#esp after a lifetime of terror and wondering if i'd lose everything

[littlepetbee]

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#yo. my sister came out to our mom yesterday which is something i NEVER thought would happen bc um. religious parents and all that #and it actually went super well???? #her response was instantly 'i love you unconditionally and god does too' #and she didn't condemn her at all and even said her most important callings are to serve god and love her children #which is like.............actual fucking christianity. holy shit. #and i really do think so much of this is due to the cancer...like it really put things into perspective for her. #she realized what's actually important in life #so my sister did this at the perfect time bc she was ready to say it and my mom was ready to hear it #and due to personal reasons i will NOT be following suit lmao but it's really nice to know #that if i ever /did/ come out my mom would still love me #i mean she ain't gonna be at the pride parade waving some bi flags around lmao but at least we know she accepts it and doesn't condemn #which is huge and totally enough for me tbh #esp after a lifetime of terror and wondering if i'd lose everything #anyways. yeah. fuck. WHO KNEW