#bc at least its actaly rewarding

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I hate thinking about the future and my career bro, I just did bio and just went with the flow, no true passions in hs is really biting me in the ass

#why tf did i choose bio man #this sucks i cant hold a pipetter without shaking i forget everything i cant do the math this is just not made for me #and i hate this shitty ass country for making tuition so expensive bc honestly i regret this degree #i honestly would rather bust my ass at home working for my dad #bc at least its actaly rewarding #i like food man not labs #sorry venting in the tags but im really getting pissed #its always fine n dandy when you start a new job #but then reality sets in and i hate thinking of doing this for the rest of my life #yeah yippee maybe ill teach but its such a cop out for myself bc i know ill have to do the same shit i hate #and only then i get a wee bit of freedom n satisfaction for shit pay #all that work! aint it amazing how little teachers get paid??? #baffles me to no end and person whose job is to teach the next line of professionals #and makes dirt in compared to the kids they teach