#chem n prac res today idk made me realize how. i am with sciences n maths n idk those typa stem stuff in general

[noxtivagus]

classes done for the day 🫶🏼

#🌙.rambles #the courses i have on wednesday . mwah mwah #thinking abt it n i really can't deny that. i am 'smart' #my performance though in school does not match my intelligence though #i am very aware of my own potential n that. i've always been a fast learner yeah #never quite the best at something but i'm satisfied n happy enough w being well enough on a lot of things i love #when it comes to music n writing n designing or wtvr arts i've always been strong w being creative #on writing while i'll say i'm better w creative writing. i'm good at academic writing too #thinking abt that n Yeah #being shy n feeling anxious makes me a bit less proficient in speaking i think #not the best but still better than average w yh speaking n all #if i were to be blunt i think i'd even say actually that i underestimate my own skill regarding that aspect but yeahhhh #thinking abt it n #impostor syndrome.... 💀 #i've always had a good memory n observative i forgot the word & also good w analysis #while i can't deny i do have a lot of natural intelligence n. yh hard work mostly too #my curiosity i'd say. one of my biggest drives. i find life interesting. the universe. everything in it #i genuinely find it all so fascinating n i just love to ponder n wonder abt so much things #& i love to express myself too through stories. yk also taking in all that lovely knowledge 🫶🏼 #chem n prac res today idk made me realize how. i am with sciences n maths n idk those typa stem stuff in general #relating to that there's also me w video games like ffxiv n high end hard content. n also YEAH me w the way i think n feel in this world #sometimes it gets overwhelming but now's not one of those times so i really feel how much i love all that for me. i'm actually so sleepy rn #learning.... i love learning sm isn't there just so much to this world. #i wna write more but i am actually so sleepy