#bkg knows hes a shifter… knows hes human…

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i was thinking abt how i portray reader & her feelings in holding out and tbh she isnt rly. in love with bkg (yet) LOL. like… he’s a dragon… if anything bkg is the one in love with her 😋 i made her interactions w him v platonic in ch1-2 and things only shifted in ch3 after the basilisk thing bc it made bkg realize how down bad he was heehee. but only for bkg. reader’s still in her own lane. 💪 its the one sided pining okay

but like. she’s still emotionally attached to him. cuz she was the only one who really KNEW knew him—him, a dragon, that has not been seen for centuries in the human realm. it would make anyone feel special, i think. and she still grew close to him over the months they spent together… enough to form a friendship. so its only natural for her to be distraught when he leaves 🥺 and for her to miss him 🥺

#i wanted to clarify a few things but ofc interpret the fic how u want whatev #just some of my heavy ruminating as i try to sleep #i hv to get up in 2 hours to go back to campus 😒 #but yea that forehead kiss? platonic ✨ #its just like kissing a beloved dog or cat or smthn #not that im equating bkg to a pet LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #hey rmb how the summary says hes cursed… #wink wink nudge nudge #go to sleep shay it's late o'clock #bkg knows hes a shifter… knows hes human… #but reader? 🤭🤭 #so she does not have any romantic attraction to him and esp not when hes a dragon #but if things were to change…….. if a certain curse was gone….. 🤔🤔🤔 things would be different #confusing for reader ofc. but different #which ties into the sequel 😌 #does that make sense im trying so hard to be vague w out giving much away #jeez i need to finish ch4 already so i can talk more abt it 😒