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#fang duobing has ever experienced—not his father not his illness nor his run away marriage or obligation as a young master he hates—its this
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Mysterious Lotus Casebook // Anne Carson, Autobiography of Red
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#and YES I USED THE SAME PIC TO BEGIN HIS. BECAUSE WHERE HIS STORY BEGINS
#IS WHERE LI LIANHUA’S ENDS AND GOD. HE THOUGHT THEY HAD FOREVER
#fang duobing’s turn because time is rushing toward them!!! and he believed they had it and then didn’t and then did again
#and then it’s—all gone. like a light snuffed out. there is always a dark darker than the dark you know
#and what li lianhua believed he was freeing fang duobing from is what he will spend the rest of his life mourning
#& it’s. you have enough time. and then you don’t. and then you do because he told you so and you wanted to believe him even after everything
#so you did. and oh. it was so much worse to think you could have it. that you had it together. and then finding he knew it was never a
#possibility to begin with because he exchanged his death for your life but he doesn’t understand he wrote the eulogy you will roam the wide
#world with for the rest of your life without him
#just. holy shit. it’s a cruelty that li lianhua truly does not believe is cruel. he believes it’s a blessing. and it’s the worst thing
#fang duobing has ever experienced—not his father not his illness nor his run away marriage or obligation as a young master he hates—its this
#ANYWAY. yeah. yeah. finished the book today so natural I had to take the last quote completely out of context for my own selfish reading for
#them bc what can I say I’m a selfish reader in any regard
#mysterious lotus casebook
#fang duobing
#li lianhua
#li xiangyi
#di feisheng
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