#covid decided to flare up my muscle disorder and breathing was hard for a while there

[castielafflicted]

you might see me "posting" but actually i am fighting for my life

#zeph posting #covid decided to flare up my muscle disorder and breathing was hard for a while there #slightly worse than the worst its ever gotten with solely the muscle shit. and that freaked me out #but also it was clearly like 75% muscular so its not like im going to go to the hospital or some shit when its going to go away #but the muscle stuff makes my intercostal muscles seize up somewhat and its not fun #and i cant do my main way to deal with it rn and so i had to make do with heating pads and an ice pack #and im like. mostly fine now. #but im definitely out of it from pain and sick #yes im posting no im not paying attention #i vaguely understand that misha fucked up but i am quite literally in too much pain and too sick to even process anything #yes im posting no i have no idea what im reblogging seconds later