#but for their eldest chidlren they did get to watch grow up—god they would be devestated if they did not know how deeply eyrie loves them

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eyrie truly does kinda detest thancred at parts in ShB HUH

#i was doing some feeing out a thought writing and not Howdy eyrie is so….frustrated with him #I can look at all of the pieces of how it goes from player perspective but how he treats minifilia makes their skin crawl #how he so angrily places blame on her shoulders + his utter lack of talking to her about anything #the BROODING—it drives them bonkers how he broods and walks away from any conversation #mayhaps y’sthola shouldn’t have been so harsh when Minfilia was right there to hear it. no it was unfair to her #but he needed to hear that and hear it from her in her harsh manner #it drives eyrie up the wall to see her treated as such #they know thancred cares but it doesn’t mean anything if she doesnt know it #he lets his grief cloud so much of their relationship to where she feels as if he resents her #and it bothers eyrie so much #yes they have their own failings as a parent and they know full well how much they have not been there #that obligations and fears drove them away from many of their children before those children could remember them #but for their eldest chidlren they did get to watch grow up—god they would be devestated if they did not know how deeply eyrie loves them #they would be heartbroken if there was ever a shadow of doubt of how much eyrie loved them #are they projecting a bit? yeah definitely #but it’s so upsetting for them to see what is going on #especially when minifilia gravitates towards them #part is her admiration of them through stories and actions on the first #but they’re just so open and caring for her? part of their love for her is merely the Echo #but they still hold great affection for her and it’s heartbreaking that thancred refuses to treat her as such #jsjdjdkd im neck deep in my ShB replay and I’m just. sitting here in the weird sauce #this isn’t me being thancred critical or the like I get the arc that is happening with him #i understand it. sadly eyrie is trapped in the narrative without the foresight and narrative Context so they get to suffer #oc: eyrie kisne

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An all human, modern version of Starlight Guilt would be so fucking creepy. Like, unbelievable levels of fucked up.

Iiiiiick, taking the humanity out of certain characters reeeeeeeeeally lowers the creep factor

Like just-

Spoilers + fucked up shit under cut

All human cast means the Oblivion are like.... a fucking gang or smth

And- 🤢 The scouts are the Oblivion equivalent of children...... 😨

Which would make- 🤢 Fuck, taking Starlight Guilt beat for beat and translating it directly to humans is fucking horrifying- Fucking Stardust's mother fucking KIDNAPS Oblivion CHILDREN for her own CHILDREN to fight (TO THE DEATH SOMETIMES) and fucking, keeps the Oblivion children in her fucking basement until they die, what the fuck!

and like- fucking- 🤢 The Oblivion aren't treating their children much better!? Fucking- kids are sent out, ON THEIR OWN, to gather information and come back to relay it to the Hive (Jesuz fuck, the Oblivion are a fucking cult, not just a gang 😨) and they produce enough kids that just- just loosing them ISN'T A FUCKING PROBLEM????

Gosh and I haven't even gotten to like, one of the fucking creepiest parts!

Ficking! In SG (Starlight Guilt) original fucking SD lets one of the more powerful Oblivion in bc it's smart enough to trick him into thinking it's his friend! Which means in all human world 🤢 Fucking- ADULT HUMAN MAN being a FUCKING STALKER CREEP and fucking- TALKS TO THIS ITTY-BITTY INNOCENT CHILD THROUGH THE FUCKING DOOR or on the phone FOR FUCKING DAYS when he's sure NO ONE ELSE IS AROUND

OH MY GOD, THIS IS SO UNBELIVABLY CREEPY!

AND HE FUCKING 🤮HE MAKES THIS POOR, ISOLATED KID BELIEVE HE HAS FUCKING FRIENDS, AND HE - oh my god, this is so fucking creepy- THE OBLIVION CONVINCE THIS POOR KID TO LET THEM IN THE FUCKING HOUSE (oh god, SD's mother isolates her children inside the house 🤢Oh my fucking god, she leaves these poor kids (who she's only taught how to fight) alone, unsupervised, for HOURS 😨 OH MY GOD, and some of them are sick, like, unbelievably sick, like-🤢OH MY FUCKING GOD, WHERE IS SHE GETTING THESE CHIDLREN!?!?!?!?!? In canon she makes them out of starlight, but she doesn't fucking have a partner to sex up, how did she fucking get these kids in the Human AU, what the actual fuck?? Is she- is she??? Is she fucking- 🤢Oh my god, in canon she make these children with the express purpose of being weapons 🤢Is she fucking is she going around and making kids with the most powerful people she can find???? and fucking 🤢🤢🤢 doing experiments on them to make them stronger as babies, fucking them up in the process???? Is she fucking kidnapping them???? She makes literally dozens of children in cannon 😨) AND FUCKING 😨😨😨 HE FUCKING INVITES HIS FRIENDS IN AND THEY SLAUGHTER SD'S ENTIRE FAMILY IN FRONT OF HIM!?!?!?!? AND FUCKING- THEY LEAVE HIM ALIVE AS SOME SORT OF FUCKED UP THANKS??????

AND HE JUST 😨😨😨HE JUST SITS THERE IN HORROR WATCHING HIS FAMILY'S FUCKING BODIES COOL???? UNTIL THE POLICE FIND HIM BC THE NEIBHGORS REPORTED SCREAMING AND THE FRONT DOOR'S OPEN????

(He doesn't have a magical world to escape into here, on my god, this is so fucked up; SD goes from so excited to share/ introduce his friends and then- 🤢 it goes downhill so fast 😨)

And- and- fuck! The only way to have normal people in similar positions to the gods in canon SG is if- oh my god, this is so fucked- The only way is if fucking, their mom is 🤢 On top of teaching them how to fight, she's teaching them how to fucking manipulate people into doing their will??? Their mother is like "It's time for DIY Cult, kiddos!" ✨(0ڡ <) 🤢 She has the kids fucking pick people who are at rock bottom, the lowest part of their life, and lift them up, help them grow until they worship the kids like gods. And like, the eldest is 18 at least 😨 early 20s at most. And that would be their only thing they do outside of the house 😨

And the- 🤢 and the fucking fanatic followers (who would be gods in canon) fucking 🤢 when they hear about what happened, they- THEY BLAME THE FUCKING KID!? He's like- He's like 6!😨 They're like "If you hadn't opened the door, they would still be here" and fucking- the only ones who don't blame him are the ones who follow the sickliest of the siblings, who have been preparing for their "god"s death and who their "god" has been preparing to take care of their littlest brother who's not old enough to start gathering followers (Stardust), but they're not exactly berrating the other followers either????

And??? And???? This goes on for Years?????

SD tries to make it up to his siblings' followers, but they still hate him - They're all older than him- and he decides they're right to hate him and he tries to fucking commit suicide???? But it doesn't work, so he's found and gets put in a foster home or smth and things start to get better, but then the Oblivion rear their ugly heads and clock the fanatical followers as connected to SD's family so they come in trying to hunt them down, so the followers come running back to SD who, despite their hatred of him, they still see as some sort of god??? and it hasn't actually been that long since SD tried to change his ways, so it's easy to fall back into old patterns and he just- he tries so hard to fix things, but there's nothing to fix, he's just a kid and he can't protect them, but he does know the Oblivion are after his family, so instead of letting the followers get fucking iced, he willingly offers himself up to the Oblivion and fucking- he lets them EXECUTE HIM????? And the fully grown adults who sought a child for help FUCKING CELEBRATE???? AND ALL THIS SHIT HAPPENS RIGHT AS STARDUST HITS FUCKING PUBERTY??????

Like- this is some fucking gang-cult mix and they're having a gang-cult war

Unbelivably fucked. There is so much wrong with this. So much.

Oh my god, I thought the "Oblivion Take SD in Instead of Trying to Save Him for Last (to eat) AU" (Aka. the Infiltrator AU) was fucked up. This is so much worse! (fuck fuck fuck, but a human verion of that AU would be even more fucked than this 🤢)

#Starlight Guilt #I repeat #SD is NOT ok #this is so sick and twisted #Oh my god #human experimentation #child soldiers #cult #gangs #tw stalking #scapegoat #murder #oc #tw suicide #negligence #tw abuse #tw child abuse #tw child murder #tw child death #this is so fucked up