omg ok so I thought of some different ship names for the sapphic marauders era ships so here y'all go
Lily x Mary
Flowerlove
Belovedflower
Purelove (idk about this one)
Dorcas x Marlene
Darksea
Starmeadow
Seameadows
Fairsaint
Fairmeadow
Pandora x Lily
redjewel
Whitebloom
Lionhope
Jewelflower
Purewhite
Purehope
Pls tell me if y'all like any of these- I'm only gonna do these at the moment lol
(Btw the colored ones are the ones I like the most)
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@fairsaint / sc.
Most survivors start off the trial strong against him -- his terror is a slow building thing. A few generators done never gives him cause to worry. They think they’re speeding to escape -- and then the first one gets hooked. It’s all downhill from there. The hallucinations, the exhaustion -- his presence wearing down their sanity, their willpower, over time.
The Demon had claimed on sacrifice midway through the Trial -- by the time the exit gates are powered up, the other three are pretty ragged. One limping heavily, whimpering and clutching a bleeding arm, one who had avoided the rest of the team almost the entire match to save her own skin. She runs without looking back the moment the gate is open.
And then there’s Dwight.
Just a few paces to the exit when he catches the other one -- tired, already bleeding -- she didn’t stand a chance. The hulking beast picks her up as if she is weightless, and hooks her with a grim satisfaction. ( the entity purrs at the back of his mind. ) No point in leaving the hook to chase the last one out. He watches the light from the gates, as Dwight doesn’t leave.
If it were anyone else, perhaps Gil would be surprised -- but this has become something of an understanding. Dwight comes back -- he stays. Like something right out of the pages of a demons most beloved cautionary tale. ( ah, stay a while you are so lovely ! That terribly, greedy, human eagerness to prolong a moment into infinity despite the consequences. Gil understands it and doesn’t, all at once. )
As he sees Dwight approach, the Demon backs away, allowing him free access to the hook. It exposes him -- leaves him open to a devastating attack -- but Dwight knows that, too, by now. Gil watches the now recovered survivor make for the exit and waits to see what Dwight will do.
It absolutely confounds him. He never seems to abandon his principles. He leaves no one behind -- at the cost of his own life, often. Altruism in the face of utter despair -- Gil doesn’t know how he can maintain such ... self dedication.
The realm is weeping around them, ground splitting and crumbling, shaking -- but the Demon doesn’t move as he speaks to Dwight for the first time.
“ Most of them, once they know the cost, choose to save themselves. Why don’t you? “ He doesn’t wait for an answer. Claws sink into Dwight, rending and ripping, leaving deep wounds. The Demon stands over him -- conflicted. There is no grim satisfaction here. He looks at the hook and returns his attention to survivor, who he hoists up into his grip and carries to the exit.
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dwight fairfield is a strange creature, and julie doesn’t mean anything bad by it. after all, nowadays you have to be a little off to survive in this world. otherwise it’ll be ruthless in a way only it can be. she watches him with curiosity, because he’s a curious figure and she’s... doodling. a half assed attempt at drawing one would guess, it was rare these days that she’d tinker around with one of her hobbies, rarer still that she’d do it in front of others. the blonde refuses to ask about what horrors he saw, because she knows the kind of weight they carry. she sees it in r, she sees it in huntress, she... refuses to acknowledge what she, herself. has seen. ❛ did you have any family? ❜ it’s a bad idea, asking about that stuff. it’s a surefire way to end up accidentally attached, ❛ they could still be kicking it somewhere. ❜ / ♡ : @fairsaint.
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@fairsaint said: it’s gonna be fine. we’ll get through this.
hot tears mix with blood and dirt, cutting the grime in streaks—and for a moment her hands just hover above the wound. for a moment she shakes like a leaf when she places blood-speckled glasses on the other’s nose—like this was how she would glue him back together. “you didn’t need to--oh dwight, this looks--” lip trembles as she fusses over the mess of blood the monster’s blade had left. because he had faced down the metal-headed killer while she had stood there, frozen.
and here he was, bleeding out, but reassuring her. like he isn’t scared at all, like he has hope. she forces her breath to even, hands steady, the way they have so many times before. her knees are dirtied and sting where she had fallen by his side, fretfully going through the last odds and ends of a first aid kit. you have to do something.
“o-okay” it’s a sharp whisper to herself, stifling the sniffle. “okay--” she repeats, firmer. “y-yes of course!” it’s almost a squeak as she focuses on the process of dressing the wound as best she can. there’s too much blood. but she won’t say it. “i’m right here. please stay with me. please don’t go.” even when she isn’t quite sobbing anymore, the saltwater lands in little splashes on dwight’s mottled white shirt. michael had called her selfish, once—maybe he was right. selfish and weak. her hand finds dwight’s, fingers intertwining carefully and gently. “i-i’m right here, alright?”
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@fairsaint.
starter call.
perturbation fill your lungs, unsure if you should even ask the question on your mind. you’ve always been curious, the only knowledge of life prior to the infection being from history textbooks. [fuck your history teacher. always giving you & riley detention for asking good questions — it’s not your fault you actually gave a fuck about life before all of this & actually cared about what the fireflies were doing.] fingers beginning to fiddle with themselves, you crane your face in his direction, eyes squinting as you ask your question.
❝ so like ... what was it like? the world, i mean? before all of this. ❞ before in the history books was life full of war, death, suffering — melodramatic shit to make you all feel good about living in a quarantine zone. to make you thankful you hadn’t been infected & to discourage any of you from sneaking out. there had to be some good to the old world, right?
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@fairsaint 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓 𝐀 𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 ! ❛ it's late, some time in the ❛ o'dark ❜ hours of the night. phone buzzes once — twice — then a third time before automatically pushing to voicemail, && a familiar voice crackles in. ❝ hi, you've reached special agent dwight fairfield. it seems i am unavailable to take your call at this time ; please leave your name, number && a brief message, && i will attempt to contact you at my earliest convenience. ❞ ... beep. ❟ / not prompted, always accepting
𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞, somewhere down the road : he has so perfectly blurred the distinction between the two that he no longer recognizes the hollow ache in his chest, only tastes the remnants of this hurt when he drinks clear liquors in the living room, mistakes the bitter flavor on his tongue for the alcohol in his glass. he cannot remember what day it is, & neither can he recall the last time he left the house. seems to remember trying, but the door didn’t want to open. the lights don’t turn on anymore. it leaves him a ghost in his own home, sinks back further into his chair as tired blue hues observe the phone receiver. it hangs off of its cradle upon the desk, blaring out a single, high - pitched tone, begging for him to place it back. danny can only stare blankly ; he is waiting for a call from someone who doesn’t have his number. he isn’t sure how long he’s been waiting, how many times he’s refilled his glass during it. the clock upon the wall reads 2:45 AM, but he doesn’t fully comprehend the implications of it. how many days has it been since he last slept ?
danny doesn’t remember picking up the phone. the only clarity arrives when a familiar voice chimes upon the other line, requesting for a message to be left, & for a heartbeat he is left in an aching sort of yearning. he thinks he could sink into that sound, to be so hopelessly enveloped in the voice of another, that he forgets for a moment his inherent nature. ( how does it feel, to be on the opposite side of death ? does it make you crave atonement ? would you like to be unburdened by your sins ? the answer to this question will not change anything, but it must be asked regardless. 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 ; 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞. )
❛ ... did you read the latest tabloid, fairfield ? ❟ when he finally speaks, his voice is low & harbors an icy cold, devoid of any illusion that they were ever friends or equals—— in this way, he pretends that dwight isn’t the reason that he’s vulnerable, too pale, too afraid to move. idly he swirls his drink in the other hand ; the ice clinks against the glass, he raises it to his lips. the taste disgusts / refreshes him. ❛ the death of ghostface... how curious, isn’t it ? i could be a cold case, something to fade into obscurity. but with a headline like that, it’s as if they miss me, haunting their streets... except i’m still here. haunting you. ❟ ( 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐲. you should work on being kinder, but it’s so hard. don’t bother. )
a laugh escapes him, but there’s no humor behind it : there’s a hollow sound to how it leaves danny, softly, forlorn in a way that he cannot explain. the silence hangs again, for a long while, until he can rediscover his voice. ❛ ... do you see me as a threat ? 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐚𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 ? ❟ he shifts a little bit where he’s seated, tilts his head thoughtfully from one side to the other, still pressing the phone to his ear. the alcohol draws out his next confession. ❛ i know that we are two different people, jed & i, but i--... i think there’s something wrong with me, dwight. i keep dreaming of you. i can’t sleep, knowing i’ll see you again. when does it stop ? ❟ he swallows thickly. the hand wrapped tight around the phone seems to tremble ; he is quietly grateful that dwight is not here to see it.
❛ —— 𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐝. ❟
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@fairsaint asked : “I could tell you it’ll change but it never does.” [ ... ]
Dwight turns those unbelievably, unnervingly green eyes on him and he no longer feels like he’s being looked at, but being looked through, as if Dwight can see past cloth and scar tissue and muscle and bone, stare at the fibers and veins and cartilage that hold this strange man’s frame together, and those thrumming internal organs keeping him from keeling over again. And further than that, even, walking briskly past the basement door, the one crudely hammered shut with plywood and nails ( DO NOT ENTER DO NOT OPEN NOTHING GOOD HERE, NOTHING GOOD WAS EVER HERE )--he flashes a smile at the young man with wild curly hair, a mischievous smile, and blood pooling down his face, who politely holds the door open for Dwight, gives the older man a little wave and watches him descend the stairs into whatever it is R has hidden from himself behind those doors. UNLIMITED ACCESS!!
R doesn’t say much. He doesn’t know much. About himself?? About the world?? Take your pick. Dwight turns his gaze upon him and he feels like this funny little man who accidentally joined their little team knows everything about R / about the world.
A shiver creeps down his spine. “Wouldn’t want you to lie to me anyway.”
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❛❛ i’ve been doing alright by myself - that’s what i’m trying to tell myself . ❜❜
@fairsaint | 𝙇𝙔𝙍𝙄𝘾 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙍𝙏𝙀𝙍𝙎 .
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‘ I mean, it’s not even technically stealing, is it? it’s your property. ’
♡. @fairsaint
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@fairsaint. ( warrior cats starter call , accepting. )
IT’S NO SMALL THING , TO SEE another one from moonclan. they only seem to grow in number by the day , & the thought is enough of an annoyance for aspenhare to flick her tail & reveal herself. ( not that , of course , she could hide for long anyways ; dirty as her pelt is , white sticks out in a forest like a sore thumb. ) “ how many lives do you have left , ” she demands , “ how much longer must i kill you ? ”
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❝ but this is the only thing that's made the last three years bearable . ❞ @fairsaint !!!!
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name — selena
gender — female
star sign — virgo
height — 5′4
age — 27… soon to be 28
wallpaper on my phone — a cat floating in the galaxy eating an ice cream cone
house — nice try fbi
ever crush on a teacher — ew
coolest halloween costume — my marty mcfly and mary poppins are both huge hits
favourite 90s tv show — fresh prince
last kiss — it’s been 84 years
have you ever been stood up — no
favourite pair of shoes — my american eagle sneakers (two pairs, red and pink!)
have you ever been to vegas — nope
favourite fruit — strawberries
favourite book — I need to read more don’t look @ me
stupidest thing you’ve ever done — spent 15 minutes looking for my glasses after falling in a dark parking lot only to find out after calling my parents to come pick me up that they had flown back and were resting on my head the whole time. it was storming and pouring down rain, too, so I was soaked.
all time favourite shows — kim possible, the good place, brooklyn nine-nine
last movie you saw in theatres — sonic the hedgehog
tagged by: @4puffs
tagging: @ectoterrestrials, @multaes, @fairsaint, @exjerk, @geneticmisfit, @devoidache, @stalkheir, @hooksahoy, @abouttiime
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@fairsaint asked: 🌟🌟
↳ send 🌟 for a headcanon about our muses’ relationship.
it scares julie sometimes how much she connects with dwight, he’s not quite a father figure but more like a validating uncle. it’s not that she doesn’t trust him or anything like that. it’s the idea of having family beyond the little one she’s built with nora, r and m. there are similarities there that unnerve julie, because like anyone who hides away rather than cope, so instead of acknowledging him she has a tendency to either ignore or lash out. only to apologize at the more vulnerable moments of the day. she doesn’t know what she’d do without dwight, really. admitting it is like pulling teeth, but if anyone were to hurt him they’d get fucked up by a very angry, tiny blonde girl.
they bond over music, not too dissimilar from the way r and julie bonded over music. the difference is, they blare seventies and eighties music and sing it at the top of their lungs. it’s so bad, it’s so funny, julie always ends up breaking her singing to laugh while dwight just completely rolls with it. it’s fun, just don’t get dwight to dance. please.
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wholeads >>> fairsaint.
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✕ ⁺ 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐝, 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 ¦ @fairsaint :
“you’ll be the death of me for sure”
𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡, like a tragic april lily it unfurls in his chest, cold & pale, against all odds it thrives where nothing else could. a voice breaks the comfortable silence between them. his gaze turns to dwight, his chest begins to ache, & for a moment danny is fearful that he might choke upon the thing that has tangled itself between the ivories of his rib cage. he stifles a cough, pretends it’s because of the cigarette he has between his lips, and quickly withdraws it from his mouth. the ash falls upon forest floor. ( danny likes to think he’s figured it out, what draws him so strongly towards dwight in spite of it all. there’s some classical purity of softness to his touch, danny has found : he, despite his initial bite, is an indulgence in wait of his soul to sink into. he has yet to figure out what he could ever offer in return. )
a gloved hand reaches to take the bottom of his mask between index & thumb, carefully adjusting it back upon his features. he only ever tilts it slightly out of the way to make room for his cigarette ( or for a mouth against his own, ) finding some illusion of solace in its cover.
it’s a curious statement; he has been the death of dwight many times before, and he knows he will do it again. over, and over, and over. 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐤𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐰𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭'𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭, feels his hands twitch with the recollection of the heavy weight, has memorized the way the corners of his mouth would stain with blood when danny pries him open. but he thinks he knows what dwight means, because likewise danny knows the man beside him will be his downfall. that he has already lost.
𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐰𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐚𝐲.
❛ ... i’m fine with that, ❟ his gaze doesn’t linger upon the man, casting down towards the forest floor only a heartbeat later. he nods. ❛ yeah. we’ll think of it as returning the favor. ❟
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@fairsaint asked : ur the only fucker i trust with this cryptid also you actually made me read a fucking book so i think that counts for something when it comes to the power of your writing and characterization [ … ]
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