#dont come @ meh

[aether-weather]

he got his borgar u guys!!! :DD

fun fact: this shadow design is from an au of mine! i'll probably yap abt it later but rn its 6 am and i have to get up in 20 minutes so. goodnight lmao

#i love the way i drew maria so much ill never be able to peak like this again #this is my one decent human drawing for the rest of the year. thanks for coming out everyone #shadow looks meh :/ #idk what i did in the sketching stage that i dont normally do but he looks different and its making me mad #hes my little guy!! i should be able to draw him the same all the time!! what the flip!!! >:((( #anyways it is now 7 am so im gonna stop complaining and just post this #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic #sonic fanart #shadow the hedgehog #shadow the ultimate lifeform #shadow fanart #shadow the hedgehog fanart #maria robotnik #sonic au #sonic fandom #sonic art #sonic the hedghog fanart #blacklight au #<- the name of the au i was talking about #so if you wanna see more art for this au go here!! #this'll be my first post about it so theres not much in the tag rn but hopefully ill be confident enough to share more in the future!! :) #dex draws

[glitter-alienz]

yall remember good genes from 2k3 tmnt? yaaah..

snake-turtle mutant, very creature

[doodles of donnie with leo and mikey] [donnie kills mikey (comic)]

#i was gonna wait until i finished updating the masterposts but meh #he's very silly!!! #his mutation totally wasnt painful and traumatizing to both him and his family #this why ou dont bring dead snakes home..they will come back to life and bite you </3 #👽 my art #note app doodles #tmnt omniverse #tmntov #tmntov donnie #tmnt au #tmnt iteration #tmnt fan iteration #tmnt 2012 #rottmnt #tmnt #tmnt fanart #tmnt good genes #tmnt donatello #tmnt donnie #2012 tmnt #tmnt 2003 #2003 tmnt #tmnt 2k3 #tmnt art #tmntov art

[catboyrightsdefender]

my babyboy

#didnt post him here at first cause meh but you know. two days after i dont find him ugly so here he comes #this was my first robin in MONTHS im kinda rusty skkdkdkd #those pics of him sitting like that got to me ok... #bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts robin #my art

[flufallo]

I know it's not the real thing but I want to go

#school bus graveyard #sbg #*books flight to georgia* #i hope theres no phantoms there tho #ill force my friends to come and dress up 😈 #ill be ashlyn #and i have a aiden and taylor #idk the others yet oops #i have little friends #3s a crowd #elegiadly #i dont think so #my family can be phantoms 🥰 #i dont even look like ash... im not ginger i dont have freckles and i cant do any ballet at all #oops #meh #why do i always put this many tags 😭 #i have a problem tbh

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#its seems we really may be at the end of vanity #i missed a call from my dad and thought we might be in a connors birthday situation but no. not yet #he did say that it feels like this is it bc my mom's situation is complicated bc she has so much wrong at this point #its like a h0use md episode. the doctors dont seem to kno what to do and shes not very coherent #so my dad was saying that i should look at flights and by tonight hell let me kno if i should pull the trigger and buy a one way ticket home #it sucks. he sounds rough. i feel so bad for him. his wife of 29 years is dying #its not fair. shes only 53 #i wanna be there but im stuck here across the country. i wanna go home. thats a bit frighting tho bc itll take me at least 10 hrs to travel #and i dont want her to die while im in the air but i also dont want her to suffer #i hope she gets better but if she doenst i hope its fast. there dont seem to do any good options. shes so tried and its so complicated #and if she does get better than this then what would that even mean? my sister says it doesnt feel like there will b a better anymore after #this. and bless her to the ends of the earth she reached out this morning and was giving me updates #comforting to kno im not just being dramatic. its actually just really bleak #its kinda funny tho. my sister was like meh it doesnt seem so bad and then like 10min later she was like yeah no i was wrong its sorta #horrible apprently shes been deterorating #god. if i go back home do i take clothes for a funeral? do i keep up to date with my genomics class? will i become offset from my graduate #cohort? will i get my wish to play with legos at home? all questions worth considering #well. ill deal with whatever comes. so it goes. itll b fine. i mean ill b fine #just sad ya kno? #three weeks ago she was alright and saying she could fly out to take care of me after oral surgery #now shes dying #unrelated

[spirallingstarcases]

a random wip for a tatt design i never went through w haha

#okay now for the actual thing i wanna talk abt #i wanna open up a kofi cause i kinda need the money but at the same time i know i dont rly offer much and my art is kinda meh #and my writing is eeeeh so taking money because i’m known for that makes me feel like a terrible person #and i knoooow that it’s not up to me to tell people what to spend their money on but come on. this can’t actually be #like #what u want to put ur funds towards #gah. anyways #comms is the next option but i don’t have the time or the skills to do comms #and it’s scawy #it’s all just so scary all the time #sigh #maybe i should just sell feet pics

[junotter]

sometimes researching for avatar redesigns has you 6 layers deep into the Japan's Meiji era allies wiki

#im trying to mess with some of the stuff that feels weird about the ways the fire nation is depicted idk #like i do not feel optically it is good for like them to be so heavily based on japan's imperialist actions #while dressed in clothes that come from places japan colonized #but i dont want it to just be solely japanese though i did draw zuko and azula in hakama but its largely cause i wanted to draw hakama #and like the only place with strong japanese influence being kiyoshi island and my own frustration with the modern day samurai depiction #i think fundamentally it isnt a choice that had as much thought as i am putting in put into it but it does raise an eyebrow for me #anyway i think keeping the thai influence is fine despite the brief invasion japan had into thailand due to thailand then allying with japa #and further allying with the axis due to allying with japan #ugh and ive been told not to think this much about it because its fiction but its also fiction so so so heavily based on real places #and when you base fiction on real cultures you fall into some unintentional pitfalls #i also fucking hate the royal fire nation robes they look so meh and the most costumey out of everything in the show #they look like heavy blankets despite being a supposedly hot nation #theres ways to have heavy robes (heian era japan) but they look like i make them out of fleece and velvet blankets #back to kiyoshi island i think the really only aesthetically japanese reference in the show being an island of noble warriors is lame #plus over done #it feels like nowadays theres a lot of people who get all whiney about people saying fire nation is based off japan #but like dude the creators in the comics and korra like go even more into the japanese influence and clearly it was the original intentions #also i do think you could do some pretty interesting world building by having say there be an older cultural influence on kiyoshi island #from the fire nation especially if the place is established as a central port area then you tie in some okinawan or even hawaiian reference #and gives an explanation that makes sense to why kiyoshi stands out from the rest of the earth kingdom you have long term cultural trading #and it establishes interesting relationships even pre kiyoshi time thereby drawing back onto some real historic references #cause for awhile ryukyu china and japan used to be this trading triangle which could explain some of these various influences going on #i think you can get a really interesting harmony when you create the fire nation out of a mix of japan and thailand #i mean both have these floating buildings due to living on some pretty wet lands and theres harmony in that mix #god i did see one person go like “fire nation is more based on china because theres a lot of red and red is important in china” #my brother in christ red is also important in japan #red is important in like many many asian cultures #i mean of course a lot of that importance stems from china and cultural exchange with china but idk kinda silly to say with your whole ches #like if you want to bring china in then the dragons are the biggest thing like sure some mythos has dragons in japan #but a lot of those comes from china in some way

[just-a-whumping-racoon-with-wifi]

So I got to the supernatural episode where Cas goes to super hell.

Honestly?

…huh

#I dont. really get it. #and also it might be my asexual ass but like #i didn’t see the cass and Dean love connection #idk maybe it’s more nuanced then I recognized #I knew it was coming but I forgot watching the show #meh

[luyo-mi]

Hey, it’s been a while since you last posted, just wanted to check in, are you alright?

I got ✨hospitalized✨ tehe

#And THEN LITERALLY THE DAY AFTER I COME HOME SOMEONE VANDALIZED MY HOUSEEE #ITS BEEN A COUPLE OF FUCK ALL WEEKS #my luck is the worst there is #it just like that time when the one and only day I dont wear a mask #i get covid and sent to the ER #i was covid free for like 4 years too #never taking off my mask ever again #i couldnt even walk omg #I couldnt taste anything either #and that was even worse lets be honest #no feeling in my legs? meh #no TASTEBUDS? Just send me to hell already #Im totally okay now though #im comfy in my bed and blanket and ready to draw again 💪 #nothing can kill me except myself💪💪 #omg youre literally the sweetest person ive ever met 😭🩷 #lemme give u some smooches #mwah mwah 😘 #thelegendaryfluffypotato13🩷🎀

[cavinginhisfvce]

Dunno if I should finish writing this...😬

Aside from it being morally questionable, Dominik had gotten to know Jey rather well from working with him on storylines, he knew that the scowl he showed the world was the opposite of how he was the second the curtains were closed.

For starters, he was soft spoken, shy. His laughter wasn't larger than life, the way one would assume, but airy and wholly consuming all the same.

Jey was also incredibly tactile, more often than not the man would find some way to drape himself over Dom whenever they'd be working over their latest scripts.

None of his friends knew this, of course. They didn't know he and Jey hung out to the point of being physically affectionate. They only knew the two spent time working together. 

They didn't have a clue that Jey was someone who was pliable, easily manipulated when he trusted you, something everyone saw Roman take advantage of, yet thought nothing of.

On more than one occasion, Jey had merely taken Dom's word for things he wasn't sure about, citing that he trusted the younger enough to forgo extra research.

They thought he was brash, distrustful and closer to his on screen persona than he truly was. It was what Jey seemed to prefer.

He couldn't voice this, out of respect for Jey, of course.

#jey uso #wwe #dominik mysterio #dominik mysterio x jey uso #domjey #jeydom? #both feel meh #jey uso fanfiction #just should clarify that tjd arent bad ppl in this #they just dont see the cruelty bc their perspective is that of jey being a shitty person #none of them are #jey is actually just a baby #babygirl jey uso #dominik is also a babygirl which will come into play later in the fic if i finish it #jey uso angst #jey uso whump

[bookwyrminspiration]

Christian is genuinely and unironically throwing a hissy fit over Ana not promising to obey him in their wedding vows. like he’s actually throwing a tantrum and refusing to talk to her rn I swear to god

#50 shades trilogy #‘one of us has to be in charge for fucks sake’ NO YOU DONT THIS IS A PARTNERSHIP YOU FUCKWAD #I was neutral to meh on him before but now I HATE HIM #I though we worked THROUGH THIS ALREADY #you already came to TERMS with not being in complete control in the bedroom #WHY did you think marriage would be different #he genuinely and unironically is like Ana will come around and realize she’s being unreasonable and needs to bow to obey me #*vow #GRRR FRRR BITE BITE BITE FUCK CHRISTIAN

[redstrewn]

for some reason all the fictophilia playlists are depressing as hell 🤨 so i made a not depressed one bc having an imagination is bomb. only 5 songs rn but drop some if u know more

#my brother in christ the imagination is a blessed reprieve from reality #not touchstarved #i mean not specifically but meh #i mean these songs can also be taken in a depressing way but like they dont sound as sad as half the other playlists out there bc theyre #relatively upbeat #music #Spotify #i think i have an easier time enjoying the fact that fictional stuff aren't real bc #every real couple i know is miserable and i've been through miserable relationships so i know in my bones how reality is not what i want #like i think ive fully come to understand that there is nothing in real relationships that i want so its just like #fuck dat. even if my blorbo somehow got to be “real” i know id end up hating them with every fiber of my being eventually without fail

[pleasedontjudgeme-moldyrose]

Fallout video update

Read more bc I'm shy I don't usually edit videos

I like this more but I'm still not happy happy with it I'm not sure why, but I did add captions for the song so there's that

#oh my god i messed up the captions of course i only catch it as i post it #god dammit #the show is the fallout tv series and the song is The Weight by Amigo the Devil #ugh im gonna have to fix it #actually it was insane to make this in the first place and it'd be even more insane to reupload for a minor detail #anyway please dont find my main blog #oh honestly i should take down my main blog gifsets and post them here #also sorry if the audio is loud it sounds fine to me but my ear is kinda meh #OH and this version should be crispy #i recorded it all myself instead of stealing clips from youtube to work the idea out in first version #honestly idk what this is even #like is it a moldaver appreciation post type deal is it just cause is it a roldaver (?) thing idk #i dont know the answer dont ask #i mean come on #shes a scientist a leader a prewar rebel against vault tec and the flame mother #not looking back on my tags but i think i fixed it before it got any notes #fallout show #fallout tv series #fallout tv show #did i say moldaver already #moldaver

[snailfen]

ok i did not realize that nine billion people ship five pebbles and seven red suns i thought it was like a few outliars. hello why are there so many of you????

#everywhere i turn i see it in the tags of art posts. hello??? #dont the iterators all consider eachother like. Siblings. like its not just moon #the ancients literally considered themselves as parents to the iterators. like thats said very clearly #i dont know if they consider ALL iterators to be siblings or if they only consider other iterators within their local group to be siblings #but either way moon is still speaking generally when she tells the players the ancients were the iterators parents #like. hello #maybe its not outright said outside of moon and pebs but its still. weird..?????? #i dont wanna start shit im literally just asking. like are people skipping over this info somehow?? or something??? #even if it wasnt weird id still be meh over ships tbh. like shipping is fun! but i dont feel like any of these characters are shippable #anyways please do not come at me im just like. confused #mossball.txt #five pebbles #seven red suns #rain world

[endodoingstuff]

hiiiii wjkdjf to explain someone else's ask of you being pro-endo (and any asks you may receive in the future), "endo" is a term/label in the system community

system means multiple people one body; DID, OSDD, etc are diagnoses someone can get for this. it used to be called MPD (multiple personality disorder). there is an online community for folk who are systems

without getting too into the discourse (or "syscourse"), "endo" is an extremely hotly debated term - some people are pro-endo, some people are anti-endo, and people fight about it a lot

like. a Lot.

just wanted to let you know because you might get more asks wondering about your name. and also, unfortunately, people harassing others over discourse stances isn't uncommon. i would hope nobody would just make an assumption but there's always the chance

AH THANKS (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू) thats so nice of u, i really appreciate your explanation!

i didnt know about the term, its just the nickname i picked when i was a teen/tween lololo!!!!

im not a system so i dont feel my input in this discourse is educated enough anyway (-ω-)√

#tgank u so much anon #my nickname it meh tho #i thought i was the smartest person in the world by coming up w it #but i was like 12 so i dont blame myself

[ashtraysystem]

disclaimer: i obviously do not condone being bitchy about someone potentially faking a disorder unless it is genuinely harmful. to me fakeclaiming is just. stupid.

I find it very interesting that when I watch videos of people with tic disorders, I usually tic as well when the tics are real.

like, you know the types of people who will fake it for attention? all of the ones who ended up being confirmed fakers are people who, when i've seen their videos about their tics i do not tic when watching (usually when i see them i dont know and then do more research on the person bc of seeing comments and such). however seeing others videos as well as in real life of tics where the tics are real i end up ticcing more or in response to other's tics.

i just find it very interesting that i dont typically get the feedback loop from those who are faking tics.

#i just needed to get this off my chest #hopefully it doesnt come across poorly? #bc like #i dont really care if people fake it or not #like i care but i dont #if it doesnt affect me or the people around me then meh whatever #its just interesting how my body reacts to others #there could always be those anomalies where they are ticcing for a different reason and for some reason my body doesnt echo it #vent #ramble #tourette syndrome #tourettes #tic disorder