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s-veronnie · 7 years

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HEY, guys! English is not my native language! But..

I read the new fanfiction on Regan (ATHR), and he gave me the thought that not was bugging me for a long time.

Just imagine what Rick and Negan occur at the beginning of the Apocalypse. And Negan who explains to Rick the basic rules for survival in the new world. He is the one who sees, as one after another are breaking down the principles of this man.

But after meeting with Morgan and Duane, Negan and Rick travel to Atlanta to find Rick’s family because “I know that they are alive, Negan. I’m sure of it.”. They find a horse and ride into the city, where subsequently fall into a trap in the form of the walking dead. Rick sees the tank, and the only thing that comes to mind in this situation “We need to get to the tank!”. Just being inside, surrounded by walkers, he can understand the absurdity of this decision.

They look at each other, knowing without words that this is the end. There is no escape. And then, Negan begins to laugh, he did not fun, no, it’s a laugh of despair. He knew that sooner or later it will happen. And he humbles himself. Rick on the other hand is shaking, because the only way to salvation from hundreds of hungry bodies cools his right hand. A last glance, a crooked smile, trying to calm and “Hey, everything will be fine. You have nothing to fear. Everything will be fine, you’ll see. Just.. shoot. Don’t be afraid. Don’t be afraid. Forward, cowboy.”. Rick’s hands shaking and he’s put a gun to Negan’s forehead, he begins quietly to weep. Because not everything had to end.

And at this point they can hear the hiss of the radio and garbled, excited voice, “Hey, you dumbasses.”. That’s just fucking imagine how Negan every time he calls Glenn a Chinaman, and he sends him an angry look and corrects to “I’m Korean, actually.”. Lori tells him “Thank you for bringing him back.”, and Negan accompanies Rick and his family a sad look. But he’s happy for them. As Negan and Shane argue about and no. Because two assholes too much in one camp. As Negan and Daryl find a common language. Because both knows what people are capable of, know how to survive in this harsh world. Oh, and Negan and children? Hell, as he tries to follow his dirty language and telling children jokes, or how he makes them do exercises in the morning, or talks about baseball and even tries to teach basic knowledge of the game. Negan and Carol? The violence on women he will not tolerate, even if it’s none of his business. And the grateful look she gives him.

Rick. Omfg, just imagine how Negan and Rick could interact. They would cover each other’s backs, as Rick consulted with him as Negan would help Rick to make a difficult decision. Or how they would sit at night next to each other and shared little stories from a past life. In one of such nights, Negan would have told him about Lucille. And they just shut up, because Rick knows, Negan don’t need pity.

All the trials and deaths of friends? Children? Oooh.

And then farm. Maggie? Which he called “Sweetheart. Cutie. Dearie.”, trying to annoy the Chinese, well, he’s just kidding around because it’s fun and because Glenn knows it. It’s their joke. Beth, that he would protect like a little sister? And he sees Daryl looking at her “Shut up, asshole.”. Hershel (as well as Dale), whose instructions to piss him off, but something like this? Can be the father he never had? Who knows. They go through the whole fucked up this world together. They’re a family. And Negan happy. But he has to contend with his feelings for Rick. The wife, death (murder) his friend, death, farm, survival, struggle, death his wife, child, fight, fight for life. All the time once.

I can omit a moment with Judith, right? With Carl too. Because it’s just aaaaaahhhh. Children. He loves the children. Hey, how Daryl gives him this knowing look? And Negan sends him, smiling.

1:1, dude.

His bat “Lucille”? He needed her to protect his family. He would never hurt someone of his comrades.

Skip all further events, because, guys, this is just argh, how many things could happen, how many new relationships, as understanding or denial could happen if Negan with Rick were together from the beginning!

Now let’s turn the night inside out. What if the leader of “The Saviors” would be Simon? He is a good as the right hand of Negan in the series, so I think he would have coped with the role of leader. There are no rules Negan, which could protect people. There is only violence and control. I imagine this horrible scene, where Simon tells Negan “Great bat, man.” and orders to beat the shit out of that redheaded hoosier. Imagine how the Saviors instruct the guns to members of the group, Simon hisses “After we’re finished with you, we will burn Alexandria to the ground.”. Negan looks at Rick, in whose eyes he can sees only the horror.

Judith.

And he has come to Abraham, his hands shaking. They exchange looks, easy nod from Abraham, gesture for Sasha. And Negan strikes a blow, not making a sound, and then another and another.

Already in Alexandria he sits in the basement, still in blood and dust, his hands still shaking. He was never able to look anyone in the eye. Imagine how Rick coming towards him. As washes away all traces of the horrible night with a towel. And just takes his hand, leaning shoulder to shoulder. After spending a few hours in silence, Rick says, “It’s not your fault, Negan.”. And when Negan looks up, he sees no anger, no condemnation, no disgust, and what he feared. There is only the soothing waves of the ocean, reflecting the serene sky. This is not the end. And bastards will pay for what they did.

He just knows it.

#I just used a translator #so you can understand what I write #i'm so sorry if in the text there will be many errors #and the tags too!#but i wanted to share this with you #because russian to english Google translates very bad #i'm sorry #okay #i just did it #regan #rick x negan #au #phewww

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