#i was briefly also mad at my work bestie/work wife bc he said i didnt care about a specific task getting done

[marsixm]

tried out being more assertive at work today and just bluntly stating things and i def was helped a bit getting things done by my dept head being there all night but! i think it went good! i def feel a lot better about my ability to do my fucking job and run a tighter ship.

#only time it fucked me was when i asked the new manager to make 1 small change #bc that man treats every conversation thats even .1% conflict like an argument #and then he apparently turned around and told my direct boss about it and said i was the one confused and things needed to be cleared up #motherfucker nothing needed to be cleared up you just have to listen to me #like this dude had come into my department and tried to do my job #then when i have a single issue he goes right to my superior #like zero respect for me at all its actually insane #but im done w trying to reassurance seek. talking to my dept head about it was enough. i know whats up #im trying to make peace w the fact that i cant fix this shit and dont need to worry abt it outside work tho #i was briefly also mad at my work bestie/work wife bc he said i didnt care about a specific task getting done #and i thought he was talking shit but its bc he was ALSO saying he didnt care abt it either LMFAOOO #i did briefly get so angry i couldnt eat #anyway things were not good but in a different dimension they were good #they were good in terms of my personal growth lol