#i shouod prolly go to a doctor about this tho lol its been getting a lot worse

[gommyworm]

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#sometimes im like hmm why do i so violently want to die rn and cant imagine any sort of world where im happy and loved and wanted #and then i check my period tracker app and im like ahhh u got me again !!!! #nothing quite like my period coming to make me just think about how to kill myself all day #i shouod prolly go to a doctor about this tho lol its been getting a lot worse #but my doctors an old man and hes already complained to me about my moms hypochondria so im not sure if that would work out lol #want to kill myself slightly less now bc i know its my stupid ovaries fault bt knowing its my period doesnt make me hate my life any less + #!* #havent cried this hard in a while tho so hopefully i experience some sort of catharsis ? even tho that never happens #just left with my huge ass headache and my boss being slightly concerned about my wellbeing #doesnt help tbat we just took mental health first aid training #i feel like hes gonna try to have an intervention w me and i dont think ic an handle that lmao #i will have to quit if so #nobodys allowed to know about my suffering !!!! #gommywords