#everyone fucking defaults to problem solving for me or explaining how their dumb executive functioning brains would go about solving things

[kittykatinabag]

A short list of the things I desperately miss from the US:

Antiperspirant that actually works as intended

Good Asian food

Good American BBQ

Target

Cheap shipping

The United States Postal Service

Good Mexican food

Good Asian grocery stores

American candy brands

Cheap energy bills

Not immediately being out grouped because I have an American accent

3rd places not reliant on drinking culture

Good breweries and craft beer

Good craft stores

My normal skincare products

REI

Ben and Jerry's pints under $7/pint

My favorite Ben and Jerry's flavor Milk and Cookies

Good takeout places

Smoking being uncommon

Normal sized fridges

Good vegetables

Good fruit

Screens on windows in the summer time to keep the bugs out

Parks/Green spaces that are open 24/7

#late night ramblings #not related but im also big annoyed at my uni right now #its a whole situation that i probably should write about but im just too short circuited right now to #tbh i think half the problem is none of the people im talking to here will even validate how im feeling #everyone fucking defaults to problem solving for me or explaining how their dumb executive functioning brains would go about solving things #and im like great but my executive function does not function and I need specialized help for idk something anything #because ive tried it all barring cocaine and its not fucking getting better #and im still kind of traumatized from getting therapy here and how it made things worse due to me having to explain American culture #and the therapist just not even trying to understand how any person could live like that #and telling me that no its my confidence that's the problem not anything else #even though i specifically went to her because i was having executive dysfunction problems not self criticism problems #im just so tired