#but id be surprised if i didn’t relapse again yknow

[noidedgirl]

im still reeling i got posted on r/relationshipadvice…. for self harming….. i……

#hey i’ve been clean 60 days #soooo i deserve a medal or something #ughhh im scared im going to do it again and she’s going to decide im too mentally i’ll and drop me #like her reaction the first and only time i relapsed was insane #and i don’t even blame her #if i was in the position of reading that post and offering her advice id say break up it’s not worth it too #like….. idk. idek. #i just feel like i really actually am a problem for her… #txt #and there’s two responses obv change or don’t change #and i’ve been trying so hard to change #but id be surprised if i didn’t relapse again yknow #what happens if i fail and she finds out…