#i mean if not. just daydream away ig lmaoooo

[elegyofthemoon]

🥹ohhhh today's starting off on a good note thank fuck (they released the new album for the hsr ost)

#bye yall im off to daydream 👋🏼👋🏼👋🏼👋🏼 #did i say? a gentleman's fantasy sounds soooooo so much like masashi hamauzu's works its *chef's kiss* #did i start bawling when i found out the song that plays near the pillars of creation #is called 'cold iron warming sun'? yes. #thats such a good name and very fitting T _ T #im sad though that 'battle arena' got such a bland name asdkjfalkjh it's one of my fave songs off the album tbh i could listen to that song #on loop asjdfalsh #anyways idk the area with pillars of creation was so magical to me when we first get shown the area LAKSDHFALKH #but maybe thats bc i just am really fond of reestablishment against disaster #aldjkf its beautiful in my eyes #belobogs names are always playing around with cold/heat so its nothing /new/ but damn i sure be feeling things #snow speaks #i hope today keeps up as good though ;; #i mean if not. just daydream away ig lmaoooo

[bunnihearted]

sometimes i fantasize abt being the one with the clingy gf instead of being the clingy gf ㅠㅠ

#like... #getting tons of texts all the time. having playlists made for me. uhh what else do the clingy gf do??? #ask me abt every single detail of my day and life and personality. hmm write love letters to me. make a collage book w memories for me #read a book where on girl did that for the others and she belittled it and ridiculed her and i was like WTF?!?!? #if a gf did that to me i would DIE FOR HER!!!!! wtf that is so cute #i dont know sometimes i just think that'd be nice #to instead of being the clinger i'd have her clingy for me #well it's all just daydreams idk i was just imagining a scenario w a gf who blew up my phone when i was at work #i dont have a job but like it was all a fantasy lmaoooo. and ig the thought is nice bc irl #im the clingy one and i feel so anxious bc i mean im so fucking annoying and i talk way too much and i psuh everyone away being so awful #idk if 'she' would be clingy w me i like now i love her and can reassure her #so rlly its just all about me..... hmmm selfcest? 👀

[star-drip]

why don't i ever drop lore anymore wtf lmao

#not even on discord i just kinda say something dumb and disappear #lmaoooo oops #i was thinking of talking about media that inspires me but tbh my siblings made it clear that my interests are fckn horrendous 😭 #my brother told me that he isn't taking recommendations anymore from me because its always too disturbing💀 but tbh i just love deep horror #and i loveee the creativity with it. cgi monsters and shit is fucking ass like no i want the real meaningful shit and the shit thats scary b #but Realistically scary #i likeeeumbthe real psychological meanings behind things i like when its meaningful and complicated #but its so difficult to explain the meanings in my head #i mean i wasn't ever going to originally talk about my paras but now that i have a lot of friends who talk about theirs #i dont want to weird them out or bore them because my daydreams are so weird 💀 like not even in the disturbing way just Weird #i think i like my paracosm more when i keep it to myself like a lot of the reactions i get make me want to be more normal EVEN IN MY FUCKING #PRIVATE HEADSPACE BUT NO i don't want to do that #idk what im trying to conclude i think im just blindly typing away 😭 #i want to stay in my bubble of niche interests without weirding people out ig #i think a lot of people get bored by sapphic stories too but that's an entirely different topic LMAO