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#bc the extended release was making me feel super anxious in the afternoon when it would start to wear off
ikyw-t
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this is a moodboard for how my brain has been feeling the past couple weeks. yes i spent like 10 minutes organizing these pictures if that tells u anything about how im feeling
#not that anyone asked but it's bc my adderall rx changed a month ago from extended release to short release
#bc the extended release was making me feel super anxious in the afternoon when it would start to wear off
#which is obviously counterproductive and i am already anxiety-inclined if that's even a phrase
#so ive been on the short release version of adderall for the last month and overall it was going a lot better
#the anxiety in the afternoon pretty much disappeared which was nice
#the past like three weeks tho ive been dealing with being unable to stop picking at my skin and cuticles too
#which is something ive struggled with since middle school in various degrees and tho it was getting better in the past couple years
#ive never struggled with it LESS than i have since starting adderall in like march. and my god. what a joy and relief that was
#so now that it's started happening again it's honestly pretty upsetting bc it's kinda physically painful and also just rly embarrassing
#like i dont even have that bad acne probably but being unable to stop picking at it makes it like ten times worse
#like i haven't had acne on my back in like three years since i finished taking accutane
#and in the past three weeks i have but it's rly only bc i can't stop scratching at it and so there's gonna be scarring too
#it's just very embarrassing and also disappointing nd disheartening since i was finally able to NOT have to deal with this for a few months
#it's appalling and upsetting to realize that this was just my life for like a decade before i got treatment for adhd
#and once i did it a lot of my impulsive and unconscious skin picking pretty much disappeared.
#like damn bro the amount of times my mom and everyone in my family told me how nice my skin would be if i could just leave it alone. yeah.
#anyway. im gonna talk to the doctor about this next month when i get my refill obviously bc i am not having a good time
#even tho this was working rly great for the first three weeks. like whyyyy can't medicine just work. whyyy
#anywayyyy if u read all this no u didnt bc it's embarrassing for me lol
#i just felt the need to talk about it cause it's been upsetting me today
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