#if that makes sense KJHSDFKJ

[isatoru]

no bc i should have gotten beheaded for writing certain characters as hard doms that are damn well the farthest from hard doms when i first started writing last year DSKJFHSDKF (I HAVE GROWN IN WRITING DO NOT ACTUALLY BEHEAD ME PLS SAJDKFHSD)

also little (not little at all) rant / reflection <3 in tags lmfao

#LISTEN TO ME I WILL NEVER STOP APOLOGIZING LIKE I CANT BELIEVE I DID U.SHIJIMA LIKE THAT SDJKFGHDJ #HE WAS MY BLORBO FOR SO LONG AND I DID THAT TO HIM... </3 #IM TERRIBLY SORRY I WENT THRU ONE HELL OF A DEVELOPMENT ARC I PROMISE UUUU #yea the degradation idk what was wrong w me but also being exposed to mostly just that in the x reader tags ofc i wrote it #like ive said this before the tags show them like that . for a new writer that is what u will see and think u should base ur writing off #when u shouldn't LOL but no one tells u that when u first start off u just learn ig AHAHAH #if degredation and hard doms is what ppl are giving thousands of notes on at first u will think this is what i should write this is the nor #norm* #but then u meet rlly awesome writers on here who have been writing for so long and u understand how writing really is #or not long at all but they get it yk #how like. u should write what u like and NOT what is getting notes alone #ofc i dont mean degradation in general i rlly like it when its written well NOT as a norm #if that makes sense KJHSDFKJ #but i do have a deep hatred towards degradation now lol im so traumatized from writing it i will NEVER write it ever again LMAOLKSDSJFKSLD #anw. i really am thankful for this community i learned so much from when it comes to writing bc without it i wouldnt have like taken this- #step back for a couple of months to really write what i like and explore it. before i am ready to post again :') #bc again im a new writer i started back in may 2021. like writing (i would read longgg before then but never writing lol) #so i am learning and growing everyday lol #and when i started posting last summer it was like my first time posting and i wanted my writing to be liked (meaning i didnt write- #-for myself fully </3) #so i posted shit i didn't like but like... i assumed ppl would like KJHDSFJK #BUT NOT ANYMORE :3 #the writing community rlly teaches u so much i would see all these encouraging posts and it would make me rlly emotional bc i didnt- #feel alone regarding it #so yea :> #shorty thriving in the docs ... so it will feel really good when i end up posting when i #i'm* ready :D #I WILL DELETE THIS LATER IM JUST REFLECTING SLDKFHD

[fandomsnfluff]

hANG ON A SECOND GUYS. if y’all have seen httyd do u remember that scene when hiccup goes to the cove for the first time after freeing toothless and he sees those smooth lil round things on the ground??? APPARENTLY THOSE WERE DRAGON SCALES AND NOT SOME STRANGE RANDOM TINY THIN BLACK ROCKS. I JUST FOUND THAT OUT THIS MORNING. god i feel like such an idiot KJDSHKFJHSDF

#noah rambles #httyd #like how did i MISS that??!?!??! #and he used them to make the paint for his new tail in thw #i thought they were just random rocks that kinda just appeared #but it makes a lot of sense now that they're scales BECAUSE of that #lol i'm. i need to go lie down kJHSDFKJS