#i can’t breathe thru my nose much which dries and agitates my throat from mouth breathing and now i have a dogshit cough

[limewatt]

i want soup but i don’t have soup and i hate most soup

#well i hate most canned soup #not even cause they’re canned i just hate those kinds of soup #i’m sure this is a blasphemous thing to say on the soup website but chicken noodle soup sucks shit #i want ramen broth with white rice please god i need ramen broth with rice #another soup id kill for is the beef broth my dad would make me in the mornings when i was too nauseous #i think it was just warmed on the stove from a carton but i still need it so bad #i’m soupposting because i’m still sick. sicker even. so fucked up #i can’t breathe thru my nose much which dries and agitates my throat from mouth breathing and now i have a dogshit cough #my nose is so fucking drippy and i’m still salivating so much and my eyes are leaky too #not as severe as that might sound but face is leaking. id drown in snot saliva and tears if i let myself #being sick… FUCKING SUCKS #worst thing about very rarely getting sick is that i don’t have any of the shit i need to deal #i need to get vicks vaporub so bad i want to breathe i never thought id miss that shit #no idea where the coughdrops went and i ran out of honey ginger lemon tea #though i can’t stand ginger enough to have more than a couple mugs but still it was relieving while it lasted #jeez i really oughta have nyquil or dayquil or fucking something man #i always think i should stock it but also i only need it like 5 days a year so it seems like too much of a pain #ibuprofen my main bitch is the only thing i have stocked cause i need it like 1/4th of all the time ever #don’t have a fever so i don’t think she’ll help #jesus. is that really all i have? jesus. do i really just fucking deal? #i’m a whiny bitch though. do i just whine while taking no actions to actually improve my situat— #Ah. Huh. Hm. Don’t like that thought. #anyway. this shit sucks i can’t sleep i keep coughing i can’t do anything that needs active focus like drawing or gaming #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh #agh #somewhat unrelated to my whining— i say as i begin to whine more— but i hate it when ppl keep asking me if i’m okay #like the first time is fine i’ll say i’m not doing too great i’m pretty sick #but then they keep asking throughout the day multiple times per hour like what the fuck do you think i’m going to say??? #as if i’m gonna say ‘i’m actually doing so much better than 30 minutes ago when you last asked :)’ i’m sick for the forseeable future man #oh god 30 tags. i’m so sorry to anyone who read all this. this has to be so fucking long when you click read more. SORRY