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#his dad went off and reconciled with his brother - therefore making marcus' very EXISTENCE obsolete
dezwade
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started thinking about Marcus too hard again. 50 dead, 100 injured
#!!!
#like he was just a KID. he was fucking FIFTEEN and he died because his own DAD didnt see him as a person
#he was too human to complete his missions because again he was a fucking kid
#of course he was going to be petty and let his emotions get in the way
#but he wasnt human enough for his dad who literally refers to him as a weapon and only saw him as a convenient replacement.
#a means to end that could be discarded once he fulfilled his purpose
#douglas knew he was going to die but did fuck all to stop it
#but marcus doesnt know that and doesnt know families arent supposed to be full of thinning ice and conditional love
#he thinks that their pizza nights and douglas' stage dad behavior actually MEAN something
#and its not just douglas using him as a way to temporarily fill the void donald made when he took ab&c
#so he dies in a last ditch attempt to see his dad's plan through and prove hes good enough
#and then
#hes not dead?
#hes not dead and its two years later than its supposed to be and his dad never fucking came back for him
#his dad went off and reconciled with his brother - therefore making marcus' very EXISTENCE obsolete
#- even though it was supposed to them against donald. them against the world
#but it turns out that was just another fucking lie
#and now the world's moved on without him and he doesnt even recognize his own body
#and theres this woman who says that she saved him and is offering revenge and (to him) a new family in one fell swoop
#and heres the thing: she saved him. she went out of her way to find him and repair him which is more than douglas ever did
#so what is supposed to do? say no?
#shake off years of being taught that when someone wrongs you you have fight tooth and nail for revenge?
#douglas has had two years to grow as a person but from marcus' perspective its only been a couple of days
#hes never been given the time or chance to learn anything besides bloodshed and violence.
#to see himself as anything beaides a force of destuction
#so of course he says yes and of course it all goes wrong
#and he dies and no one grieves and his own dad CELEBRATES his murder like this whole thing wasnt his fault in the first place
#and just
#yeah he did some fucked up things but he wasnt worse than douglas
#and how can you hold a teenager to higher standards than the man that raised him
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