#i despise my rotten mind and how much it worships u???? hello???

[harrys-strutting-dad]

the struggle to figure out whether the singer is gay or just jealous of the girl they’re singing about

#i mean jolene is the blueprint ofc #but this is inspired by olivia’s new song lacy #i despise my rotten mind and how much it worships u???? hello??? #the struggle to find out whether i’m gay or just jealous tbh #guts

[bbobpul]

sweetest torture one could bear

NOTE. hello 👋 i missed u guys. excuse the handwriting on the cover. REBLOG! REBLOG! REBLOG! to my fellow svt-jjk fans, i will start writing for jjk soon.

PAIRING. bff!dk x you

GENRE. angst

WARNINGS. none

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hi, seokmin!

at this point in my life, i am not even surprised that even my best friend will march his way out of my life, but i will try not to make your success about me.

 

seokmin, you have always been so bright, and we weren't so blinded to not be able to see the amazing future ahead of you. you are the light among the darkness of the city that i spent my teenage years in. you are the reason why, despite the number of people who walked out of my life, i believed there would be someone who had the same patience as you and would stay.

 

aren't you the sweetest thing on this side of hell?

 

i am so happy to see you continuously making achievements and taking big strides in your life. so happy to the point where it feels like bullets on my skin – not enough to kill me, but enough to make me feel as though i am still in the very same city as you explore the world.

 

did i ever tell you that i'm not doing well?

 

that won't and shouldn't be any of your business anymore.

 

from the very start, i have always known. i have always known that your footprints will cover more of the earth than i ever will.

 

i linger all the time, like the perfume you wear – the scent that makes others turn their heads. i watch, hidden in plain sight, always the first person to clap when you achieve something in our shared field of expertise. the only difference is that you have the guts to show off, while i don't.

 

when you leave, i hope you will still call me, although that may be impossible now, considering the number of times people find more enjoyment in their lives after leaving the picture. nonetheless, i hope you enjoy europe.

 

i am sorry for making your success about me. i despise my rotten mind and how much it worships you.

 

with all honesty,

your best friend

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