#i should turtlepost again that’s why ppl r here

[pidgecv]

i drew him a bit feminine (and wrong) but yk what i’m not mad it looks p good just not how i’d like

gonna keep adding sketches as i do them

#cvdraws #i’m genuinely brainrotting over this basically oc again #i say basically oc bc he was a preexisting character #but he’s so far removed from canon by now that he is just my oc #i love him he is my son #bad things happened to him #but dw he gets a happy ending #i think this vers of the char is more mine than the original chars creator #so yeah i think it’s fair to say oc #but no i won’t be changing his name either bc i’m attached #i couldn’t change it if i wanted to atp #im ranting in the tags idk why i’m defensive over this #GUYS IM NOT CRINGE I PROMISE #PLEASE DONT THINK LOWER OF ME #i should turtlepost again that’s why ppl r here #idk why i get so much more embarrassed over this shit than tmnt #probably bc it’s way more cringe and ppl don’t really hate the tmnt fandom as much as they hate #my other fandoms #i hate talking abt my interests #exactly one person i know irl interacts w my tumblr #and i trust them and what happens on tumblr stays on tumblr #but idk i just hate things i do and like and talk about #there’s no better way to phrase it than i am cringe #i make myself cringe #i feel so much inexplicable shame when i enjoy harmless things #but i want to share what i draw too #i’ve considered not posting anymore #i’ve considered that a lot actually #we’ll see how it pans out #might help w my IMMENSE UNENDING ANXIETY