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#bowman said hes proud of me and i immediately broke.because like
toppatturmoil
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#feelihhgn emotions sgain but jm running outof stupid picyures sotherefor i csn no longer he open abt my feelings/jokr
#ok anyways. probably gonnadeletw this wgen i wake up
#since imCcryjng but tryingto not Sob intp yhe micropjhone
#bowman said hes proud of me and i immediately broke.because like
#my parents never said that. they never gave me that
#they never gave me support when i was growing up. sure they do now but im almost an adult. thats really late
#never got those 'im proud of you' comments so it means a lot to hear it especiallt from him
#because. yknow.hes My Dad
#and ALSO. he would never yell at me for 10 minutes for just barely bumping my bag on a car
#at least i hope not SKGWKGKSHFW
#oknope had to mute because i started cryinng rlly hard
#i lkeep thinking abt it.the fact that he said hes proud of me.calling me bright
#i never got that. i got called lazy because i didnt understand my work
#sso hearing it now judt. it hurts but it doesnt
#likr it feels niceto hear it but at the same time it feels like i. dont deserve that
#feelds like i dont deserve the kindness hes granting me. because i havent gotten any for yknow
#17 years!
#so it feels. soWrong to hear it. but at the same time i want to hear it more. NEEDto uear it more
#it feels selfish saying that idk
#ok im done.going back to crying my eyes out
#tbd
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