#even my like safe clorhes havent been good. might have t throw on my srupid stupid evil dress with the ripped neckline

[nomaishuttle]

im alsp seepy but i cant sleep bc my HAIRS WET!! luckily it dries quicker now Due to rhe haircut but still looking at a 2 hour situation... but also i dont feel like gaming. i might cook I guess. or i could watch el movie 😏 but id have 2 get my laptop and likee. yk.. i could watch downstaurs but id have to be sure my roommates r Fully fully asleep bc i dont have headphones for my laptop (i have my phone headphones but i hate the abominable fucking thinks) so id have to just have that shit open to the elements. rawdogging the sound. caint do that if my roommates are up!

#but at the same tkme what if i want 2 cook bc my laptops so damn quiet i caint cook and watch somethin at the same time #bc i cannot fuckjng hear. #its a harsh world for a beautiful girl (me) #AND MY GF IS GONNA BE AT WORK ALL DAY TMRW ITS AAAACTUALLY EVIL. LIKE NOT HIS FAULT #but its like a 7:30-4 at his first job and then like a 4-11 or somethiny at his second #BUT. on the plys side its his last day at starbucks yayyy yayyyyy #whym i silly mode sry guys something has come over me. something fiercely. i fr feel so silly.. #maybe ill go check the mail :] #oughh also if i go downstairs at all i have t find clothes this is evil #none of my clothes are comfortable anymore i think somebody wicked has done something to them #even my like safe clorhes havent been good. might have t throw on my srupid stupid evil dress with the ripped neckline #bc its so damn comfy And always there for me #but also everytime i see the neckline i get so sad #one day when im not depressed anymore <- this will never happen but when it does. i willl sew something with that thang... or at least just #refinish the neck. since i tore it up so bsd #and it was on purpose. bc there was a hole jn the neckline and it annoyed me and i THOUGHT i could just tear the hem off real easy. as it #turns out No i couldn't. andnits baddddd. bad bsd bad. horrific #i shoulda just left it but ohhh well. too late naow