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#blind luck... but to instead analyze the circumstances and iterate on recreating them. and i think one of my artist friends who i deeply
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#another journal entry ๐ for the void
#i have not been sleeping well for the past 2 wks ๐ตโ๐ซ i always wake up like clockwork after 5-6 hrs which feels like not nearly enough
#i feel like i've done everything there is to do (consistent exercise + consistent sleep times + earplugs + weighted blanket + no caffeine)
#last night i took melatonin too but no... same problem staying asleep ๐ญ
#ahh whatever. i'm just frustrated that it has to be this way :(
#anyways in an act of spite i reread like the 4 wips that have been sitting in my drafts from the past few weeks
#i think something that will never cease to surprise me about writing is that more effort/time doesn't necessarily translate to better
#results; i suppose that's the case with all kinds of art but
#it does feel somewhat unintuitive. one of my fav professors in uni said to not dismiss those 'lightning in a bottle' moments (in art) as
#blind luck... but to instead analyze the circumstances and iterate on recreating them. and i think one of my artist friends who i deeply
#respect said something similar (wrt artistic rituals/setup). i have too many thoughts on writing and on my own creative processes and
#weaknesses to fit into any number of tags here. :') that said...
#*shakes ch2 draft* after everything i did and all the hours i spent WHY are you still so bad?!!! D: i am baffled and frustrated.
#and why do i prefer this other [redacted] draft which i hammered out with utterly no regard towards the quality??
#anyways. back to the drawing board i guess T.T
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