not moving no one could have put that last shackle on her neck, so maybe she was crying because she realized that all along it was her own self creating these restrictions and working against her. - 1024 Lover (Twitter)

.. Outside of the glass box we can see other figures that are just watching her like a mere circus animal and it could be a metaphor for the fact that even though there are indeed people that could help in the outside world, the shadows are keeping her trapped, only allowing her to watch the surroundings from a secondary perspective, never letting her speak about what is happening or reach out. - HorangieSarangie (Twitter)

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To Love A Monster Ch 1

Typhon

Word count: 4.3k

Warnings: there will be potential triggers for anxiety and mental illnesses all throughout this story. Not all characters are nice at first.

AN: so here is chapter one! I'm super happy to finally post it :) this is a slow burn, and has a slow plot, focusing more on MC and her growth, so there might be some chapters that don't involve any of the boys at all just FYI. That said, I hope you will love this story regardless <3

This is a work of fiction, in particular Fan fiction, and in no way is this a representation or an accurate depiction of ATEEZ or any other idols/people used for this work.

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"What is wrong with you?"

People ask me that all the time and I would wonder the same.

I'm everything people warn their children about. Everything they are afraid of. They tell you to be a good kid so you don't get cursed by Typhon. Even after years of being around, people like me are still considered diseased, evil, cursed. If you interact with us, you'll have bad luck or you'll die or someone close to you will get hurt- or you're forever damned.

They're nothing more than superstitions, but ones people believe even after research has proved them wrong. Yet hearing it my whole life, it's hard not to believe it.

That I am nothing more than what they say.

Monster. Freak. Weird. Disgusting. Cursed. Mutant. Damned.

I've kept my head down, dying my hair a more natural color nearly weekly to cover up the unnatural blue violet the fine strands are. I wore sunglasses even indoors to hide the unnatural slitted pupils and bright flecks in my irises. Hats were my friend as they hid the points of my ears when I couldn't get them glued to a more human shape.

Even now, staring at the reflection of myself in the window, with all my inhuman qualities covered… I still felt out of place, and wished for nothing more than the earth to swallow me whole. Hell was where 'my kind' belonged if you believed the masses.

Most of the time I wondered if they were right.

The hushed whispers around me were normal, nearby tables in the Cafe watching with bated breath as I brought my teacup to my lips. Some sighed with relief, others in disappointment, as I had no fangs or extra teeth for them to spot. Even with the hat and glasses, it was still obvious I was not human.

"Are you wearing enough layers?" Across from me, my father was eyeing the hoodie and zip up I wore despite the late summer weather just outdoors. Those like me either ran too hot, or too cold, and were easy to pick out in a crowd.

I shrugged, setting the cup down and turning my attention to the distinguished researcher that was my father. One would think the look of concern in his gaze was one for his daughter, but no- he was simply concerned about his prized research. "I don't run that much colder, this is enough." Shifting slightly in my seat, I eyed the elder man behind my shades, tilting my head to the side. "Is there a reason you wanted to meet like this, instead of the lab, Doctor?"

He stiffened at the title, looking around as if anyone would be concerned with recognizing him when in reality they were too busy gawking at me. There was a reason those like me weren't common to see, no one liked being stared at like a circus freak everywhere they went. "I didn't want to talk about this in the lab."

"And what is it? That you want to talk about?" Confusion dripped in my tone. He may be my father but I could hardly recall anything fatherly he had done. Not like in the shows and books I've indulged in- or the typical familial relationships I see on the streets. He was my father in name and DNA only, but he only cared about the parts of me that weren't even human DNA.

Clearing his throat he stiffened. "Well… I hadn't mentioned it beforehand but I had been seeing someone, romantically, and recently I had proposed marriage…" He grew bashful, which I found unlike him.

"I don't see why who you date or marry is my concern, Doctor." I mumbled, looking down to my tea. "You and my mother had a strictly business relationship that ended once I was of legal age to move out." I continued matter-of-factly, as if it actually pertained to the situation.

He shook his head and leaned forward. "You are my world, Ty, so I want it to be your concern." His lips pulled into a smile beneath the freshly trimmed mustache of his, but I didn't return the smile. "In fact, I want you both to get along. As this is a personal matter, between father and daughter, that's why I wanted to talk to you outside of the lab."

Despite this being perhaps the most touching moment between us, I could only nod, bringing the tea up to my lips again.

Taking that as agreement from me, he continued on. "She is excited to meet you as well, so much so she wanted to invite you to dinner at our house. Tonight, at seven. It will be just us four."

He stopped when I bristled at his words, slowly bringing the tea back down. "Four?"

"Ah- her youngest son will also be joining us."

Suddenly tea didn't sound so good. I fought off the wave of emotion, the anxiety and fear that wanted to grip my chest and take full force. It was only due to a comment from the young kid at the table over I realized I had not done a very good job.

"Mommy… her cheeks are blue."

My father had heard it as well, and while normally he would take this opportunity to delve into the intricacies of my blood and what I was, this was not the lab and it was not the time. Gently he reached over, placing a much warmer hand on my cold one. "Ty?"

"I'll be there at seven… Dad." Clearing my throat I stood up, pulling the zip up hoodie closer over my chest and scurrying out of the Cafe with a quickness.

Out of habit I easily dodged the foot traffic outside the downtown Cafe, heading for the subway to head home. I hated this part of the city, but I was here once or sometimes twice a week for my father. I was lucky he allowed me to live in a more secluded apartment complex in a less busier part of the city, but really I didn't have much of a choice.

Not all apartment complexes would allow a Typhon to live in their building, even in one of the more progressive cities in the world towards Typhon's alike. Or maybe it was simply a capitalistic thing? With more and more Typhon's being born every five years, companies saw a new market to monopolize: Typhon's.

Not exactly fully human, there were plenty of human goods that were worthless to us. Contacts dissolved in our eyes, and hair dye would fade faster than normal humans. Typhon's couldn't mask their qualities until they were about ten years of age, but for those that had extra appendages or limbs- those stayed and made clothes and other products harder to find.

Our nearly all meat diet also was something to capitalize on.

My father was no different, a scientist that saw an opportunity of progress and he created one himself. He created me.

And yet I was the one who had to live among the other humans and try to pretend that I was one of them, even as I stood on the subway waiting in a marked spot just for Typhons as we weren't even allowed to share the same train cart as humans.

This world didn't want to accept me or my kind, and it had a harsh history of this prejudice. Only difference was that we weren't entirely human, and that seemed to just fuel the human's egotistical agenda that they were the superior race even more.

Stepping onto the train, I barely acknowledged the two other Typhon's already there, both on either end of the car. One was smaller and more bundled than I was, while the other was larger and more intimidating, not even bothering to hide the yellow eyes he had narrowed on my form. I sat between them, dead center of the car and pulled my phone out to mindlessly scroll on social media.

Some platforms were so full of anti-Typhon hate they weren't even worth going on, while others I just had to worry about the Typhon focused ads.

Ad after ad of targeted products or mindless propaganda, but I only really carried about the news. A habit I had picked up on, as whatever was big in the Typhon world would usually influence my father's research with me.

The U.S have begun their Typhon classification system based on the general Typhon qualities to decide government funding and shelters, as well as any harmful Typhon's to be isolated.

Great- as if Typhon's needed more separation and repression.

With 2023 just around the corner, the next Typhon year, the United Kingdom, as well as Japan and perhaps Korea, have cut prices and increased funding for more birth control to ensure less Typhon births and overall deaths in 2023. In regards to this, U.S have officially passed a federal law that allows all and any abortions during a Typhon year to prevent casualties of new mothers.

I stopped scrolling, staring at the article with a sneer. The first Typhon year had been 1988, the wave of immense and uncategorized energy that resulted in the Typhon phenomenon had been released during the summer. The second wave happened in 1993, in the late fall, and the third 1998, the summer once more. It was the third wave that had proved my father's theory of this phenomenon happening every five years.

And now people were using this theory as a means to avoid a Typhon child? I could understand, to an extent. Only half of the children survived the birth, the other half born Typhon, and most of the mothers died in childbirth. It didn't matter how far along a mother was, once the wave of energy engulfed the earth, within a week the mother was in labor and giving birth to a fully developed child or miscarrying in a nearly fatal way.

The mother's that survived usually ended up in poor health. My own lost her ability to have kids, and had suffered spinal damage and had to undergo physical therapy to learn to walk again. And that was the better side of side effects and survival.

Even so- to be that afraid, even governments and religions were putting aside all agendas in an attempt to prevent more Typhon's from existing.

Am I so wrong to exist?

If this news was anything to go by… yes I was.

It took everything I had to hold the tears at bay. I pulled both hoods over my head and lowered it despite the only two around being two more Typhons.

It was barely even noon and I knew today wasn't going to be easy, not if I had to deal with that dinner. I was already having a hard time keeping my mask up and my emotions from slipping through. With the added bonus of meeting who would be my step mother and step brother for the first time, despite only hearing about them this morning, I was sure of it.

Still, once home in my apartment, the heat cranked high enough I had no need for my sweaters, I curled into the nest on my bed and hoped some rest would balance my hormones enough for the already grueling dinner ahead of me.

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I had rarely actually been to my Father's home, one of the nicer, more secure apartment complexes not far from his work. It was a building that monitored it's guests closely, and my father would always have to personally escort me from the lobby to his apartment. He was standing there, in one of his nicer dress slacks and shirt, with a strained smile at my own appearance.

I didn't like dresses, they were usually far too flimsy to keep me warm, but he had wanted me to dress up. The thick stockings kept my legs as warm as they could with the knee high boots, a thick cardigan barely kept me from shivering as I walked over to him.

He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me into a sideways hug. "There she is. Jisoo is eager to meet you, she even roped her son into helping with dinner. He's around your age I believe."

I simply nodded, letting him pull me towards the elevators as the security and front desk attendee both glowered at me. Out of habit I pulled my beanie down more, eyes downcast even if they were hidden behind the shades. The shades alone probably gave me away.

My father rambled on about his now Fiance, and it was the first time I had ever heard him talk so highly of someone who wasn't one of his team of researchers. By the time we reached his apartment I was already tired of hearing praises of the woman and her sons, which she had two of.

I couldn't imagine having siblings, how was I supposed to treat these two sons of hers if my father would continue to insist I get along with them? What were their opinions on Typhon's? Would they even want to associate with me?

My nerves were tying themselves into knots and I hoped I could keep the anxiety at bay long enough to have a normal dinner. Maybe I could delude myself into treating this as a family dinner.

"Don't be nervous, Jisoo is going to love you Ty, I promise." My father reassured me once more at his door, removing the hat and sunglasses and soothing down my cardigan nervously. His own nerves didn't help mine, despite his words of encouragement.

Once there was nothing more to fret over, he ushered me inside. I could never get over how grand his apartment was, his achievements plastered on the walls and all the awards he had won for his ingenious research into Typhons on display for any guests he might have. However I quickly noticed a feminine touch in the air, my gaze capturing several small things that just solidified it wasn't just his home any more.

"Jisoo? I brought her." My father called out next to me, motioning for me to step past the living space and head for the dining hall.

I stepped in hesitantly, biting down on my lip as I spotted the two new presences that would be constant in my life if my father had his way. "You two are just in time! We're almost done setting up the table." The woman in a nice black cocktail dress looked up from the other side of the table, her eyes locking onto mine and rooting me into place. She smiled wider, brightening her features in a way I was not used to being looked at. People didn't smile at me kindly, even my father's were often forced, so why her? "San dear, say hello."

The broad back that had been facing me turned at the woman's urging, but this time when his eyes met mine I got the reaction I was used to. He stiffened, stumbling away from me several inches until he was leaning back against the table, sharp eyes wide now like a cat's and the color draining from his tan skin.

I knew I looked like a human, in every aspect except the slitted pupils and brighter eyes, and the pointed ears. I forced a smile to try and ease his obvious discomfort, but he just snarled.

Yes, this was the reaction I expected.

"San! Don't be so rude!!" The woman leaned over and hit his shoulder a few times roughly, huffing her frustration. "I want you two to get along, you'll be step siblings soon enough."

My father ignored us both and moved around the table to wrap his arms around JiSoo's waist, placing a kiss on her cheek. "Let them be dear, they'll have plenty of chances to get close."

San shook his head, but he seemed to be composing himself as he stood up straighter and away from the table. "No one told me she's a Typhon."

"Doesn't matter, she's more than human enough." Jisoo whined at him before turning her attention back to me. "Please, sit, I have so many questions. Your father enjoys talking about you and his research often, but I want to hear about you-"

I hesitated, looking between the oddly sweet woman and the expectedly cautious son of hers. I could see the resemblance, and both were beautiful. Both were human. It was a sharp look my father sent my way that had me moving to take the seat Jisoo motioned towards.

"That's better." She took her own seat at the round table, my father to her right and my left, with San on the other side. I was well aware he had moved his chair a bit closer to his mother. He made the distance more obvious by scooting his plate even further from mine. "Now, a lot of these are heavy on the meat so do tell me if you like them. Your father says you don't have a particular favorite."

"That's right."

"Oh she can speak. Wow." Jisoo sent a glare in her son's direction at his comment, but he seemed to brush it off and moved to start eating.

Jisoo smacked his hand away. "Of course she can. She gets to eat first, stop being rude."

"Why does she get the special treatment?" I started to tune out San and his comments, instead reaching for the water to hopefully ease my nerves.

"Because it's her first time eating with us and I'm sure she is scared and even more nervous than you are."

I nearly choked on the water at her words, coughing as I set it down and pounded my fist to my chest a few times. It was enough to have three pairs of eyes on me the next second. "Sorry but… please don't concern yourself with me. Can we talk about something else? How did you meet Doc- I mean my father?"

Seemingly pleased with the topic change, Jisoo and the man in question shared a look. "Well for work. I contacted him about some of the research he had been doing about three years back. You see, I run Ty-Goods, one of the Typhon oriented supply companies. With so many products out there that aren't useful to Typhon's, I wanted to make products specifically for them so they could experience life a bit easier."

I turned my attention to my father but he was watching Jisoo with an expression of awe. "What was the research? And the product?" I turned my attention back to the woman, reaching for the first dish that caught my eye. I wasn't particularly hungry but if I didn't eat soon, San may glare a hole into my head.

Jisoo tilted her head in thought. "His research into their diet I believe. While it's well known meat is the primary part of their diet, I wanted to find other things. It seems most foods are edible but in small doses, yet he had expressed his interest in drinks. From what I understand, fruits are hard to digest? As well as heavy spices and herbs?"

I nodded slowly, thinking about that particular year. My stomach hadn't been too happy about all the things I was eating and drinking, and how detailed I had to describe every effect they had, both good and bad. However, his research in that regard had led to discovering a formula that helped make most of those foods digestible. "I can't handle spicy or heavy foods often. And tea I couldn't hold down… wait, you said Ty-goods? Didn't you come out with an entire brand of tea for Typhon's? It's even popular in cafes now."

Both Jisoo and my father beamed at my question, the former nodding enthusiastically. "Yes! I hear that you enjoy it often."

I thought back to this morning and nodded. "Yes, I have a cup every morning and one before bed."

"Splendid!" Jisoo took over the conversation the most as we ate, picking my brain over every dish I tried. It occurred to me that she was using me as a guinea pig for more products, but I didn't mind. Helping my father with research helped all Typhons, and if helping Jisoo with feedback supplied more Typhon-oriented products, I was happily giving my feedback.

She would also ask her son about the dishes, wanting to cater to both human and Typhon it seemed. The conversation stayed on that for most of the dinner, at least until we had begun to clean up.

I was once more caught off guard when Jisoo called out to me… by my name. My shock must have shown, her brows pulling together in concern. "I wanted to know if you would be more comfortable without the mask?"

Mask, or masking. A term used to describe a Typhon showing their more human side. It was also called glamor or camouflage but my father and those in the business usually referred to it this way.

"I don't think that's a good idea." I quickly shot her down, pulling my cardigan tighter around my torso. "You may be alright with the fact I am a Typhon, but he isn't." I pointed my chin at her son who hadn't really said anything towards me tonight making his aversion of Typhon's obvious.

San prickled at the turn in conversation, shaking his head. "And I wouldn't. Like hell I want to whatever grotesque-" He cried out as his mother hit him upside the back of his head. "Hey!"

"She isn't grotesque!"

"How would you know?!"

"I've seen pictures!"

The two began to bicker once more and again I tuned them out, focusing on trying to keep my emotions in check. However, that was easier said than done. I felt the mask slip with each raised tone and insult used. First my cheeks felt warmer, no doubt the light dusting of blue and intricate pattern of a deeper violet marring the skin there. I knew the pattern ran down the length of my back and thighs, the tingling of my now sensitive skin as it brushed against the fabric of the dress was becoming too much too fast.

My stomach twisted with nerves, their muttered whispers louder in my ears than they should be. Covering my ears, I whimpered and stepped back, reaching my limit. "Please stop."

Despite shutting my eyes, I could feel their gazes. Jisoo and her son both seemed to gasp, seeing the blue of my cheeks for the first time. "Oh wow- that's beautiful."

I couldn't remember ever being called that before, eyes shot open with surprise as I looked at the perpetrator. Jisoo was watching me in awe, hands pressed against her chest. But San? I expected disgust, yet I found none of it in his expression despite how openly he was gawking. He looked away first, mumbling something under his breath before grabbing the plate of dishes and scurrying off to the kitchen.

Jisoo and my father shared a look, and matching grins, before looking towards me. "There is one last piece of news we wanted to talk with you about."

I took a few apprehensive steps back, my spine tingling. "What is it?"

Jisoo stepped around the table, reaching out and motioning for my hands. Everything this woman did was throwing me for a loop, it just didn't make sense to me. Pure curiosity had me lowering my hands into her open ones, staring at the pale skin of mine compared to her tanned, the black of my nails a stark contrast. She gripped them tightly, drawing my attention back to her face.

"You see, San lives with me currently but I'm selling my home and moving in with your father now that we are to be married-"

I didn't like where this was going.

My father stepped up, placing a hand on her back. "I don't have the space for him, nor did we think he would like living with us. So… you have an extra room, we decided to-"

"To have him live with me?" I pulled my hands away from Jisoo's and instead pulled my cardigan closer. "When? For how long?" I couldn't help the quiver in my voice.

They shared a look, and I was already beginning to hate that. "Starting next week… and until we are married. We already talked it over with San, and agreed to get him his own place if he cooperates."

"Why can't you do that now?" Hissing, I took a few more steps back, resisting the intense urge to discard my clothes that were just too much on my sensitive skin now. "It's not just about a place to live is it?"

"We want you both to get along before we tie the knot, that's all." My father urged, but I could sense the underlying order.

This was another test he was doing, but this time it wasn't entirely for me. How would I manage living with a human? And could someone who clearly has a distaste for Typhon's warm up in close quarters to one?

This was all too much, yet I couldn't say no. My apartment was my father's. My life was my father's. I could only live as I did- because of my father.

My shoulders slumped and my head fell forward. "Okay… can I go now? This was… a lot. I'll have the spare room ready for San in time I promise."

I turned and left the dining hall the moment they both nodded, not even bothering to say goodbye to San.

I didn’t think he would want to. Besides, we were going to see each other much more than either one of us would like.

The entire way home I thought of the man with the broad shoulders and sharp features I could still picture twisted with displeasure at my mere presence. It was only due to my father’s message that I even had a time frame for how long I would have to suffer my soon-to-be step-brother’s presence in my home.

Nine months to a year… yet I didn’t think we would manage a week.

#ateez #ateez fanfic #ateez x reader #ateez ot8 #ateez san #tlam #to love a monster #mutant reader #ateez mutant au

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captain-joongz · 3 months

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fanfiction recommendations/my favourite reads in 2023

ot8/multiple members

♤ in the same class as ateez by @essenteez

◇ murphy's law by @atzfilm

alien!ateez, soulmate au

♧ into the aurora by @honeyhotteoks

idol!ateez x non-idol!reader

☆ inception by @remedyx

dragon!ateez, kings!ateez

♤ hotel california + paradise gardens by @mint-yooxgi

demon!ateez, yandere, supernatural au

◇ morning mist by @mint-yooxgi

dragon au, fated lovers

♧ deep down. by @seventhcallisto

a/b/o, idol au, 9th member au

☆ in love and lore by @shadowynn

demon!ateez, soulmates au, supernatural au

♤ dew drops at dawn by @sunmoonjune

demon!ateez, soulmates

◇ breed by @sanjoongie

alien!ateez, sexual experiments

♧ oh my *** by @ohmyamor

guardian angel!ateez

☆ first flight to hong kong by @byuntrash101

flight attendant!reader, kind of sex work, since reader gets paid

♤ circus by @lani-heart

hybrid!ateez, writer!journalist!reader

◇ wider by @seventhcallisto

9th member au, bf!ateez

♧ the best friend's code by @tenelkadjowrites

hongjoong, seonghwa x reader, best friends to lovers

☆ we ransacked the city by @tenelkadjowrites

hongjoong, seonghwa x reader, rich kids au, menaces to society united

♤ be the light by @written-in-flowers

seonghwa, hongjoong x reader, historical au, royalty au

◇ sex and embers and frost by @sanjoongie

dragon!seonghwa, san x bunny!reader

♧ between friends by @anyamaris

seonghwa, hongjoong x reader, best friends au

☆ my filthy boy by @potatomountain

bf!woo x reader x witch/hybrid!ateez, coven shenanigans

♤ compromise by @cyberpxnk

bf!seonghwa x reader x footballer!yunho, infidelity with a twist

◇ it's you by @holybibly

best friends to lovers, threesome

♧ sharing is caring by @ja3hwa

seonghwa, hongjoong, san x reader

☆ ateez as royals who fall for you (hyung line) + (maknae line) by @eightmakesonebraincell

♤ five for five by @bh-archive

hongjoong x san x chan x hyunjin x juyeon x reader

kim hongjoong

◇ red by @nateezfics

established relationship, public sex, bathroom sex

♧ forbidden fruit by @nateezfics

greek mythology au, hades!hongjoong

☆ deal by @hongism

roommates to lovers, sassy joong

♤ marigold by @yoongiseesawmp3

frat boy!hongjoong, best friends to lovers

◇ tell me to stop by @tenelkadjowrites

best friends to lovers

♧ declaration by @tenelkadjowrites

virgin!hongjoong, roommates to lovers

☆ shells by @last-words-ofashootingstar

mermaid!hongjoong, yandere

♤ project d by @setsugekka

exes to lovers, infidelity, racing au

◇ off the table by @setsugekka

established relationship, morning sex

♧ the dressing room by @imaginidol

idol!hongjoong, best friends to fucking (?) for "stress relief"

☆ paint me yours by @moonseonghwa

artist!hongjoong, fwb au

♤ ohmami by @bambikisss

bad boy!hongjoong, racer au (mentioned), best friends to lovers

◇ hideaway by @minisugakoobies

stoner!frat boy!hongjoong, strangers to lovers

♧ what lies beneath by @noramoons

siren!hongjoong, a little angsty but wholesome

park seonghwa

☆ better check twice by @essenteez

accidental nude au, brother's best friend!seonghwa

♤ attention by @tenelkadjowrites

camboy!seonghwa x inexperienced reader

◇ essence by @whatudowhennooneseesyou

siren!seonghwa, dark, yandere, mommy!seonghwa

♧ the thing about pretty boys by @wonusite

friends to lovers, seonghwa proving he got it

ATEEZ rec list pt.2 BTS, TxT, Stray Kids, Seventeen, NCT rec list

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leonaluv · 12 days

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can you do if theres any particular place ateez would love to visit with their s/o? thank you in advance!

Mingi

magic show , music , cooking class, nasa , science places ,circus

San

backstage, concert , tv show, variety show, zipling

hong jong

modeling, fashion show, museums, arcade games.

Yeosang

cooking classes , camping , waterpark , photoshoot

Seonghwa

travel , dancing , clubs , five star hotel

Yunho

volunteer, parade , street performance , concert

Jongho

trophy room , to his house , expensive place , shopping

#kpop tarot #ateez

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daceydeath · 1 year

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Hierarchy (Part 11)

Heirachy: a system, especially in a society or organization, in which people are organized into different levels of importance from highest to lowest.

Pairing: Mafia Changbin x Reader Word Count: 5.5K Genre: Mafia Au, friends to lovers, slow burn 🔞 Warnings: 18+, minors DNI, swearing, violence, torture, discussions of murder, vaginal fingering, Han being a little psycho,

You have always been utterly uninteresting, safely boring as close. You had a normal job, normal friends and the sweetest bestie on the planet but now everything is upside down and that best friend of yours is far more dangerous than you could have ever imagined.

The vault was deathly quiet just the way Chan liked it he thought as he made his was down to see Hyunjin and Han who wanted to start on their plans with him in attendance, they had claimed it was only fair that he got to taunt them, hurt them and finish them off when they were done playing. He was happy to help out this time these cunts deserved the worst kind of death for what they had tried to do to you, his precious girl, the only woman he would happily burn the world to the ground for. Walking into the observation room he was not remotely surprised to see Han in full hazmat suit dicking around with something to freak Felix out who was waiting for Dr Park to finish checking them over to make sure they were well enough to endure what was planed for them, without unexpectedly dying, which would be a dampen on the whole day for Han.

"Do you think the spatter would be the same alive as dead?" he asked joyfully waving his arms around gesturing about something.

"Don't know, don't care, don't want to think about it" Felix grumbled trying hard to concentrate on the screen in front of him still working on tracking the other Ateez members that had gone radio silent since they had nabbed Mingi.

"Have you found anything Lix?" he asked ignoring Han completely.

"Well I've located Woojong so that might get me somewhere and obviously Hongjoong and San aren't really hiding from us since they know what we are doing" he sighed scratching his chin lightly "How's bubs?".

"She's alright, she's not over it obviously but she's calmer" he smiled slightly "She's spent far too much time with our resident maniac though she came up with some super nasty ideas during the night".

"That's my princess" Han cheered before Hyunjin elbowed him "our princess!" Hyunjin shook his head silently chuckling "his princess?" He amended looking slightly put out.

"She's Felix's bub she can be your princess" he rolled his eyes "I don't give a shit and it makes her happy"

"Yeah that's MY princess" he whooped flicking Hyunjin's forehead.

"Idiots" Chan shook his head as he entered to see when everything was going to start making Felix laugh. "So not only are you playing but I also want intel on anything and everything Ateez has been doing, setting up and bankrolling".

"We can get that out of at least one of the fuckers we deal with even if it isn't Mingi" Hyunjin nodded easily.

"So what were her nasty ideas big guy? Anything fun I can do?" Han bounced on his toes expectantly.

"None of them you could do, and I'm not fucking telling you unless she says I can" he chuckled watching the little lunatic deflate slightly.

"Well that's not fun" he pouted "ask her".

"No, there is no way any of them are happening anyway, it was her letting off steam that's all" he shrugged turning back to Chan "did you want me helping with Jeongin's search for the others?"

"I thought you would want to be down here today?" Chan quirked an eyebrow.

"Yeah but I don't need to see all of the torture our two resident pain freaks are up for" he rolled his eyes as Hyunjin and Han grinned in unison.

"Were were going to start on Mingi and the switch to Kim, Bin can start us off then go were going to need a few days to get through all we have planned" Hyunjin explained.

"Lets get this circus going" Han laughed as he dashed out the door.

"Fuck it I'm going upstairs" Felix groaned leaving them to it.

Hyunjin and three of his and Han's men escorted Mingi into the interrogation room, cuffing him to the chair to ensure no one other than the man himself go injured in the festivities he and Han had planned but those would wait first they had agreed he would speak to Mingi and then he could do as he wished and leave the rest to them after he had finished with him. Mingi looked smug when they left him alone for him to do his thing, getting information wasn't his forte he didn't have the patience, and to be honest he also didn't care this was about letting Mingi know how badly he had fucked up before the others had at him. But he still needed to be careful as long as he didn't totally lose his cool Mingi would survive to deal with Han, Hyunjin and whatever the ordeal they had decided he would be living though before the end.

"Fancy seeing you here" he drawled stepping into the room the bruises and marks on Mingi's face already a reminder of what was at stake for him.

"Seo" Mingi apathetically sighed looking towards his own hands to feign disinterest.

"Time for a little chat I thought before anything else happens to your pretty face" he smirked looking at the blooming purple on his cheekbone.

"I doubt anything will happen to my face Seo, but your concern is touching" Mingi chuckled still thinking he had the upper hand.

"Well considering Hongjoong sold you and the others out to save his own skin I don't think anyone actually gives a shit what happens to your fucking mug" he shrugged pulling a chair closer to Mingi to watch him closer. Mingi didn't look up he continued to study his hand but it was obvious that the doubt was sinking in.

"Now how about we have a little chat about why you thought it would be a good idea to go after MY girl you piece of shit" he asked coldly.

"You have a hundred girls Seo what's one less little gash?" Mingi shrugged honestly still not connecting the dots that had been laid out before him.

"My wife is not one less gash you stupid cunt" he growled watching the penny drop as Mingi's head shot up to look at him in a mixture of shock and fear.

"Wife?" Mini gulped "no one knew you had a wife Seo how the fuck would anyone know that" his voice going up an octave as he tried to justify himself.

"The point remains the same Mingi you came after what is mine, you threatened what is mine and you injured what it mine so you will die for it the only question that remains is how slowly and painfully you die" he uttered calmly standing up and moving the chair away again.

"I swear this was never meant as an insult we thought you wouldn't give a shit" Mingi was panicking now he could smell the fear oozing from him as the weight of his mistake crushed him. "You have different girls every week how would we know you had a wife?".

"I've seen the surveillance work you arseholes did, you knew damn well she was with me long term" he sneered enjoying the panic and desperation rolling off Mingi in waves maybe that's what Han found so addictive about the process, the power he had over the pathetic motherfuckers that ended up in this room.

"I thought she was just another chick I swear Seo, we can come to an arrangement I'll give you whatever you need and I'll disappear you will never hear from me again" Mingi's voice cracked on the last words his offer falling on deaf ears.

"You enjoy your time with my brothers, they have some surprises in store for you" he smiled cruelly opening the door revealing Han and Hyunjin matching maniacal smiles on their faces "Have at it boys, show our guest a good time".

Binnie had asked you to stay up in your room while he was down in the vault but Felix had asked you to join them in the meeting room after Han had started getting over excited about the torment he was going to unleash. So you had come down to sit with him and help out bringing them coffee or snacks while he, Jeongin and Seungmin worked around the clock to find the other men involved in the plot against you. Plopping down on the couch you started toying with the ties of your sweatpants to alleviate your nerves, logically you knew there was no way that anyone could get to you there were the eight members all in the house, plus the staff and then finally thirty odd security and team members within the grounds you were safe but the feeling of vulnerability would remain until it had been all dealt with, until they were all dead. Changbin wandered in instantly lifting his eyebrow at you when he saw you bundled behind Felix who lifted one of your feet to hook into his chair so he could make sure you were there and keep you feeling safe.

"I thought you were staying upstairs doll?" he smiled cheekily.

"I was going to but Felix invited me down here, is that ok?" you asked looking slightly worried.

"Of course it is bubs, Bin wants you safe and where else is safer in here with the three of us" Felix smiled giving a slight glare to Chanbgin.

"It's fine baby, I thought you might just like a break from everything" he chuckled sitting beside you and pulling you onto his lap so you were straddling him, his hands wandering under the hoodie you wore to your bare skin.

"I don't really want to be alone" you whispered letting him pull you against his chest and letting him hold you there, you felt dwarfed by his huge hoodie and his large arms holding you in his warmth. Humming softly you snuggled your face into his neck and closed your eyes still tired from not sleeping properly the previous night, your dreams haunted by the what if's and what could have been's.

"So how are we doing insofar as locations for the others?" Chan asked loudly as he entered the meeting room, looking around "Oh little one, are you feeling alright this morning?" he asked in a quieter tone. You nodded from where you were cuddled into Binnie's frame making Chan chuckle as they all continued to either talk about finding people or what Han and Hyunjin had decided was long enough for each of them to suffer before they switched victims. You didn't pay much attention, too interested in the scent of Changbin surrounding you, making you feel far more interested in him than your surroundings.

"Baby? Did you hear Chan?" Bin chuckled knowing from how you were pressing yourself against him what you were thinking about and what you were not paying attention too.

"No sorry I tuned out in case you said anything about what Han was up to" you quickly apologized turning to look at Chan.

"That's ok little one you have been through a lot you are allowed to be dazed" he chuckled as you looked guilty "how are the arms this morning?"

"The are worse actually they hurt more today" you explained lifting yourself of Binnie as you turned to completely face Chan and push up the sleeves of the hoodie, the marks had gone from deep red with a bit of purple to dark blue with black splotches, making all of them collectively clench of grind their teeth in anger as they looked at them.

"Can we ask Han to break their wrists?" Minho asked making you aware of his presence behind Chan.

"Or worse?" Seungmin added darkly making you frown slightly as you pulled the sleeves of your hoodie back down to cover them quickly.

"Alright back upstairs" Binnie said softly being careful to keep his voice even "I need to put more ointment and bandages on them to help the bruising go down". He slid his fingers between yours interlocking your hands before leading you back up to his room to take care of you.

"You don't really need to do this for me Binnie" you smiled as you sat on his bed watching him lay out the ointment bandages and wipes to make sure the area was nice and clean before he started.

"Of course I do you're my baby doll" he chuckled reaching to pull his hoodie off over your head which you allowed forgetting that it would leave you in just your bra too lazy to actually get properly dressed when you changed out of the shirt you had been sleeping in.

"Bin, I'm not wearing anything under this" you squeaked suddenly remembering you lack of clothing.

"I know but this can be my reward for looking after you" he smirked waggling his eyebrows at you enjoying how flustered you looked, he chuckled again as he continued to treat your wrists so gently that you couldn't help feel total love and adoration of him. This frightening hard man treating you like you were the most precious and fragile jewel in the world made your heart swell.

"Bin?" you mumbled as he began packing away the medical supplies.

"What do you need baby?" he cooed softly his eyes still raking over the exposed areas of your body.

"You" you pouted bashfully feeling the heat rising to your cheeks. He cupped your cheek in one of his large hands tilting your head so you would look him in the eye.

"Doll, as much as I would love to just make love to you all afternoon, are you sure you want that? You have been through a shit load of things in the last few weeks" he spoke so tenderly to you it almost brought tears to your eyes, gently stroking your cheek with the pad of his thumb. "I don't want you to feel pressured to do anything with me until you are sure".

"Are you still going to want me? after all of this...." you trailed off lifting one of your bandaged arms biting your lower lip nervously "I'll understand if you don't". The fear that he would now see you as tainted or damage was beginning to bother you, making you feel like given the chance he might have changed his mind and no longer want you how he did before. He didn't respond he just pulled you against him kissing you so softly and lovingly you actually did feel tears prick at the corners of your eyes.

"I need this Binnie, I want this, I want to prove to myself that this doesn't change me loving you, that I don't have to be scared" you whispered pulling him back to your lips kissing him again.

"Baby, you are allowed to be frightened, you are allowed to feel scared, it doesn't change a thing between us" He smiled carefully pulling away from you again his thumbs collecting the moisture from your lashes as he cupped your face.

"You don't need to prove you're mine baby I know you are" his voice was laced with concern "You don't need to prove it to anyone".

"Please Binnie, I just need to feel you and only you" you mumbled.

"I love you" he whispered kissing is way along your jaw slowly as you hummed.

"I am so in love with you that there is nothing without you" he kissed his way down your throat his teeth nibbling at your skin.

"I am always going to love you" pulling away to connect his lips back to yours before laying you back on the bed as he hovered over you, your legs reflexively spreading to accommodate him, his tongue slipping between your lips and rolling against your own languidly as you whimpered into his mouth clinging to him tightly.

"I will always want you beside me baby" he murmured against your lips one hand grasping your waist and the other cupping your face as he again began his softly kissing your lips. You tangled your hands in his hair hoping to anchor yourself to him, his weight on you helping to bring you comfort and his words making your heart soar. You could feel tears collecting in your lashes and making their way across the skin of your temple as you basked in his love for you.

"Please Binnie" you whimpered as he began kissing his way down your neck his hand now trailing its way down your body, brushing against your rib cage. His lips leaving a trail of heat behind them making your skin feel like it was tingling with electricity, being in just your bra gave him access to far more of your skin so you whimpered loudly as he began sucking his mark onto your shoulder marking you as his and his only.

"Please what baby doll?" he smiled against your skin laving his tongue over the fresh mark on your skin.

"Please love me" you gasped as me moved to the other side of your chest to mark you there too. "I need you so bad".

"Are you sure you want me to touch you?" he murmured kissing you again "You don't have to push yourself not with me, not ever".

"I need you, I need you to show me you love me" you mumbled against his lips grinding your hips against him.

"Fuck you kill me doll" he hissed pulling himself off you enough to allow you to wiggle out of your sweatpants "Shit were you not wearing underwear all this time?".

"I didn't need it" you purred as he pulled you hard against him again kissing his way down to the tops of your breasts.

"Fuck baby you absolutely sure I can stop now?" you nodded pouting when he didn't instantly touch you "You are so incredible and all mine" he growled attaching his lips back to yours his kisses increasing in their want as the seconds passed. His hands caressed you so softly despite the urgency of his lips on yours, fingers slowly trailing down to your waiting heat and you whined as he continued to tease you eventually allowing them to slide between your folds.

"Oh god Changbin" you mewled as the pads of him index and middle finger began circling your clit, your fingers gripping his arms your nails making little crescent shaped dents in his skin the harder you grasped him.

"What do you need baby? Do you want me to make you cum on my fingers? Do you want me to make you come on my tongue?" his low growl turning you one either further.

"Just you" you moaned wantonly your hips already grinding against his hand you could hear him chuckle as he lowered his mouth to swirl his tongue around your nipple through the lace fabric that still covered it, biting it lightly while you arched against him lost too the already intense pleasure building in your core.

"Such a good girl letting me know what you want" he grinned into your skin moving again to press his lips to your neck "I'm going to make my good girl cum so hard she wont remember her own name".

"Please Binnie, I'll be so good" you gasped feeling almost overwhelmed with how good he was making you feel with just his fingers, and how much he made you feel like he wanted to worship you.

"Yeah, you gonna be good?" he cooed nibbling your earlobe.

"Yes" you begged "yes I'll be good".

"Alright my good girl cum for me" he groaned. The orgasm that tore through you made you scream his name as your legs shook and pleasure sent you into euphoria, feeling as though you were floating rather than pinned underneath him.

"Such a good girl for me baby" he grinned kissing your lips sweetly "Now you stay here and rest I'll be back in a little bit to take care of you" you nodded feeling too blissed out to even speak, you watched him get off the bed and pull his comforter over your almost naked form before he left you to sleep off the pleasure he had given you.

Stepping back into the vault Changbin felt a unique sense of satisfaction that he had never felt when it came to someone who needed to pay for what they had done. You moans still ringing in his ears gave him an idea, that if he was honest you had planted the seed of the night before. You had suggested making your former boss know he was never going to have you by recording an audio file of him fucking you into the mattress, but he honestly knew he would never be able to do that there was a risk the boys would hear and those sounds were for his ears only. But this idea he could keep quiet this he could spring on that pathetic piece of shit without any of the boys being any the wiser. Han was positively beaming as he walked into the observation room looking like a little blood splattered pixie as he bounced on the balls of his feel and threw his hands around animatedly as he spoke to Minho.

"So I think Mingi was pretty fucking shaken after the big guy said she was his wife. Fucking almost shit himself" Han chirped like a kid at Christmas.

"Dude, do you know how much blood you covered in?" Minho chuckled looking at the flood to see if any had dripped onto the floor.

"Yeah, cool huh?" Han grinned.

"You had fun then?" he asked Han as he spun to face him.

"Oh yeah but not as much fun as I'm going to have! Hyunjin is just changing and collecting the other cunt now" Han replied excitedly "He said we should wear clean suits, I say we scare the absolute shit out of him like he did with our princess. I figured you wouldn't care as long as he dies"

"Painfully, I don't give a shit what you do but it needs to be painful" he nodded watching all sorts of ideas pop into Han's head as he dashed from the room to put them into place.

"Fucking hell its going to take the cleaning guys a week to get all the blood out of the floor" Minho groaned pulling out his phone making Chan laugh from where he was standing beside the door.

"Did we learn anything from Mingi?" he asked turning to Chan leaving Minho to deal with his problems.

"Ateez haven't been doing too well on the gambling or club fronts since we took a slice of their territory so they main income is whores and the occasional dabbling in the drugs trade, nothing major and nothing that is likely to become a problem for us" Chan explained "I think the best bet would to be informing EXO that they are infringing on their brothels and see if they deal with whoever is left after all this".

"We then don't break anything you promised to Hoongjong and we still eliminate the whole crew" Minho nodded looking impressed.

"Well we can't look like we reneged on a deal of this magnitude but it doesn't sit right that they didn't do enough to see what Mingi was up to" Chan finished looking at him with piqued interest. "What are you thinking Bin?"

"My doll gave me an idea while I was treating her wrists, the bruising is seriously deep by the way its going to take a fortnight to lift I reckon" He glared at the observation widow harshly "But like I said she has given me an idea which I think I might try, depends though".

"Oh what?" Minho asked looking just as interested.

"Whether his fucking face makes me beat him to death on sight" he shrugged watching as the door opened to the observation room and Hyunjin unceremoniously dumped your former boss in the waiting chair.

"Fair I say" Chan laughed darkly turning to leave with Minho on his tail.

Taking one last breath to steady himself from just walking into the room and killing the mother fucker he slowly opened the door to face Kim for the first time since it had all begun.

"You must be the Director I have heard about?" he started as though he was just another thug here to watch over him.

"That's right you scum I am Kim Min Joon Director of Kim & San Publishing and Design, I am the uncle of a very important man in the criminal world, I am to be respected" Min Joon was trying to to sound forceful but the nerves in his voice gave him away. He nodded as if contemplating what Kim was saying before smirking and letting out a dark chuckled.

"Do you know who I am then?" he asked raising his eyebrow as he slipped the bomber jacket he had been wear off to reveal his gun sitting in its holster.

"Scum? No one? another criminal?" Min Joon continued trying but each word became weaker.

"I guess you could think of me that way, or I could introduce myself" His smirk grew as he stepped closer to the already frightened cunt "I am Seo Changbin, second in charge and Enforcer of the SKZ Syndicate and you fucked with my wife".

"My pet doesn't have a husband, she would have told me, your just her stupid boyfriend" Min Joon shrieked as he struggle against the restraints.

"My wife is not your pet she is mine" he growled looking more frightening now then had had in ages, lip pulled back over his teeth, the veins on his neck and arms popping out and his eyes glinting dangerously in the low light.

"Look she is just one woman I'm sure we can work this out" Min Joon simpered pathetically as he tried to make himself smaller in the chair. He didn't care he just took another step forward grabbing Min Joon's face by his mouth and jaw before leaning in so close that he could whisper directly in his ear.

"Not sure if the scent is still on this hand but this is as close as you will ever get to my girls pretty pussy, made her cum all over these fingers before I came down here to make sure you knew, that you will never get to touch her, but that I will, I get to fuck her full every. single. night. while she screams my name". He smirked as Min Joon tried his hardest to inhale your scent still lingering on his fingers before pulling them away and punching him hard straight to his jaw sending blood and teeth flying making Min Joon slump forward in his chair whimpering pathetically.

"Now you have a good time with my associates, they have been looking forward to meeting you" he faux smiled opening the door to leave as Han passed him to step into the room covered head to toe in Mingi's blood.

"We are going to have so much fun Director Kim" Han sang grinning like a lunatic while Hyunjin followed him looking every bit an elegant psychopath.

Returning upstairs to you he felt like he needed to do nothing else beside caring for you. You had obviously needed him to reassure you that he wasn't ever going to stop loving you, wanting you, needing you just because someone had tried to hurt you. You needed him more than his brothers did so he texted Chan that he was going to stay with you for the rest of the day at least until you were feeling like you were safe again. Opening his door quietly he saw you bundled you in his sheets and quilt from your, still, bare shoulders you obviously hadn't gotten up after he left. Smiling widely at your soft face as you slept he stripped down to his boxers and got into bed beside you. holding you close and running his fingers through your hair.

You woke up to the feeling of deep warmth against your face and the feeling of fingers skimming through your hair, smiling you knew you you were cuddled into Changbin's side, you could smell his cologne and body wash.

"Hello my love" you yawned rolling back from his side and stretching not noticing to surprised look on his face only the enormous grin that followed it.

"You feel any better baby" he was still smiling like you had hung the stars and the moon which you didn't totally understand in your slightly foggy brain. "I was thinking I could run you a bath, check on your wrists, feed you some delicious things and just spend the rest of the day with you".

"Are you allowed to just blow off Chan and the others for me?" you narrowed your eyes cheekily "Because I won't say no any of those things".

"Chan has everything under control and you need me so I can do whatever I want" he chuckled scooping you into his arms again and placing soft kisses all over your face.

"Bin!" you yelped as he kept to pressed against him unable to wiggle free from his muscled arms until he decided to let you go, which he did thirty odd kisses later.

"Come on baby doll lets get you in the bath, then I'll get you something to eat while you soak" he hummed getting out of bed and pulling on the nearest pair of sweatpants so he could start running your bath and venture downstairs. You nodded not actually getting up until you heard the water running you slipped off your bra and made your way into the bathroom already smelling the sweet scent of orange blossoms and lilacs filling the air. Changbin helped you step into the tub before removing the bandages around your wrists his thumb cautiously grazing over the damaged flesh, the color had improved slightly but it was still an ugly reminder that you longed to forget about, kissing your knuckles he left to get the food he had promised you as you laid back and enjoyed the hot water swirling around you.

Walking back downstairs he stopped when Han wolf whistled at him to raise an eyebrow while the little loon cracked up laughing.

"Thought it was a little soon for her to jump back on the horse but good for you" his cackle drawing Minho and Felix from the kitchen.

"Fuck off you little gremlin, it's not like that" he rolled his eyes making his way across the room towards the kitchen.

"Is bubs ok?" Lix asked his voice slightly deeper than normal giving away that he was obviously a little tense.

"She is, she wanted to nap and now she's in the bath, I figured getting her to eat something while she is feeling pretty good will help her heal a bit faster" he explained pulling open the fridge to see what was in there.

"Good" Felix sighed in relief "that's good she didn't want to say earlier but I could see she was still scared".

"But food is an excellent idea man" Minho added watching him grab as many things as he could carry "She needs it to help her recovery".

"Speaking of things to help her" Hyunjin interjected easily "Kim has suffered a lot thanks to her smitten little psychopath"

"Thanks Hannie" he looked over to Han who was looking particularly pleased with himself "when she's up for it I'll tell her you made him suffer for her".

"It wasn't all me whatever you said to him really fucked with his head so you will have to teach me" Han sat down picking up Minho's coffee and taking a sip.

"Get you own" Minho sighed.

"I don't think I will" Han sang poking his tongue out.

"What did you say to him?" Minho asked.

"That is not something you need to know" he smirked picking up everything and moving to leave the kitchen "Oh and I don't care if the building is on fire we are not to be disturbed".

Opening your eyes you saw Binnie placing a tray full of foods on a stool beside the bath before making himself comfortable beside it so he could feed you. Strawberries and cream, cookies, some rice balls and from the rustling is his pocket you knew he had brought up so chocolate too although he was yet to pull it out for you.

"Your spoiling me again Binnie" you smiled dreamily as he swept your hair behind your ear.

"I know that's what I'm meant to do, treat my baby like a queen" he chuckled picking up a rice ball for you to eat. "open up you need to eat a little to help your wrists recover". You opened your mouth allowing him to feed you until you were full and the water had cooled significantly.

"Did you want to get out now and rest a little more? maybe watch a movie? eat the chocolate I gor for you" he asked sweetly looking you over and getting you a towel"

"Thank you my love" you whispered watching he face light up.

"I fucking love when you call me that" he murmured into your hair as he wrapped you in a fluffy towel.

"Really? I will have to come up with others then" you teased pulling on the clean set of sweats and hoodie he had brought you to wear.

a/n: Thank you for reading my lovely loves, I'm sorry this isn't my best work but the next part will be better, promise. Once again any likes, reblogs, comments or generally hilarious # are adored

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