#but since everyone is so invested in his obsession with that saultry little binch in the bottom lsft

[killajust]

binghe's fandom is very committed

#not me tho id sell him to satan for one corn chip at this point #i REALLY need to reread sv to rekindle whatever affection i have for him kfjskjf #i always say the only one i care about is the one in my head and like #i wish it werent true but the more time i spend outside the source #and inside the fandom w everyone's takes n shit the less i like him #this makes me sad. i wanna go back #unfortunately tho i think they are correct and im in the wrong here #i very much do not belong in this fandom fkjgsfjk #i love all mxtx's characters equally! (2 seconds later) i don't care for binghe #but i want to. so maybe id better give him another chance when the time comes #he wont ever have any kind of grip on me like song lan does (has 2 lines and is dead the whole fucking time) #but i'm not asking for that either #like i WOULD like him probably if he didnt have the ONE trait i cannot stand #which is the one thing everyone loves him for #and which sadly defines his entire character #so ALAS! #all i want for him is the ability to form meaningful bonds with more than one person #but since everyone is so invested in his obsession with that saultry little binch in the bottom lsft #i am alone in this probably. nobody cares if he has 0 friends #all he needs is his guy. #its not for me it doesnt tickle my brain good #im on a roll today i just need to get this OUT somewhere safe or i will go literally insane #so much shit has been bubbling up in me is2g #the reason lwj is number one mxtx ML champion for me is bc he actually gives a fuck about people outside of wwx #even xue yang shows a little more goddamn social instinct #<- cannot go two seconds without mentioning xue yang #nah but real. the thing that stuck out to me for sv was the like. i guess reveal #like 'your mother did love you' kind of deal w/e that was memory is fuzzy #and that meaning something. #that + him kinda waiting on the outskirts for sqq to come to him had me thinking maybe there was room for development