why am i flipping so quickly between ‘this person is EVIL and NOT to be trusted they long to HURT me and i must STAY away’ and *literally falling in love with them* djksjfhgjksdfhgk and it’s many people too, like multiple nurses, caught myself gazing at the PSYCHIATRIST today thinking wow he is a fun teddy bear i want to sleep next to him TF??? the other day u were going insane over how much u hate this psychiatrist and want to move hospitals just to get away from him jdfhkgjdsf i know it’s because my trauma activated brain’s going nuts but PLS.......
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