#hanging out w the parkour lot again tmr so :D !! i made brownies to take with me.. thefastest way to make friends is to bring food :3

[toastsnaffler]

I dont wanna do anything today its too hotttt

#i just wanna hang out but everyone is busyyyyy 😭 #and nobody gives a fuck abt what ive been up to as soon as theyve finished talking abt themselves they leave the conversation 😔 #ik i get annoying talking abt my interests but its not a 1 way street here 🥹🥹 #well maybe it is i guess. oh well #hanging out w the parkour lot again tmr so :D !! i made brownies to take with me.. thefastest way to make friends is to bring food :3 #and ill hang out a bit w my flatmate later bc i offered to make dinner. muahaha my sick and twisted plans to spend time w ppl #ik im probably just having a bad rsd day but i know my flatmate misses our old flatmates and sometimes its hard not to feel like its a- #personal thing like ik im not as fun or cool as they were but i cant rly do anything abt that bc im just me #it is what it is!! i hope she finds a way of making some new friends locally bc then ill feel less guilty for her being stuck w me #not that i feel like im stuck w her at all i love her shes great + i like talking to her + being around her !! #i just feel like theres an invisible standard im always being compared to. IDK!!!!! probably just insecurity on my part its ok #i feel like im always harping on abt that here SORRY anyway im gonna make dough and do another hour of job apps ily bye #.diaries