#her bf is a fucken disgusting ass mf cocksucker who treats her soooo badly an i wanna pull a joe goldberg on him.

[thatonedelusiongirl]

i love when she ask if if i’m ok ( no i’m not fucken ok i’m far from fucken ok i’m in love with you an everything you do or say i just look at an repeat like some fucken doll like i’m not ok or anything that has to do with ok ) i just say ofc i’m ok how are you ? are you ok? have you eaten or drank any water ? ( WHY DO I GO OUT OF MY FUCKEN WAY FOR SOMEONE WHO SEES ME AS A CHILDDDD) anyways i also love when she’s like awh ladybug why are you crying ( BECAUSE YOU DONT LOVE ME THE WAY I LOVE YOU i just wanna be yours an in your arms an sleep next to you at night an just ahhh ) an i just say oh a book i’m reading it’s really sad lol WHY DOES SHE MAKE ME SO VUNERBLE ahhhh this girl is gonna be the death of me ( i’ve been saying this for 4 years now )

#tc confessions #tc crush #teacher x student #tc vent #teacher crush community #teacher attachment #lesbian teacher crush #tc feelings #tc struggles #tc blog #i hate my life lol #i hate living #why can’t she just love me the way i love her ughh #what if she hates me lol an is pitting me bc she feels bad for everything ive been through #her bf is a fucken disgusting ass mf cocksucker who treats her soooo badly an i wanna pull a joe goldberg on him. #she loves me #i hate being gay #being a lesbian is so hard #ughhhhhhhhhh #fuck life #i need to commit suicide #sucide will slove my issues. #i wanna be perfect #i wanna be yours #i want her to see me. #i don’t wanna be invisible anymore #ughhh loving a teacher is so draining istfg #thankfully she’s not married 😌