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#hence why my ask responses have been. ok i wont lie. nonexistent
theloveinc
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4 months
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the ideas i'm having right now vs. my ability to express them and myself
#im the one in the toilet btw
#i just have to be like this for a second i promise i'm not looking for anything and will likely delete this in the morning
#but damnnnnn ... i guess to put it nicely (toward myself). i am not where i want to be with my writing at all right now
#and i'm so FRUSTRATED
#i reread something of mine the other day and i was just like. yuck. i hate myself.
#and it's probs just a weird extension of this whole... dysphoria thing im going thru right now but
#YEESH I WANT TO EVOLVE
#i feel like a big fat caterpillar ready to become a butterfly but idk how the hell to make my cocoon
#part of me thinks im in the cocoon but......... it's been a long *ss time in here if so lmao
#anyway thats just to say i have two ... or three bomb *ss ideas that i just can't put on paper right
#and im not really satisfied with the dabi thing either even tho. i really wanted to be
#and it sucks bc all i wanna do is be on here BUT I'M SCARED
#hence why my ask responses have been. ok i wont lie. nonexistent
#but i think abt my ideas every day and then just fold them up and put them away bc i think if i wait they'll get better
#AND THEY NEVER DOOOOOOO
#arggggggggggggg its making me so angry
#but that's all
#hopefully i can write this idea out soon and be free
#cuz thats my dream
#among bettering my writing along with myself
#but hehehe im probs just tired
#sorry to be a downer!!! i go beddy bye now
#caitie blabs
#delete later
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