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yeppeudaaa · 2 years

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hello i got bored

they say it's a privilege to be bored. i still don't get why LOL.

it's still me-- your tired (100% bc of my current job), silly, emotional, edgelord who's once again turning into writing as a form of therapy. therapy whomst? i have tumblr and my english words...thing. anyway, it's already april aka my birth month! bc i wanna look tsundere or sound like one, i keep on telling people to not really give my birthday that much importance but on the contrary, i really look forward to it that i pretty much chill for the entire month. i really don't want anything else as a gift (bc minimalism, duh!) so that's good. my bf gave me a coach bag and i had asked my mom to pay 2k for the bdo cc for this month so uhh, yeah. i have nothing more to ask for. at 25, i honestly am not looking forward to doing more things (bc i get easily tired of it, be it hobbies, etc.) but i think i'd like to learn more about myself and really take it slow. tbh as of writing, i still don't know what i'd like to do in life. earning money is nice but thinking of something else i'd love to do (perhaps for the rest of my life) that could also be a form of income is hard and terrifying. for me, at least. i am also having second thoughts about college bc lol i already earn decent (??) money so why should i even bother going back? it only looks good on paper imho LMAO. but let me think about it again. also just to praise myself (praise kink LMFAO i'm embarassing) i think i've somewhat managed how to do household chores apart from cooking, which i am yet to explore. atleast i finally got something right LMAO. for my 25th birthday, i would love to find my purpose in life. i've been doing it for the past years but i really can't seem to know. who am i even? LMAO. how many times have i changed myself just to keep people? :( well, let me introduce myself again.

my name is _____ joy _____, 24 years old. i love cats and the color pink. i prefer to be quiet but when i find you cool and nice, i might open up myself (a bit) to you. i do not like inconveniences (be it minor or major LMAO) and i always find ways to make life easier for me, at the cost of...uh...things and maybe, people? :( i am a homebody and i would prefer to stay indoors rather than go outside. i give things with all my might until i'm emptied out. i also do care about how my actions impact the world that we live in so as much as possible, i really try to minimize my carbon footprint. but when i get pissed off (usually over minor inconveniences) i just release all of my wrath. i also am trying to be better at taking care of myself by releasing all the stress and negativity into working out. i have been doing pilates and i'm trying to keep at it by doing it atleast 2 to 3 times a week. and i love reading about horoscopes and all that corny shit (srsly, i should really get back to reading books be it digital or not.) i also do believe in manifestations so here's a list of what i plan to achieve/pursue and manifest:

be more grateful

be more active (physically LMAO)

be more conscious (slow-living and minimalism FTW)

finally let go of my baggages :(

save up for the future

spend more time with my mom

venture into crypto, stocks and freelancing

find a passive income/another source of income

i think that'll be all for now. heh. the ones in bold are what i'm currently anxious about LOL JK. but yeah, i really want another source of income when i haven't even saved up yet. welp.

thank you for not giving up, self.

also, thank you to those who'd always believed in me and what i am capable of.

#0304dailydiary

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hhuta · 3 years

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not you still calling me the hungarian anything connoisseur after the name debacle 😭 i appreciate it but do i deserve it | i am,, so powerful,,, good for her tho! looking forward to it | nothing and no one can stop the power of my rambling and youtube comments >:) (other than thinking ppl think i'm annoying. that'll shut me up rq lmao) also i think the woman is his new wife(apparently rebecca is his old dead wife? idk i skimmed the synopsis on tvtropes. also did u know pia dowes was in it) -3D

not the hungarian production tho she played mrs danvers(?) in at least one german version | yes i'm gonna be a millionaire at my first official job(you may be thinking "well mor probably won't get you that much" you're right but i'm gonna make it so successful it'll get me even MOR(E) then i'm gonna donate to some charities or w/e | okay now you have to say why bc now i'm suspicious(i do know it closed v quickly) | it is why couldn't florent have been italian smh -3D

YES!

u really are unstoppable

oohhh right. I KNOOWOWWWWWWWW i wanted to watch it just for her lkdjslk but im sure its overall good and that it has bangers! win win for me! my friend loves it and i trust her taste. is she biased bc she, herself, is called rebecca? yes but thats besides the point.

OH THE DREAMM... when u do get that job u tell them to hire me as well thank u

uhm. well. i cant speak for anyone else but the reasons why i disliked it were.. idek anymore tbh i watched it last year.. i remember being extremely mad at how different the plot was from the books oh thats a thing. bookS. they crammed two books in a 2 hour long musical........ the movie interview with the vampire is a little lot different from the book but its fine u know its still good but god idk what they were thinking with the changes for the musical!!!!!! nicolas is my favourite character and they destOYED MY CHILD... RUINED HIS STORY... also i remember i didnt like the songs either :/ also its a vampire musical and thERES NO BLOOD? EVER I THINK???????? and im so sad bc the cast was amazing, the or i gi n a l story is amazing, musicals are amazing like??? this was supposed to be a HIT BUT NOOOOooo it all went wrong.

ANDDDDD THE FUNNIEISSTTT PARTTT ISSSSSSS

the whole second book is about lestat being a rockstar u know a mU SI CI AN U KNOW WHO SINGSSSSSS AND THIS PLOT??? IS NOT??? IN THE MUSICAL????? AAAAA????????????????? bitch... if im mad rn u should have seen me when i watched it god.

#if im not mad at smth tvc related then am i even alive #oh also i forgot to say i think i watched the broadway version and apparently the og san francisco version is a little different idk how #much better or worse #asks #3d anon

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