#drawing naked people for three hours like a painter while healing up arm/pec area = not the greatest idea i think

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it really feels strange that you can just straight up not do things if you choose to. went home instead of going to a class and the gods didnt strike me down for my negligence. what the hell?

#tbf if i DID im p sure i wouldve fucked up my recovery for a while #drawing naked people for three hours like a painter while healing up arm/pec area = not the greatest idea i think #so instead i went home early and got lunch on the way #thats fucking wild isnt it that im just now learning to not follow the madeup rules at 20. maybe this is why my development as a person #is so far behind from my peers 😭😭🤣🤣 #ppl who only gained a proper conscience at 13 rise up gang ur not alone TToTT like sure i had things that were ME b4 13 but. there were #only baseline thoughts and instincts. this i remember clearly