#cuz ive been talking with classmates and friends and we all think its kinda useless

[lucasoliko]

I really hope college doesn't end me this year cuz last year i barely had any time to draw things i actually wanted to draw and everything i did was schoolwork that i didn't even enjoy doing/didn't like how it turned out, i just want to draw silly cowboys or stuff that reminds me of the silly dress up cowboy game pls let me be free

#it's honestly hell #esp when im forced to do it traditionally like ik its important but at the same time its so time consuming #i cant paint a portrait in a week pls #i would love to learn to do stuff traditionally but its very time consuming and u cant teach how to do it in just a couple of 2 hour classe #i might dropout but well see....... #cuz ive been talking with classmates and friends and we all think its kinda useless #we dont learn anything we're just there to waste our time #and get a title that wont even mean anything #in the long-run #or just like. ever honestly #i want to focus on my portfolio and i cant do that with college #sigh #lucabla #anyway i start classes on monday if i start posting less that's why :/ #i wouldnt be complaining as much if the classes weren't +6 hours everyday #how am i supposed to focus on my portfolio and be a human being like that ?!?!?!?!