#getting bubbles bc the. polish has gone bad shdjfhg

[sapsolais]

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#hey y'know what #i normally fall asleep holding beyonce (my favorite lil guy) #at least lately #it's just nice to hold smth #i dunno what it is about tonight but i wish i were beyonce y'know #i haven't felt that in a minute. it was too uncomfortable of a feeling y'know so i pushed it away for a bit but #dunno. smth about here and now #i would not mind being a bit vulnerable #i would like 2 curl up w someone or people that care abt me and rest for a bit #smth about love or whatever it's 3 am and i'm tired and feeling a lil small #but it's alright it's not too bad right now #just a lil achey. i reread that cat poem i keep with me on my phone and started feeling things again bc God if that isn't me #so unrelated but i'm a lil sad i had to clean up my nails bc i tried repainting them like 5 times before i realized i was #getting bubbles bc the. polish has gone bad shdjfhg #no cool black nails 2 go w my ken fit but that's okay 😔 #anyways #g'night #sap says