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#but geez it'd be pretty pathetic if even a romance I made up in my head didn't end up with someone choosing me
rubenesque-as-fuck
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Anybody else slowly disassociating more and more as you slowly lose all of your touchstones in this world?
#it can't be just me right
#also i am stoned and can't sleep why is it already past 2am damn
#disassociation
#no close family any more
#one half sister where we have a weird relationship because i basically raised her for a while
#so when we're around each other we just remind each other of our horrific childhoods and various mental health issues from that
#all of my friends either live too far away are too busy with their own lives and loves (understandable) or have just forgotten me
#starting to feel like I imagined that whole fling with d
#but geez it'd be pretty pathetic if even a romance I made up in my head didn't end up with someone choosing me
#then again I have trouble enjoying fantasies too far from the realm of possibility and maybe it's just not realistic to have someone want me
#as more than a passing entertainment lol
#anyway every day i feel less like a real person and more like a ghost or something imaginary or like a stranger in my own body
#dang man i wish i could afford therapy i probably could use some huh
#although my last therapist was pretty lackluster honestly
#mental health
#life of faye
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