#belle’s writings 🎧! ♡ ✶ . ࣪ ׅ

[kthsbelle]

STRAWBERRY HAIRCLIP 🌸🍓

★ summary: female! reader finds a tattooed stranger asleep on her bed in the middle of her squishmellows at a house party.

★ pairing: college!eren jaeger x soft maths major fem!reader ♡

★ warnings + tags: 18+, college au, tattooed eren, softcore cute reader , eren w a snakebite piercing , thick thigh reader , poetry from eren, smut .

★ wordcount: 3,395

a/n: this is my first fic here ! i read a lot of eren au’s today and this idea suddenly came to mind ! i decided to share . please enjoy !

“ not again…” an exasperated sigh fell heavily from your lips like it weighed a thousand pounds . you were standing in front of your house , a small pile of books you had borrowed from the library squeezed against your chest as you looked at the fluorescent lights peaking out of the windows . the bass from inside your house reverberated throughout the neighborhood , and even from the outside , you could distinguish the faint sound of a pop song .

another college party .

your brother was a heavy partier , but you strongly disliked when he did those at home without even warning you first . you had a throbbing headache from having your nose in books all day , practicing for mid-terms . the last thing you needed were drunk college kids slurring around and music blaring in your ears .

rest , you needed rest .

options - doja cat ft JID

you pushed the front door to your house open and instantly wished you hadn’t . as if it was waiting for a chance to hit you , the sound of music rushed to you and assaulted your ears , making you wince back in surprise . “ im gonna kill this asshole,” you grumbled under your breath as you started pushing past the squeezing bodies that danced in the living room .

you stopped in the kitchen which seemed relatively empty , except for a flury of red hair moving between the fridge doors .

“ sasha ?” you called out over the music . the red-headed girl in question jumped in surprise , her head yanking up to smash directly against the frame of the fridge . the force of the action caused it to shake a little . she yelped out in pain . “ are you okay?” you quickly questioned with your hand slapped over your mouth to hold in a laugh .

“ im good , im good !” she quickly said as she stepped away from the fridge with a bottle of tostios’ spinach dip . “ you’re not here for the party , are you ?” she said , eyeing your outfit with an amused look on her face .

you obviously looked misplaced and you knew it . with your printed , pastel yellow high-waist pleated skirt , yellow oversized ‘ LEMON’ sweatshirt and knee high socks , you rather looked like you belonged browsing an empty aisle in a CD store or at barnes and nobles . – and honestly , you wish you were .

your style has always been the epitome of soft girl core , with small stickers adorning your cheeks and orange blush at the tip of your nose . your requirement was to look like a cute fairy nymph at all times .

you’ve been like this for as long as you could remember and before the trend gave it this name . your brother found it endearing , even though he’d mask it by poking fun at you . you didn’t care though , it gave you comfort .

“ where’s my idiot brother ?” you questioned . watching her prying open the bag of chips and scooping up some of the dip . a lot of it .

“ oh – he’s gone somewhere upstairs with katie “ she paused to swallow, “ you don’t wanna see him now…” she shook her head and you quickly caught on to her suggestion .

“ ew!” you grimaced . the last thing you wanted to think about was your brother…doing it .even though he was two years older and you were relatively close , one thing you didn’t want to know about was...this.

you shuddered softly and stepped forward to make way for the drunk couple that stumbled in with their mouth glued to each other in an intense make-out session . your mouth lifted in an annoyed expression while sasha shielded her face away like she had looked directly into the sun for too long , ‘ gross ! connie i dont wanna see this !’

you laughed softly at these two before deciding that your hunt for your brother was over . you just really wanted to sleep – as much as you could despite the music. “goodnight , sash ! and…connie ?” the last part came out like a question as the man seemed to be too preoccupied by the blonde he was kissing . you smiled at the waving sasha before making your way out again.

you inhaled again before diving back in the crowd , looking to reach the stairs that lead to your room . you got a few stares which you completely ignored , not wanting anything to do with drunk college boys . your eyes stayed focused ahead of you , giving the clear message that you weren’t here to have fun . you balanced the books against your chest as you went up the stairs and into the hallway . the sound of the music was considerably lower , but still bothersome . you walked past a few people making out in the hallway , your eyes focused on your white bedroom door at the end of the hall , holding your breath at the mere idea of finally finding solace – peace in your sanctuary . you lifted your knee to allow one arm to reach for the handle while the books took support against the other arm steadily . you twisted the doorknob and wasted no time to walk in your room , but what you saw nearly made you scream for help .

i was never there – the weeknd

in the middle of all your squishmellows , sprawled out , and in a seemingly deep sleep , laid a complete stranger . he wore black cargo pants , a white shirt and a black bomber . he slept comfortably on his back with a tattooed arm draped over his eyes , glossy lips slightly parted letting air through as his chest rose and fell softly . the shiny metal on his lip caught your attention , and you identified it as a snakebite piercing. the position had allowed his shirt to ride up his hips , the V lines showing a sinful path that curved and dipped down inside his Calvin boxers which were peaking out of his pants . the fairy lights above your headboard shone soft golden orbs on him , painting an ironic picture as he laid against your avocado-patterned comforter . you felt your throat closing , strangely aroused by the scene .

 you couldn’t stop the book avalanche even if you wanted to . the book on top slipped out of your grip , dragging down all the other ones with it and  they subsequently hit the ground with a loud thud . ‘

“shh ! shh !” you tried hushing the book as if they were alive as you knelt on the floor to pick them up . the sleeper immediately froze at the sound before he quickly sat up , his messy bun almost coming undone at the abruptness of his reaction. he stared at you through confused , tired eyes before realization hit him . “ oh shit !” he croaked out , voice deep from his tiredness as he sank on the floor to help you pick them up .

“ w-who are you ?” you questioned while looking down , feeling the tip of your ears go red . why are you even getting shy ? he’s the one in your room .

“ eren. “ the stranger you know as eren held out a small pile of books towards you . you didn’t look at him directly . “you ?”

you mumbled out your name.

his green eyes peeked at one of books he held and a thick eyebrow scrunched in confusion , “ differential …equations…?” the confusion was evident in his tone as his head tilted to decipher the picture on the book cover . a few strands of hair fell above his eyes .

“ applied mathematics major ,” you answered after having swallowed the ball of anxiety that had settled in your throat .

his emerald eyes widened in surprise before a small smirk lifted the corner of his lips , “ for real ? damn . “ you were used to this reaction . most people thought you studied theater or fashion because you always looked like you could be in a winx club live action .

“you ?” you asked back . quickly taking the books from him and dropping them on your lap , the impact causing your thick thighs to jiggle softly . eren did not seem to miss this action , his eyes lasting a minute longer on the sight before looking up at you . you subconsciously thought of the typical college fuckboy majors; business , or music...

“ literature.” it was your turn to show surprise , and the boy chuckled softly at your expression . you couldn’t help but notice how white his teeth were .

“ah…” was your answer . you wanted to slap yourself for losing your social skills for a minute , but you were just too tired to handle so many emotions and words at the same time .the boy only chuckled in response , his hand brushing back the bangs that only managed to fall over his eyes again . “you don’t seem convinced .”

miss you – oliver tree , robin schulz

“i’m not,” you answered honestly , a small smile of your own dancing on your lips , “ you look like you study…”

“ business ? music ?” he took the words right out of your mouth as he stood up , extending his hand down towards you . you were suddenly taken aback by how tall he was and how he seemed to command all the attention in the room . you blushed when you realized how close you were to his thigh and quickly grabbed onto his hand to stand up , except he pulled you up harder than you expected and you crashed against his chest . the smug look on his face told you he did it on purpose . your chin rested against his chest , slowly assessing the height difference between you two .

for a moment , his eyes seemed to have darkened into something more primal before they softened again , a smirk curling his lips upwards , “ and you didn’t strike me as a maths major either . “

you rolled your eyes , feeling slightly offended . you turned around and stepped out of his embrace towards your desk , suddenly feeling chilly. you knew it was your insecurities hitting at you – people always had a hard time believing you were smart and it pissed you off . however , you had long moved passed this – or so you thought . how did eren manage to set you off so easily ? it wasn’t even that bad .

he felt the cold air coming from you and raised his hand in defense , “ hey , hey . not saying there's anything wrong with that , you know ? i wouldn’t be able to half of what they do anyway, “ a small smile drew on your lips at his attempt to reprimand . “ plus,” he added as you arranged your books on your desk in no particular order to distract you from your wild pulse , “ its ‘cause you’re really cute . in a…forest pixie kind of way…”

love lost – mac miller , the temper trap

a small giggle broke from you , “makes sense . thanks. “ you answered , bending forward a bit to work your sneakers out of your feet while holding onto the table . the cold air hit the cheeks of your ass which was unknowingly protruding out of your skirt and you heard a sharp breath being drawn behind you .

when you turned around , eren almost looked like he wanted to pounce on you . you cleared your throat gently , feeling blood rush to your lower stomach like molten lava .

“ what do you do in literature anyway ? analyze Shakespeare’s attachment issues ?” this ripped a laugh out of eren . his laugh was even more attractive than his smile - it chimed pleasantly in your ear , sounding boyish but deep .

“ good point . but we did study him a lot .” 

you arched an eyebrow and smirked , “ what’s your favorite quote by him , then ?” you asked challengingly , not really expecting him to answer . you just wanted to mock how boys challenged you whenever you expressed interest in something unconventional . eren shrugged before lifting his eyes towards the ceiling in a small moment of contemplation.

“ love is not love which alters when it’s alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove. it is an ever-fixed mark, that looks on tempests, and is never shaken.” he finished the last part , teal eyes boring into your soul .” my favorite author is bell hooks , though.” he added with a small smile .

to say that you were taken aback was an understatement . the tattooed stranger that broke into your room just spoke the most meaningful words in the softest , yet firm tone you’ve heard. you wanted him to recite poems to you over and over.

the two of you stayed silent before you looked towards your bed and back at him . “ uhm…what are you doing in my room , anyway ?” you decided to address the elephant in the room which you should’ve obviously done a while ago .

“ oh , uh i was looking for a bed to crash and sober up and your room smelled good ... like strawberries .” he explained and looked at your bed and the array of squishmellows decorating it with a look that seemed endearing . “ not gonna lie , it’s the most comfortable sleep i’ve ever had .” he said and you smiled with pride knowing that you had invested a lot of money into making yourself the softest , most comfortable bed ever .

“ but , i can leave if you want...” his voiced trailed off as if hoping you would say no - which you did . “ i mean you can stay a while more...”

“ hell yeah ! “ he cheered and let himself fall back on the bed which allowed him to bounce back a few times before he grabbed one of your blue axolotl squishmallows and pressed it against his face . you laughed softly , oddly proud that someone loved your bed so much . your friends always loved staying in your room when they came over, but it’s the first time a stranger - who seemed so different from you expressed such content from being here .

you plopped down on the bed and brought your knees to your chest , looking up down at your hands while you chipped away at your pastel nail polish . eren pulled the plush down slowly , green eyes peeking over at you. “what ?” you asked feeling your face heat up uncontrollably. “ you’re cute. “ he simply said with a smirk before looking up at the ceiling . 

you bit your lip from stopping your smile from spreading too much . “you’re flattering me .” you replied as you looked down at your thighs which seemed to have been more exposed than you thought . the elastic at the hem of your thigh-highs sank slightly into your skin , squishing it out in a way that seemed more lewd than you intended . you quickly reached to pull your skirt down but ring-covered fingers pressed against your thigh , the cold metals sending chills down your spine as he blocked your action. 

“no.” he said in a semi-commanding tone . “ they look great.” you could see the intensity in his eyes as he looked at you and moved his hand away after letting it slide down a bit leaving a burning path from where he touched you .

your heart was beating inside your ears at this point and you needed a distraction . “where are your friends anyway... or girlfriend ?” you bit your lip .

white tee - summer walker

this was a bait to see if he had any girl in his life , which , why wouldn’t he ?

“they’re all drunk and annoying right now...and don’t have one” he answered the last part with a smirk on his lip as he looked at you teasingly , long and thick eyelashes that curled at the corner giving him a gracious aura . “ why ? wanted to know if position was empty? “ he asked in a teasing tone .

“ you’re such an ass!” you whined , pushing him with soft laugh to mask your embarrassment at the fact that you were, in fact , checking. eren chuckled and reached towards your face , pointing at one of the stickers adorning your eyes . you understood that he wanted it , so you pulled a little star and placed it against his hand .eren looked at it like it was the first time he’s even seen a sticker.

a small silence settled between you two as you played with your fingers . 

“ what about you ?” he suddenly asked after his silent contemplation . 

“ nope !” 

“damn...how ?” he asked , genuinely confused and you shrugged in response , “ they’re not business majors “ you replied teasingly which made him release another amused laugh . the vibration shocks throughout your body .

eren looked at you silently , bangs brushing agains his long lashes which clearly annoyed him . he tried swatting them away but it never worked . you giggled softly and motioned for him to come closer to you , “ come here,”  you told him as you removed one of the hairclips that held your ponytail . 

eren obediently scooted closer to you , resting his cheek against your thigh while his hand palmed at either sides of them . “ is that okay ?” he asked . to have the hottest boy you’ve seen resting on your lap ? 

YES , YES , YES , YES !!!

“ sure “ you answered and he simply closed his eyes with a content smirk on his lips . you were ready to combust as you reached down , brushing the soft strands of his dark hair away from his face and slicked it back into his messy bun before sliding the hairclip over it and securing it . you smiled as you looked at him . what a contrast it was - this edgy , tattooed man with a strawberry hair clip in his hair . he didn’t seem to care either . 

“i’d eat you out real good right now .” the words he let out almost made you choke on air. he opened his eyes looking back at you and he was dead serious.

the man let out a laugh at your expression before closing his eyes again , his lustful expression suddenly gone like it was never here . “ don’t worry , i won’t.”

you probably looked at him like he grew two heads . you didn’t say anything back , your stomach in knots. he was so hot , it hurt . would you really pass up an opportunity like this ? when the last time you even got laid ? this time by the hottest man you’ve ever laid eyes on .

“what if i want you to...?” you attempted back , voice coming out small but hopeful . 

suddenly the hands that were resting so softly against your thighs tightened their grip and eren smirked at he lifted his head . “good girl”  he praised

you gasped softly as he pushed your back to the bed , your cunt throbbing uncontrollably . he parted your legs and knelt between them , his erection pressing against your thigh . he felt so hard . you bit down your lip , feeling your wetness spill out . “ wanted to eat that pussy the second i saw you on that floor...” he admitted , his voice low and guttural . his fingers pulled your panties down and hooked your legs over his broad shoulders . his fingers separated your puffy folds , exposing your pussy completely to the cold air . you bit down your lip , letting out a needy whine causing your tiny hole to clench around nothing and eren nearly felt his mouth water . “shit...” he breathed before sticking his tongue out , letting fingers collect the saliva on them before rubbing them on your bare folds . you didn’t need any lubrification , but he just wanted his spit on you . he was convinced he’d never seen a pussy like this . he was about to dip his head down and eat you like a caveman when you stopped him mid-action. 

“eren ?” you asked , blushing beet red . he was confused but paused to listen , hoping you didn’t want him to stop already . “ c-can you tell me another poem ?” the man couldn’t help the smile on his face. “ you wanna be talked to while getting your pretty pussy eaten ?” he mused before nodding, “ of course, princess. “

he dipped down between your thighs , his hot tongue sliding down your folds .

“by my soul,”

his hands squeezed your thighs around his head even more , like he wanted be suffocated . you moaned out at the delicious contact of his tongue gliding down to your hole. 

“ i can neither eat”

his lips closed around your clit , his piercing brushing against it making your body jolt on the bed. “eren !”

“drink”

his lips sucked on one of your labia folds before releasing it. “fuck - eren !”

“nor sleep;”

he lifted his head and ran the flat of his tongue against your whole cunt before moving his head sideways to place kisses on your inner thighs , his warm breath fanning soothingly over your skin .

“nor– “ a finger dipped in your hole , slowly thrusting in and out. you screamed his name again, body shaking on the bed, “,what’s still worse , ” he placed another kiss against your pussy ,

“love any woman in the world but her.”

his head dipped down again, and this time, he wouldn’t stop eating you out. you felt pleasure ripple through your body in delicious waves as your eyes closed and you let yourself go . the last thing you saw between your thighs was his dark glossy hair and the strawberry hairclip that held his bangs together .

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[kthsbelle]

SECOND CHANCES

pairings : tattooed eren jaeger x fem!reader

sypnosis : written from eren’s pov . a couple trying to find themselves and meaning in their relationship after eren cheated .

a/n : this is a small / short gift to y’all because my first fic reached 10k !!! this is huge for me. i write because I love it and wanted to share an idea . the attention was something special to me . this is an excerpt from a fun roleplay i had . i thought it told am interested story . enjoy !

the day dissolved into dusk, a canopy of brooding clouds hovered over eren's head, foretelling a sense of impending doom.

        ominous. foreboding.

        as the sun set over the bustling city , the brunette sat at the small kitchen table in his apartment, gazing blankly at his plate of untouched food. the fluorescent light overhead cast a harsh glow on the scene, highlighting the cracks in the yellowing linoleum and the smudges on the walls . the traffic outside was steady hum , punctuated by the occasional honk or screech of brakes that indicated a slightly heavy afternoon jam . the lighting in the small kitchen was dim, casting long shadows across the room . the only source of light were a few overhead bulbs that hung from the ceiling , one of them flickering slightly as if on the verge of burning out . it was almost ironic ; the lighting seemed to be synchronized with the weight of the atmosphere as eren sat , left to face his own demise ; the threatening and inauspicious fact that he was guilty of his own misfortune .



        across from him sat yourself , his girlfriend- well, seemingly ‘ex’- girlfriend , just as absent-minded , who seemed to have taken profound interest in the food on your plate , having looked at anything but him this whole dinner . he understood , though - he wasn’t able to look at his reflection in the mirror either . the man shifted in his seat , fork now moving to pick at the fluffy scoop of mashed potatoes in his plate . eren's obsidian gaze fell on you for another moment , the slight rouge on your cheek being visible as well as the delicate lines of the side of your face . for a woman of small stature , you always made a prodigious impact . a delicate snub of nose , sun-lit strands and eyes that pulled on something deep in his chest .


        he swept his gaze about the room . his place seemed nothing but the empty of shell that nursed memories of what once was . the walls painted a cool shade of gray licked by the orangeade shade of the sun streaming through , the hardwood floors and the clean lines of the furniture that gave this space an uncluttered feel which eren always sought when it came to the comfort of his apartment. the polaroid photos on the shelf under the television caught his eyes ; both of you sunkissed , glowing at his favorite band’s concert . his piercing eyes shifted towards the kitchen , the red vintage coffee maker you had bought at a thrift store during one of your weekend adventures sat at the top of a shelf collecting dust . the spice rack that you had helped him organize so meticulously still sat untouched , and the refrigerator door was nothing more than a pit of bittersweet, scattered memories , adorned with postcards, unchecked bucket list items that served as a reminder of your memories together.

        he exhaled a lungful of sorrow as his fork finally pierced through a branch of asparagus which he hesitantly brought to his mouth . the man who usually enjoyed his greens found himself hardly able to pull his lips apart to welcome the vegetable . he chewed carefully and swallowed , the piece of food sitting at the pit of his stomach like a pile of rocks . eren cleared his wry throat gently before attempting to chase the dryness with a sip of the , now, watered down coke . he placed the glass back down , the signet ring around his little finger shooting gold through the glass' stem . the tattoo on his finger was exposed for a brief second . ‘333’ written in italic wrapped around his pinky as the time at which he first confessed his feelings to you . he had mapped many others . the black , and occasionally , red ink traced an endless pattern on his skin that kept a record of his most prized moments with you . if you had done something special , it would end up immortalized on his skin - somewhere , within the drawings on his chest or sleeves . with his gaping collar , sleeves of his shirt rolled up to his forearms and windblown dark hair , he seemed quite more at ease than he truly was .


his aquamarine eyes lifted towards you again , this time , a bit more urgently . his calm expression betrayed his inner turmoil . strong currents rose in his irises . he seemed to be deep in thought , stare lost in something he couldn't explain . was all of this truly lost ?

        oh , he was so wrong .
        

the memories of his cheating were nothing he could recall with a calm mind . they made his stomach churn with the acidic burn of guilt and disappointment . he couldn't help but feel that a deep part of him craved to have his actions be justified - he wanted to feel something . and though he didn't search for it ; it - she came to him and he simply let it happen . he couldn’t deny , he wanted the sense of intimacy that only physical contact and desire with another human could provide . quite selfish , he knew . but he truly thought there was nothing left for him in his relationship that had been slowly nibbled away by their own issues .

  " you’re always alone…ever want company ?" he remembered the red head's words as he picked up his skateboard , roguish green eyes piercing through his soul . it was such a formulaic thing to say that it almost broke a lopsided smile out of him . " what if i was ?" the words tipped over his lips faster than he could think and before he knew it , he was tangled under a pair of limbs.

        he spared her the details when recounting the ordeals of his affair . it was an especially hard conversation to have . it had to be paced . between the pauses to breathe and the glossiness that coated her eyes every few seconds , he was forced to watch the damage he'd caused . but were they forced to relive this over and over ?

        still now , as they sat to eat their dinner , the air in the room was thick with tension and unspoken words . he wanted to say something, anything to break the silence, to ease the tension.

        he fidgeted with his fork , drumming it against the table as he tried to find something to say , but the words wouldn't come . he wanted this crushing reality disappear , for the fog to dissipate - maybe there was still a chance that none of this was lost , that a remaining spark could be ignited for the depths of your eyes . you were , and still remained , as mesmerizing as a raging ocean, with depths and currents that no one could fully comprehend . but he did .

      eren cleared his throat , embarrassment seared him from inside out .

      a sheen of sweat broke out on his curved brow .

     his tongue was a sailor's knot but he finally mustered the courage to speak.

     a hard swallow , an intense searching gaze ,

        " babe..."

        the husky whisper of a confession ,

        '' i know i messed up . but i just-this is the truest thing i've known . can we talk again ?"

#belle’s writings 🎧! ♡ ✶ . ࣪ ׅ #eren jaeger #aot imagine #eren jeager x reader #eren x reader #aot x y/n #aot drabbles #eren aot

[kthsbelle]

𝑺𝑳𝑶𝑾 𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑺 | 𝑨𝑹𝑴𝑰𝑵 𝑨𝑹𝑳𝑬𝑹𝑻

summary : slow sleepy mornings with your lawyer! husband armin arlert where you comfort him after a long day .

cw : lawyer! armin arlert , mentions of case mentioning sexual abuse , some sexual content , lots of fluff and love , morning cuddles , emotional husband armin .

a/n : please enjoy ! art by : @.i625i on twt ( i know it’s supposed to be another fiction character , but it really captures what armin looks like in my head as a full adult lawyer )

pitter…patter…pitter…patter

the muffled sound of rain droplets hitting the window started slowly . each drop fell in a balanced cadence, equally spaced from one another . the pace started slow , but soon picked up its rhythm until it created a melodic thrill that warned the arrival of heavy rain . the distant sound of traffic and , often times , obnoxious honking became muffled as the downpour seemed to have laid a noise-cancelling curtain over your windows . your heavy eyelids slowly parted , only to fall close again as you began your slow climb towards consciousness began .

you had drifted , for what felt like a few minutes , and stirred awake again . the entanglement of limbs around your lower half and the warmth that burned at your side caused you to pry your eyes open . you were met with complete darkness except for the silver lights glowing angular shapes onto your bed . next to you , a flurry of golden hair was peeking out from under the covers and you couldn’t help but to reach over and thread your gentle fingers through the lush tumble of hair . your husband’s form remained unmoving for a moment , before he eventually started to stir with soft groans under the covers like a machine slowly whirring back to life . you watched as large hands emerged from the covers , the sheets pulled downwards , blue eyes blinking open . both of you were struggling through the effects of an overly tiresome week . even in the darkness , the sparkling specks of blue could be seen in those aquamarine eyes as he cast a warm light upon you . armin gazed at you lovingly behind heavy lids and you could discern a small smirk on his lips . he brought his arms around your lower waist , easily pulling you closer to him . soon enough , you were completely engulfed in his warmth , your legs draped around his waist as his face found its placed buried at the very crook of your neck . you could smell his cologne ; notes of fresh mint , green apples and zesty lemon served as the top notes and you couldn’t think of any scent that’d fit him so well .

you felt his lips gather a gentle kiss against your skin before his breathing slowed again . you continued brushing through his hair soothingly . ‘ he could do a tiny bun now…’ , you thought , gathering his long tresses at the back of his head in your palm in a makeshift bun . you released it , let your palm run down his hair , the motion lulling you into sleep once again . you woke up , this time , feeling your cheek pressed against a warm surface . the sound of the rain had stopped . instead , you could hear the trickling of water that dropped from the pipes , the aftermath of the rain . your bedroom was still plunged in darkness , however , what sounded against your head pulled your attention . you could hear the peaceful pounding of a heartbeat against your ear . lazy fingers drew circles around your hips , occasionally stopping to run along the dip of your spine . you sighed , content , as you pulled yourself closer to armin’s chest . he stilled for a moment , afraid he’d disturbed your sleep before he resumed his tentalizing pace on your skin .

 “ my love ?” the voice of your lover called out softly , still rough with sleep . something pulled at your guts . he was always so tender , so mellow . you couldn’t think of a time where he’d shown you any signs of anger or impatience . his words were always laced with care and dipped in passion . you tilted your head to look up at him , your eyes meeting his ocean gaze . his lips curved upwards , hand leaving your side to cup your cheek . the metallic rings he wore on his fingers cooled pleasantly against your skin and armin slowly lean down to place a kiss at the space between your brows . “ when did we fall asleep?” you questioned suddenly which caused a small chuckle to erupt from your partner . “ cant remember…” he whispered before pausing , “ must’ve been after watching that movie .” you two had a habit of watching a movie every day after dinner . a list of movies was made by the both of you at the beginning of each month where you established which ones to watch by the end of that time . that evening you’d both watched ‘ the last song ‘ . you were shocked to hear that armin had never that movie which prompted you to add it to the top of the list . “ i can’t believe you’ve never seen this movie,” you said with a slight shake if your head . it was a staple of your childhood . to this day , you cried watching it . armin had been kissing your tears away the whole time until your emotions had leveled out again . even when it came to a fictional movie , he still took how you felt seriously . he always did .  

“ the sooner you accept that i’m an uncultured swine , the better it will be…” the man stated his defense playfully . “ but that just means i’ll have more things to discover with you.” he added in a softer tone , leaning down press his lips against your forehead . butterfly erupted on your stomach , and you felt your face heat up a tiny bit . you smiled softly before snuggling up against him . “ how was work today ?” you questioned him , knowing the weight of your question , but it had to be asked . it was customary for the both of you to discuss your day before falling asleep , but you both had been swept up by your exhaustion and fell asleep the minute you crashed onto bed . “ it was alright...” he hummed , fingers stroking your arm gently . he stilled for a moment , mind seemingly having drifted off before speaking up again , “lots of work…that case - it’s eating away at me.” you could hear the anxiety weigh his voice down . you reached to hold his larger into yours which he eagerly grabbed onto . he was a lawyer - a brilliant one at that , even though he doubted himself at times . he used to think he was too emotional to be efficient at his job , but overtime learned that his emotions and sharp intuitions are what lead him to take his cases to heart and win them .

in reality , he had nothing to worry about . his success rate was well above average , and he was one of the most prized attorneys in his firm , second to erwin . he recently came across a pro bono case dealing with sexual abuse . his very first one . he decided to take the lead in the case with eren , mikasa jean and connie working closely with him . a woman who rejected a man at a bar went home , and what ensued was a series of unfortunate events where he followed her home and climbed through her window , taking advantage of her drunken state . the police was called on him but eventually dropped prosecutions . the woman , who’s the victim of this situation , was in distress , wanting to be far away from this threat . when she came to his firm for help and asked for protection against her aggressor , they immediately filed a civil claim to restrain him from approaching her . armin stayed long nights at his office , turning and flipping the case over and over .  he’d come home later than usual , his under eyes darkened and brows pulled by a thread of concern . you admired him for working so hard , but had to remind him that at the end of the day , he could only do his job and convince the jury . the rest , sadly , didn’t depend on him . that made him let out a frustrated groan ,

“ god , i wish i could do more . i really do…” . his voice cracked the smallest bit at the end of his sentence , and you knew he was reaching his limit . you grabbed onto his hand and brought it to your lips , pressing soft kisses against his knuckles to which he responded by stroking your cheek gently . “ i know . it will be okay . i’m sure she’s grateful to find people who believe her and are willing to help to this extent- you barely sleep over this , armin . this will mean much more to her than you can imagine .” 

your words came out soothingly and you felt him go silent for a bit before he moved from his position to be able to lay his head on your chest . in the mornings he dressed up to be the man the world demanded of him , but as soon as he was with you , he could strip bare and let his emotions be . your hand found his hair , and begin stroking it with all the love you could transfer him . you felt something damp on your skin and the hint of a silent sniffle broke through the silence and you knew he’d been crying . it wasn’t just because of the case , it was only the result of so many days of frustration , sleeplessness and realization of how unfair this world could be . he was a happy man – content with his work , head over heels with you . it’s just that sometimes , days could be so heavy . you didn’t say anything , instead bringing your lips to his head to press small kisses . his grip around you tightened and he held onto what you could give him in this moment .“ i love you…” you whispered to him which he answered back in a small tone . “ i’m so proud of you.”

the words seemed to have ceased his crying and he exhaled a lungful of sorrow . the man slowly detached from you , pressing a kiss at the very swell of your breast before his climbed closer to your face and his lips found their home over yours . time seemed to have stretched out as you didn’t know how long you guys had been kissing , but you fell asleep against him , lips still occasionally caressing his as he whispered sweet words against your mouth . there was something about his voice . it was bright , soothing and a little breathy , with the kind of timbre that soaked into your skin . you held you close and loved you deeply . you had drifted again but what woke you up wasn’t the distant sound of rain . rather , a pair of hands gripping gently at your waist while a pair of lips traced a lustful path down your inner thigh . “ armin…” you called out to your husband softly . “ my love,” his voice rose between your legs as his fingers hooked around your panties to discard the material . “ i love you so much .” you breathed out heavily , the feeling of his breath so close to your skin sending ripples of pleasure down your spine . he inches closer to your core , his pace dangerously slow . you grabbed onto the sheets to hold yourself down . 

“ i can’t imagine my world being better than this . you breathe life back into me - my sweet wife,” his tongue darted into your core . “ armin, pl-“ the words died at the tip of your tongue as his mouth took over , stroking you where it made your legs shake . streaks of pink and orange could be seen in the morning sky across your window that was opened behind him and you could see the strands of blonde hair move against your leg . bright blue eyes full of longing gazed up at you and your heart pummeled against your chest . his mouth moved faster against you , lapping and flicking where he knew you’d love . you cried out for him , and he responded every time , taunting you , pushing your resolve . he was good at what he was doing . he never missed a chance to make you come undone multiple times . he had learned your body well , knew every spot that made your toes curl and lips tremble . your lids fell shut , exhaling a breathy moan as warmth coursed through your body . you knew it was close , your lower stomach clenched and your hand fisted his hair . at the zenith of your pleasure , as you cried out to him and he pinned you close , something shifted within you . you loved him , you loved him even more than you did yesterday , even if you didn’t think it was possible . the orgasm crashed onto your body like a tidal wave and your world lapsed into silence . 

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