#hhhehhoguggushg

[arcadequeerz]

Sometimes I wanna wildly yell about scribbles and then I get too nervous to and just sit here like:

#Cade.Txts #hhhehhoguggushg #something something about how his own perception of reality is pretty skewed. #Sometimes he has trouble telling if things are: really fake or if something is Real. #kinda. loose grasp on what is or isn't 'real' sometimes n tht varries. #keep imagining him watching a horror movie and then he sits there like 'oh my God the BEASTS are goung to KILL ME' #Too scared to get up n go into the kitchen because the Thing will Be at the Fridge. #me too scribbles me 2. #reality wibbly wobbly for him and physically weighs on him. is like. fighting with him. #his very existence kind of Goes Against it. #it is Crushing Him and Some days are worse then the others. #hyper aware of his own body every part of it- this crushing feeling grips his chest and #all he can do is curl up on the ground and wait for it to Pass by. #Sometimes its easier being alone and other times it helps when someone is there to hold his hand through it #feels and hears their heartbeat through their hand and their breathing and the sound of the blood #rushing through their veins and they exist and are Alive and Real- #it is overwhelming but keeps him grounded. #His head feels like it is full of static and its hard to think when everything is so Loud #Cade's Characterz #i forget what my oc tag is all the time #do you guys GET WHT I M SAYING.. #i am rambling nonsense. #feeling a way about him