#he literally did that to punish me for lightly criticizing him lol <3

[borrelia]

suicide ment againnnn

see when i was in high school, d---- posted a suicide note saying something something "this is queued, by the time it goes up I'll be dead." and at the time he was mad at me for something inconsequential so I wasn't in contact with him. also at this time this was not his FIRST faked suicide so i was like okay. whatever. but all my other friends were FREAKED out scared. kylee henke was online at the time and one of my friends sent an anon ask like "WHAT DO WE DO????" and i think she said "uhhh. call the cops in the area i guess? geez i don't know i hope your friend's okay." feel bad that got dumped on her, but it was just bc she was online and my friends were scared teens that looked up to her. anyway ppl were messaging me abt it and all i could say was "idk, he's not talking to me but he's definitely fine." which wasn't very reassuring so for THEIR sake i hopped on facebook and dm'd d----'s MOM and was like hey. can you go upstairs and check on [deadname], we're worried. and she was like yeah [deadname]'s fine, just crying in front of the computer. and i was like okay thanks. HEY EVERYONE HES FINE.

so then i think the pile of concerned dms he was getting turned into piles of "jfc dude we were worried about you" and he came online with a "WHICH ONE OF YOU MEANERS TOLD!!!" post which was VERY funny to me. idk if he ever figured out it was me bc, like i said, we weren't talking at the time.

so anyway thats where I'm coming from here.

#myaa #the first time he faked suicide i had to be sent home early from school bc i couldnt stop crying #he literally did that to punish me for lightly criticizing him lol <3 #fun fact about me. i continued to have a crush on him and went on to date him like. a couple years later. #we didnt stop talking until AFTER we started living together. when it was impossible to escape his bullshit miseries #i think the final straw was that he was too scared of ants to go in the kitchen and clean his dishes #and i didnt care about ants so i wouldnt set ant traps for him #bc. it's fucking ants. #multiple faked suicides to punish me didnt do it. ants did <3 thank you ants