#i will interupt people by mistake because im excited to talk to them and you won’t be there to yell at me

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#realized/had an epiphany today that so many of the traits my abusers have condemned me for are the same traits that my friends and family #love about me #im weird and funny and slightly insane #i will threaten to reanimate steve jobs so that i can kill him again and yell at cars driving in the bus lane #i will burn my breakfast and give a dollar to a person on the street and yell PENIS PENIS GOD FUCKING DAMNIT when i stub my toe #i will cover myself in fake blood from target and pretend to be a serial killer to and EDM song because i think it’s funny #i will quote webshows me and 5 other people have seen and i don’t care that you don’t wanna watch it with me #i will interupt people by mistake because im excited to talk to them and you won’t be there to yell at me #i will buy the expensive treat for myself because you aren’t there to steal it from me #i will watch that horror movie and play thay horror game because you arent there to say im gross and depressing for liking it #i will make a fucked up meal with microwave rice and canned beans because you arent there to tell me im a terrible cook #i will fuck around with my makeup because you arent there to tell me i’m bad at makeup #i will thrift for crazy costumes and style crazy wigs because you arent around to steal them from me #i will make new friends because you arent there to tell me you don’t like them so i shouldn’t hang around them #i will keep leading with kindness and not shit talk people i don’t even know just because they give you ‘a vibe’ #don’y you dare ever take away my claws and clip my wings again im a weird monsterman and i like it that way