#emo ab my fic today folks ! working slowly but surely on it and 7 other things at once but oh we are always having emotions.

[palismet]

this chapter is giving me so much trouble but man .... man this idea is haunting me each time i scroll by it.

if we're putting the weight on luz's insecurities in the w&d nightmare scenario, that this is what she feels she is: trying to always be more than what she can be, always wishing to be understood but always falling short? she has made this world into a story of her own making, her own narrative, playing god, just like belos.

to have it pushed back at her, to hear hunter say no, no you can't save me, i'm not a character, i don't have a place in your silly stories - i don't deserve it, like something too honest to hold. to heavy a truth to handle, hurt and horror and everything terrible.

because here, it means - failure. who is the hero if they don't save everyone? if they leave someone behind?

#there's gotta be some name for the metaphor when your characters deny being characters. #' i'm not in the story ' says the story. #emo ab my fic today folks ! working slowly but surely on it and 7 other things at once but oh we are always having emotions. #scribbles. #toh fic #the owl house fic