#have a forty minute bus ride to just think abt it.

[petricorah]

literally all day ive been buzzing w excitement to go home and finish drawing sokka. current wip of him is my fave

#have a forty minute bus ride to just think abt it. #speaking of. the bus put this ad over the windows #like it's tinted so you can see out but not well #come on!!! i wanna see the world. the sky. but no. you gotta plaster some add so even yhough i can't even see it it's stopping me #me @ myself: so when you go home you're actually gonna draw #right? and not just watch tv? right? #i will continue to use the text post function of this app like its an instagram story bc no one follows me there but here you're Stuck #i guess you're not stuck you could quite easily unfollow but eh. cahhm onn

[royalblurryfacedbastard]

Yesterday was cool! I was anxious a lot but towards like 9 pm or so I started feeling better and my physical symptoms of anxiety went away. I hung out with JR and E and we sat at the mall and then we went to subway 'cause JR wanted to eat somethin and that was nice. He gave me a cookie. I was gonna sleep at E's place but I kinda got anxious thinking about it so I didn't want to, but in the end we decided that all three of us would go to my place and sleep. I was anxious and tired as fuck during the bus ride to my hometown and both JR and E showed concern about it and asked me how I was doing and stuff, and then when we got home I got more anxious bc of my physical stuff I get with anxiety now and also bc the anxiety didn't go away. It was nice to listen to music w JR and E though. Then when I was gone for a bit JR was annoying towards E w/o meaning to so she got rly upset and p much decided to not hang out w him anymore. I sat down with JR for a while and talked about things and then I talked to E and she and I went out on the balcony and started talking about lots of stuff. She calmed down then, but it kinda got worse again when we were all gonna sleep bc JR slept on a mattress on the floor and I lied "between" him and E so ofc me and JR started talking. E went and slept in the living room bc she was angry and upset and. Me and JR just started talking feelings and stuff, tho we did talk abt dumb things too. We went out for a smoke a bit before 2 am which. Probably wasn't a good idea bc we actually went Outside instead of going out on the balcony and it was cold as fuck. And then sometime after we got back we fell asleep. And I woke up at Fuckin 5:40 am and our bus drove away at 6 so everyone got stressed and I accidentally took the jacket I've got that smells rly bad bc of the cats and while it was funny it was also a bit annoying when JR kinda teased me abt the jacket. But it was fun riding the bus w him and E. JR and I talked a lot during the first bus ride and then E joined in a bit during the second. She and I started joking around and JR smiled and was like "u have no sense of humor" and then at one point he got rly negative but it kinda went away. Me and E hung out a bit after arriving in town and she bought me a donut for breakfast and some energy drink. We talked a lot abt things involving my fear which was kinda scary for me but I think it's good to talk about it. Aaaand now I'm at school. Forty minutes left til the first class. Ugh.

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