#hf.writes

[heavenfelll]

Finished backing everything up. 🙃 And got a new plan for how I'll be writing things from now on. maybe this was all a blessing in disguise It wasn't, this whole thing is stupid, but at least it got me to get organized again lol

#idk if anyone cares but you know post things for yourself lolol #hf.rambles #hf.writes

[heavenfelll]

Me having doubts about my writing: Maybe the reason I get no interaction is because I don't write as poetically as others. Maybe my writing just isn't as good as I think it is. 😔

Opened my ao3 email and was surprised to see this:

I... 🥺 Not to be all sappy and shit...

No, fuck it...I'm going to be sappy...

I was literally almost in tears thinking about how my writing probably isn't even that great, how only one of my fics has gotten (somewhat) big, how I don't write as beautifully as others I've read...I could go on.

But seeing this comment...I have no words right now other than THIS is why we need interaction. Yes, I write things for myself...But comments like this... They mean so much. 🥺

Okay I'm done lol

#idk what happened but yesterday ended up being not great and last night/this morning all i was thinking about was how my writing is... #probably just shit and that's why no one reads it or comments or even leaves kudos #hf.writes #hf.feedback #adding to that tag so i can find it again when i'm feeling down

[heavenfelll]

I started the outline for my (very self-indulgent) Yamato fic and it's already longer than the one-shot I wrote. 💀

#i don't know if i'll post this fic publicly bc it feels very personal to me but we shall see #hf.writes #hf.writing update #hf.rambles

[heavenfelll]

Finished my Rose smut. 🫠 It's not even that long and I'm exhausted lol But I think I'm happy with it? lol

Might be posted tomorrow, might wait until Monday, idk lol

#hf.writes

[heavenfelll]

I have SO many ideas for a very self-indulgent Yamato fic. (As if all my fics aren't self indulgent lol)

I should proooobably write them down 🙃

#hf.rambles #hf.writes

[heavenfelll]

Got about half (?) this fic written. Gonna go stare at Halsin and Astarion (and Minsc hehe) now. 🩷

#i'm such a slow writer it's not even funny lol #i miss the days when i could write 2 or 3 chapters a day now i'm lucky if i can write 1000 words in a day lol #hf.writes #hf.rambles

[heavenfelll]

Woke up to a long comment on my first longer fic and let me tell you....I want to write again. 😆 ily if you see this thank you for leaving such a lovely and constructive comment ♡

#maybe i'll try writing a bit today... #must have better day so i can write lol #hf.writes #hf.rambles

[heavenfelll]

what happened to your fics? i can't find them anymore. :(

Hello anon!

All of my works are still there, but they are locked now because of the lore.fm stuff. I'm aware they aren't going on with the app, but as of right now I'm still not comfortable having them public. You can sign up for an account to be able to read them again.

For now my work is going to remain locked, but my masterlist will be updated when I do upload something so you can check there. ♡

#hf.answers #hf.anon #hf.writes #hf.writing updates

[heavenfelll]

What do you usually listen to when you write your fics?

Also, ily 💚

Spencer bby!!! 🩷 Thank you for the fun question! 🩷

I usually listen to the longer Kitboga videos when I write lolol I sometimes listen to music, but I tend to get distracted when I hear music I like lol

ily 🩷🩷

#hf.answers #sparklingseasides #hf.writes

[heavenfelll]

Tried writing a bit more of my fic and my body is like "uhh, no horny thoughts for you" and gave me terrible cramps. 🙃

#no thots today i guess lol #hf.writes #hf.rambles

[heavenfelll]

Lessons in Love clocked in at over 55k words. 🫠

#no wonder i'm so tired lol #but she's done and i'm happy with her lol #hf.writes #hf.rambles

[heavenfelll]

Started writing my Yamato fic and I'm so excited hehe

#hf.rambles #hf.writing update

[heavenfelll]

Oof, the ✨family trauma✨ I'm dumping on this oc. i am v sorry, essie. but have no fear yamato will support you. :3

#feels v much like i'm dumping my shit on her lolol my bad #hf.writing update #hf.meant for me

[heavenfelll]

I know no one cares BUT

I finished the first chapter of my fic and ahhhh I love Yamato and this (very self-inserted) OC together vnufvhydrubfhgfi

#i just wish i felt better but that's life lolol #hf.writing update

[heavenfelll]

Realizing just how self-insert this OC is lolol

having her go to her childhood home and all the ✨trauma✨ lolol of course yamato is being very supportive bc duh i need that lolol

#wrote over a thousand words just this morning lol #the urge to be loved by him is strong today #hf.writing update #hf.meant for me

[heavenfelll]

So used to writing character x reader fics that I'm writing 'you' instead of 'she' and my oc's name lolol the amount of times I've had to go back and fix it 💀

#hf.writing update