#i rewarded myself for my dr visit with a cute little cactus knickknack light thing and a hotwheels car

[orionangeline]

Venting a little lol

#the medicine im gonna be taking says to take w food so earlier I got extra snacks for in my room right so I wouldn't have to go all the way #to the kitchen on my ouchy bee leg extra times ok #but now im like 30 minutes away from snacks n medicine time and i am. having such a difficult time not eating all of my snacks now lmao #ive got delicious delicious cold pizza sitting all lonesome on my nightstand and I have to ignore it -_- #i rewarded myself for my dr visit with a cute little cactus knickknack light thing and a hotwheels car #i. don't loooooove going to the dr tbh #like no reason for it #i just like idk always feel like I have no idea wtf is even going on until the dr is like ok here's what u need. there's the lobby #in this case its antibiotics no big deal but like #is it weird to have a burning curiosity about like what my height and weight and idk blood pressure is? #i mean i know my height and i actually read my weight on the scale but like i neeeeeed to see what my files say #did. you guys know #that in middle school i went to the dr bc my back hurt and like they sent me to like a chiropractor or something that popped my spine #and i felt better. anyway like six years at least later i went back bc my back was sore again and I had a new dr #and she was like. so this fusion in ur spine? was that a surgery or?? #and I was like. FUSION??? in my SPINE?? O-O #anyway its congenital and not an issue but like yeah...feel like that should have been mentioned to me or someone #no one else in the family knew about it either lmao #actually I should get someone to pop my spine again #i just think if my cat laid on the small of my back for a few minutes. that would fix me #iiiiiiiii had an energy drink with dinner