#check back in one month or week or smthin and ill be shellshocked mouthing it quiet under my breath like a mantra

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OOOuuuu!!! that new lebron movie is on my gatekeeeeeeep OUUU!! imma watch GOOD tonight!!

#having lows sucks bcs i hate feeling the unnecessary and that puts me in the unnecessary a LOT #it makes me feel unnecessary and makes other important shit feel unnecessary so that just adds to my overall feeling of unnecessary bcs i #UGH anyways WE CLIMBIN OUTTA IT!! ..for now!! then it's gonna be another dip next month probably but whateverwhatever #we refocus for the now ig #ANYWAYS WHAT I MEAN 2 SAY WITH THIS #i looove watching/indulging in things by myself as i climb outta emotional drops #and then when im feelin peppy again i get to share everything new ive been building back up with my loved ones !!! #who are always so willing n happy cus theyre jus happy to be with a happy me again #but also bcs i only share the best of the best or the best of the worst lol #i arrive from my regular volcanic eruptions with a single leaf i somehow saved beneath the rubble #but man if it aint shiny!!!! #anyways!!! #cant wait to get my watch on <33!! #NO MORE TALKIN!! MOVIE TIME!! ALONE TIME BUT YAY !!! YES! ALONE TIIIIME 🥰🥰 #check back in one month or week or smthin and ill be shellshocked mouthing it quiet under my breath like a mantra #looking like a soldier in the barracks but the dirt kinda barracks where u find a rat where ur friends heart should be #ANYWAYS YALL #this time i mean yall as in ALL YALL my MOOTS my friendly southern yaaaall🥰 #sorry i rlly need to start specifyin.. i just love the word yall #lets chat our onions on it afterward!!! if yall have any whose seen it!!! if not imma chat anyways yall know i looove chitchattin #OK GOOD? GOOD 🥰