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llovebunny-moved · 3 years

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Zeus, Hera, Artemis, Aphrodite, and Hestia for your choice of f/o('s)? (@holy-heck-i-love-my-fo)

[♡ greek mythology self ship asks]

Zeus: How did you first meet your f/o(s)? How did you feel about each other at first?

god ok gotta tell this story again lmao

ok 4 context its halloween. i volunteer @ haunted house bc i have free time and a little extra money couldnt hurt. im just supposed to be a part of the setup crew but one of the actresses hurt her ankle that night so i had to fill in and i rlly didnt want to but it was whatever. things were going pretty well?? until these two (cuteass) douchebags are in and one of them is obviously scared hes clutching onto his taller best friends and is glaring at everything that moves but hes visibily on edge. i figure its an easy scare and it would b super funny until i pop out as planned and he punches the absolute shit out of my chest and it Hurts. his friend starts laughing at him which he obviously doesnt take well at all so they get to arguing in the middle of the hallway for some reason??? its definitely turning a few heads, so i try to butt in and before i can get back up on my own the taller douchebag 2 (d2) is kinda like halfassedly extending his hand out to me?? as if to say u can take my help or not idc but i do anyways and get back up. they turn 2 leave or whatever 2 get to the end of this stupid thing but i realise d2 left his weird looking glasses so i kinda hold onto them until my shift is over since i cant rlly just stop to give them back? anyways my shift is over and im out of costume and everything but i still have the guys shades, thankfully the two didnt go too far bc i was able to catch up 2 them. remember tht moment i had where they first entered and i thought they were cute as hell?? yea. now tht im out of costume/makeup theyre having the exact same realisation. i give the guy his shades back and find out his name is sollux, the shorter guy (i learned his name was karkat) actually apologises to me 4 hitting me bc of reflex but hes kinda mumbling it with his arms crossed (which is adorable) so i obviously gotta forgive him. again they Both think im cute (which is mutual) so sollux actually mentions he was thinking about ditching the group the two of them came with bc theyre lame or something and im kinda like. their replacement anyways we go 2 a cursed ass dennys at 12am and vibe in solluxs car. fast forward and we're in love

Hera: How did you first start your romantic relationship with your f/o(s)? How did the way you feel about each other evolve to get to that point?

it was a whole lot of mutual pining (more lowkey on my side, Very much highkey on their side) and competition with some extremely gay undertones from them towards each other because they both knew the other liked me, it happened bc sollux made a joke to tease karkat along the lines of "hes just acting tht way bc he likes you" and karkat got Extremely defensive and replied with smth like "well you like them too you useless dick" which got them arguing (i say arguing lightly). i had 2 throw a couch pillow at them to get them to quiet down enough for me to tell them i like them too

Artemis: Do you have any LGBT+ headcanons for you f/o(s)? Do you share these identities? Feel free to share anything else special about your LGBT+ identities.

sollux is bi and nonbinary tht uses he/they!! and karkat is a bi trans guy on the ace spectrum!! we have all transed our gender :)

Aphrodite: How do you and your f/o(s) like to show love to each other? Feel free to include your love languages, if you find that helpful.

I AM VERY MUCH TOUCH. i demand it. i dont Care what your doing stop being cranky Cuddle Me or i will lay on you (unless they rlly dont wanna i know the signs when 2 back off) i also like to spoil the two of them in expensive stuff whenever i can save up for it and they always yell @ me for "wasting" my money on them lmao (but not too much because they know i cant give handmade stuff im way too insecure in my artistic abilities for that)

karkats love language is acts of service and handmade things (if notes count as that) because he is horrible with words unless he writes them down where he can erase and reword things. he cant erase when he talks. hes sappy so rarely he'll give me little lovenotes because sometimes conveying his affection is easier for him that way instead of talking (theres always aggressive eraser marks on the paper). i like to reassure him that he doesnt have to make any changes because ill appreciate it just as much regardless and its slowly starting to sink in (he doesnt overthink what he writes down that much anymore) also its cute bc he does tht cute little thing tsunderes do where they shove the paper into their love interests chest and doesnt look them in the eye while they do it its the cutest shit

solluxs love language is quality time(? if you can call it that) actually!! he doesnt tolerate a whole lot of peoples presence so when he lets me or karkat hold him/lay on him while he does smth else its a huge sign of love and trust, we r usually doing our own things during it (he'll be on his switch/on his laptop and i'll be on my phone) but being physically close to one another in a comfortable silence means so much

Hestia: What makes you and your f/o(s) feel at home?

this sounds so cheesy???? but each other. we've gotten so used to each other that in any unfamiliar place/situation if we are together we'll be alright

#asks ღ #sollux ♡#karkat ♡

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lesbianap · 7 years

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mental health & gender musings under the cut, y’all can respond if you want to i guess but im probably not gonna reply to anyone tonight, im not asking for advice or anything i just needed to type out my thoughts tbh

(please dont rb this obviously)

i’ve hit a new mood over the last week like, i’ve been in such a bad place the last few months and it’s all felt really intense and painful and been so hard but idk? this week ive had less bad breakdowns and its a generally more consistent mood but im definitely doing less, my mind is a lot foggier and my sleeping patterns are worse and idk i just ??? feel kinda numb now? im taking longer to reply to messages and giving shorter replies, im not posting as much content as i usually do im pretty much just sleeping until mid afternoon and watching youtube for the rest of the day idk lmao i think im just on like.....low power mode like im down to one or two basic functions it’s probably super bad for me in the long run but im gonna give it another few days or a week or two maybe its just my mind resting and if i give myself some space it’ll spark me doing better overall ??? i d k i havent self harmed for almost a week which is the best i’ve done since early february so. we’ll have to see if this is the start of another recovery attempt or if im just between spirals i guess

ive been thinking kinda a lot about gender lately as well like, i’ve tentatively identified as nb for a long time now and i think im just a lot more comfortable with it as a whole than i was a few months ago, but it’s also kinda surreal bc. im so strongly connected to womanhood & lesbianism and at the same time just....disconnected from gender as an entire concept like. i feel like im somewhere between being a woman and being genderless (or both at the same time some days) which is good and im not even having any sort of crisis over that and i think its bc i just....dont feel like i need to ever ‘come out’ as nb to my family & irl friends? like nb just feels Right and it’s so much more comfortable to me as a personal identifier than 100% female and as one to use around other lgbt people but. around cishets, even my family who i love so much & i know would be accepting even if they didn’t really get what it means, it feels like its just Easier to not say anything about it and.....that doesn’t really bother me at all? i use she/her pronouns more than they/them anyway so like. idk what this is about im just. finally more comfortable with this identity and starting to present in a slightly less feminine way, i got rid of so many clothes i dont wanna wear anymore and im rebuilding my wardrobe to embrace the lesbian aesthetic i want to and just. yeah this is nice i love being a nb lesbian, i might start a nb tag on my blog tbh

#personal--#dont rb--#self harm mention--#coming out mention--#delete later--#maybe

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