#i miss when random men on instagram would send me money bc they thought i was pretty

[fraldarrius]

hello, me again 🥲

i literally hate making these posts but my mom and i are struggling really bad right now. i haven’t been getting nearly enough hours at work so my pays have been garbage, and my mom’s previous unemployment claim apparently ended and she’s since reapplied, but she hasn’t gotten any payments yet and when she called today she found out that she’s literally only going to be getting half of what she was getting before, which already was not enough to pay her bills so she has no idea how she’s going to pay everything that she needs to pay. i’ll probably end up buying the bulk of our groceries again since she literally will not have any money to spare, but i’m up to my eyeballs in debt and i’m struggling to pay everything that i need to pay as well 🫠 i’m already late on one of my credit card payments, which has literally never happened to me before, but the payment was almost $500 and i had literally no way of paying it fully—all i could spare was $100. now, monthly statements are hitting again so it’s going to be even worse and i’m basically just a ball of stress and anxiety right now 🤗 my mom has been trying to get on disability bc she has a ton of health issues and working is not really an option for her, but it’s been a really slow and difficult process so far and there isn’t really anything she can do to make it go faster unfortunately.

rn, my situation looks like this: i currently have about $30 to my name and i don’t get paid again until the 27th, i owe $160 for this month’s phone bill, $252 for my visa’s minimum payment, $372 from last month’s payment on my mastercard + probably another $400 for this month lmao, and i’m $324 into my $300 overdraft 🫠 so literally anything helps right now. i’m going to go through my stuff to see if i have anything i can sell to try and make some money that way, because i don’t have many other options rn, but in the meantime, if anyone has ANYTHING they can spare, i would appreciate it more than anyone knows.

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fellow canadians can dm for my e-transfer email address

pls reblog and spread the word! and pls don’t feel bad if u can’t donate, the world has gone to shit and i know everyone is struggling a lot rn and i would never want to make anyone feel bad about that, reblogs are a very helpful alternative since it gets more eyes on the post and might make it to someone who does have some money to spare 🖤

#mutual aid #donation post #financial aid #financial assistance #i hate money so much y’all #my next pay should hopefully be decent but again i don’t get paid for another week and a half so that doesn’t help rn #and i don’t know if it’ll be enough to cover my bills + groceries anyway #im just exhausted i hate that this is my life #shush sar #i miss when random men on instagram would send me money bc they thought i was pretty #need that energy back